Secrets part 25
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krystalkatzficz*~*~*~* MatsuMiya*~*~*~*
Nino sighed as he rested his arms on the wooden banister and stared out over the crystal clear lake that had actual ducks swimming over the surface. He was still finding it impossible to believe that he was here in Jun’s holiday home. He should have refused, this was getting into some seriously dangerous territory people around the area had to know that this place belonged to Japan’s golden couple…And it was even more dangerous since Jun had insisted on accompanying him to the log cabin style house and staying for a few days. It was complete madness, there was no other way to explain what was happening to them. They had arrived last night under the cover of darkness and slept in the guest bedroom Nino finding it impossible to sleep in the room that Jun must have shared with Mao.
That was something that he was finding awkward. When he was in his apartment and Jun was paying him it was okay he didn’t feel guilty but now he was in the woman’s house using her cups and staring at her view and now he was positive that he the other woman…Or at the very least man in this relationship and guilt was clawing at his insides.
“Nino?” Jun called from somewhere in the depths of the house and Nino gripped the coffee cup he was holding ever more tightly before calling out his answer;
“I’m on the balcony…There’s coffee in the pot…”
“Thanks…You were up early…” Jun whispered coming up behind him and wrapping his arms gently around his waist adding to the feeling of guilt. Jun’s lips pressed into his neck and Nino had to fight the sensations of the hairs raising. He tried to wriggle away but Jun held him fast his arms tightening around his waist.
“When do you have to head back?” Nino asked trying to keep his tone conversational and Jun pulled away with a sigh of his own sounding tired and almost drained but somehow keeping his voice upbeat as he answered;
“Soon…Have you had breakfast? I don’t think there’s anything in…”
“Jun…I don’t eat breakfast” Nino mumbled honestly turning to stare at the man trying to get him understand that he couldn’t allow this to change anything “…You know…Me and you…We…This…I’m grateful to you but this doesn’t change…”
“I’m divorcing Mao…” Jun told him in a startlingly clear voice that had his heart dropping to somewhere near his knees unable to believe the words that were coming out of his mouth or the fact that something very close to hope and happiness was trying to blossom inside of him.
“Say what? You…But your baby…Your career…Your…everything…” He spluttered and the resolve in Jun’s face crumpled just a little bit but he clenched his hands tightly together and squared his shoulders.
“It’s going to be hard…I know it is but Mao…She deserves better than somebody that’s more in love with a whore than he’s ever been in love with her…”
“I…” Nino’s blinked slowly unable to find any other response that might fit that statement. Jun’s expression was almost clear of any trace of nervous though there was some in his eyes, along with an almost desperate look in his face. “You…Me?”
“I haven’t been seeing any other hookers…Look I know that you…That you probably see me just as a client…” Jun said slowly and Nino swallowed knowing in his heart that he hadn’t thought of Jun as just a client in a long time. “But…Please give me a chance to prove that I could be more…”
“…You’re completely insane…” Nino sighed screwing his eyes closed and allowing his head to move in the direction that it wanted and slowly he gave a nod “Okay…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay >.< but I doubt it >.<
Nino sighed as he rested his arms on the wooden banister and stared out over the crystal clear lake that had actual ducks swimming over the surface. He was still finding it impossible to believe that he was here in Jun’s holiday home. He should have refused, this was getting into some seriously dangerous territory people around the area had to know that this place belonged to Japan’s golden couple…And it was even more dangerous since Jun had insisted on accompanying him to the log cabin style house and staying for a few days. It was complete madness, there was no other way to explain what was happening to them. They had arrived last night under the cover of darkness and slept in the guest bedroom Nino finding it impossible to sleep in the room that Jun must have shared with Mao.
That was something that he was finding awkward. When he was in his apartment and Jun was paying him it was okay he didn’t feel guilty but now he was in the woman’s house using her cups and staring at her view and now he was positive that he the other woman…Or at the very least man in this relationship and guilt was clawing at his insides.
“Nino?” Jun called from somewhere in the depths of the house and Nino gripped the coffee cup he was holding ever more tightly before calling out his answer;
“I’m on the balcony…There’s coffee in the pot…”
“Thanks…You were up early…” Jun whispered coming up behind him and wrapping his arms gently around his waist adding to the feeling of guilt. Jun’s lips pressed into his neck and Nino had to fight the sensations of the hairs raising. He tried to wriggle away but Jun held him fast his arms tightening around his waist.
“When do you have to head back?” Nino asked trying to keep his tone conversational and Jun pulled away with a sigh of his own sounding tired and almost drained but somehow keeping his voice upbeat as he answered;
“Soon…Have you had breakfast? I don’t think there’s anything in…”
“Jun…I don’t eat breakfast” Nino mumbled honestly turning to stare at the man trying to get him understand that he couldn’t allow this to change anything “…You know…Me and you…We…This…I’m grateful to you but this doesn’t change…”
“I’m divorcing Mao…” Jun told him in a startlingly clear voice that had his heart dropping to somewhere near his knees unable to believe the words that were coming out of his mouth or the fact that something very close to hope and happiness was trying to blossom inside of him.
“Say what? You…But your baby…Your career…Your…everything…” He spluttered and the resolve in Jun’s face crumpled just a little bit but he clenched his hands tightly together and squared his shoulders.
“It’s going to be hard…I know it is but Mao…She deserves better than somebody that’s more in love with a whore than he’s ever been in love with her…”
“I…” Nino’s blinked slowly unable to find any other response that might fit that statement. Jun’s expression was almost clear of any trace of nervous though there was some in his eyes, along with an almost desperate look in his face. “You…Me?”
“I haven’t been seeing any other hookers…Look I know that you…That you probably see me just as a client…” Jun said slowly and Nino swallowed knowing in his heart that he hadn’t thought of Jun as just a client in a long time. “But…Please give me a chance to prove that I could be more…”
“…You’re completely insane…” Nino sighed screwing his eyes closed and allowing his head to move in the direction that it wanted and slowly he gave a nod “Okay…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay >.< but I doubt it >.<
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Date: 2015-07-25 10:34 am (UTC)Thank you for sharing! :)
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Date: 2015-07-25 03:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-07-25 06:55 pm (UTC)I thought the 5 would meet and Nino would become theirs, only theirs, lover.. Though it would be hard xD this going to a happy more simpple ending? Yeah i like it more x3
I think what's more confusing about been it 5 different worlds is that Aiba's dangerousness is the reason in the 5 worlds for Nino to go away.. that part could be confusing i guess.. So is 5 unrelated happpy endings ne..? x3
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Date: 2015-07-27 01:00 pm (UTC)Like... I do agree that Mao deserves better, but leaving her pregnant seems so cold-hearted!!!