You are my tomorrow part 44
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krystalkatzficz“Nino…” Ohno said slowly and Nino found himself smiling at the soft way his name was said. It was almost like a caress against his skin. It was completely stupid as all he had was a painting and a feeling but he felt like Ohno was meant to be his, and that was the only reason that he had put up with the harsh treatment of the last few days. “You obviously don’t ...understand; I am not a man that would be nice to you…Surely you have already seen that from the way that I have already treated you…”
“…You only treated me that way because you want to keep me away from you…” Nino hummed trying to sort through the different strands and sort out which ones he wanted to follow. None of them made any sense but he had the knowledge that he…That they were lovers “While at the same time keeping me with you…Surely you realise that by doing that…You’re just delaying the inevitable…”
“You’re pretty confident of that…” The lord almost glared at him and Nino smiled seeing no real malice in his eyes or face and he found himself inching around the fire not completely sure where he was getting this confidence from. It was thrilling as well as being terrifying and he could almost hear his heart pounding in his ears leaving him breathless. His hand trembled, feeling incredibly sweaty and clammy as he reached out and stroked the back of the lord’s hand whispered;
“You want me and I want you to have me…” The words ‘I think’ rose up in his mind but he refused to say them aloud positive if he did Ohno would take it as a sign that he had doubts and he couldn’t allow that. If Ohno wasn’t going to be the one that made the first move. He had realised just how easy and terrifying that it would be. “…My lord…I know that you feel guilty for the lives that you have taken…Both on your side and the enemy and, even if I never knew anything else about you, that would be enough to make me like you…”
“How? How could you want to be with somebody like me? Money and power? Is that what you wish both I have and as mistress you would be given both…Even my wife champions the cause to make you my lover…So there wouldn’t be any doubt in people’s minds as to your position here in my house…” Ohno growled almost as he would have done when ordering him to plant the flowers and it did hurt a little but Nino refused to see it as anything but a tactic to try and avoid their conversation, after all he hadn’t pulled his hand away from his. Never in his life had imagined that he would be so bold, so daring in his pursuit of somebody but he couldn’t help it. He wanted what he had seen in that painting. He smiled slowly his eyes almost closing as he looked up into the lord’s face feeling just mildly uncomfortable when he saw that he still had the stony expression and unreadable eyes. Somehow though in spite of that he managed to whisper;
“You can try and hurt me and push me away but you should have done that before you told me that you were attracted to me…and that you wanted me…I’m no longer afraid of you…”
“…And that is why I will never allow you to have me…” Ohno laughed bitterly “…You are too pure, Nino…I will not drag you to the same hell that I am bound for…When my hand is healed…And my heir brought to the world you will leave…”
“I have until your hand is healed and the child is born to make you see that I am not giving up…”
TBC
A/N: Nino seems to have become very bold…But in reality he was shitting himself >.< I hope that this was okay ^_^
“…You only treated me that way because you want to keep me away from you…” Nino hummed trying to sort through the different strands and sort out which ones he wanted to follow. None of them made any sense but he had the knowledge that he…That they were lovers “While at the same time keeping me with you…Surely you realise that by doing that…You’re just delaying the inevitable…”
“You’re pretty confident of that…” The lord almost glared at him and Nino smiled seeing no real malice in his eyes or face and he found himself inching around the fire not completely sure where he was getting this confidence from. It was thrilling as well as being terrifying and he could almost hear his heart pounding in his ears leaving him breathless. His hand trembled, feeling incredibly sweaty and clammy as he reached out and stroked the back of the lord’s hand whispered;
“You want me and I want you to have me…” The words ‘I think’ rose up in his mind but he refused to say them aloud positive if he did Ohno would take it as a sign that he had doubts and he couldn’t allow that. If Ohno wasn’t going to be the one that made the first move. He had realised just how easy and terrifying that it would be. “…My lord…I know that you feel guilty for the lives that you have taken…Both on your side and the enemy and, even if I never knew anything else about you, that would be enough to make me like you…”
“How? How could you want to be with somebody like me? Money and power? Is that what you wish both I have and as mistress you would be given both…Even my wife champions the cause to make you my lover…So there wouldn’t be any doubt in people’s minds as to your position here in my house…” Ohno growled almost as he would have done when ordering him to plant the flowers and it did hurt a little but Nino refused to see it as anything but a tactic to try and avoid their conversation, after all he hadn’t pulled his hand away from his. Never in his life had imagined that he would be so bold, so daring in his pursuit of somebody but he couldn’t help it. He wanted what he had seen in that painting. He smiled slowly his eyes almost closing as he looked up into the lord’s face feeling just mildly uncomfortable when he saw that he still had the stony expression and unreadable eyes. Somehow though in spite of that he managed to whisper;
“You can try and hurt me and push me away but you should have done that before you told me that you were attracted to me…and that you wanted me…I’m no longer afraid of you…”
“…And that is why I will never allow you to have me…” Ohno laughed bitterly “…You are too pure, Nino…I will not drag you to the same hell that I am bound for…When my hand is healed…And my heir brought to the world you will leave…”
“I have until your hand is healed and the child is born to make you see that I am not giving up…”
TBC
A/N: Nino seems to have become very bold…But in reality he was shitting himself >.< I hope that this was okay ^_^
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Date: 2016-01-26 01:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-01-26 02:20 pm (UTC)So what if your chikd is born. You can still have Nino. The Lady didn't mind you got lover cause hey you guys are just spouse with benefits! Reality Ohno!
Thank you! :)
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Date: 2016-01-26 04:42 pm (UTC)