I wanted to marry you part 37

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Sho felt nervous as he carefully removed the t-shirt his lover was wearing revealing his naked chest. It wasn't the same as he remembered that that was simply because he was no longer a sallow teen but a men that had done hard labour and had given birth. His chest area was tight and firm with well-developed muscle that was actually better than the almost pigeon chest that he'd had when they were young. There was a thin strip of hair between his pectorals and Sho stroked it gently a smile creeping into his face. Further down his body was the evidence of pregnancy, thin silvery lines of stretch marks that stated boldly that Masaki had carried his children and there was the line that showed where those little miracles had gotten out.

“Shoko came first...” He breathed running his finger along the line “and then Jun twenty minutes later? Why so long?”

“Shoko had her umbilical cord wrapped her throat…” Masaki whispered his hands stalling on the shirt buttons he was trying to undo “they thought that she was dead…And then when they had sorted her out they saw that Jun was the same…”

“Masaki…I wish I had been there…I…”

“You were in my head…I looked at her and I said that she had to be alive because she was my Shoko, I hadn't even finished saying her name when she started crying announcing to the whole room that she was a fighter…” Masaki chuckled with a faraway look in his eyes “she looked so much like you when she was a baby…more than Jun did…” Masaki frowned as if something was troubling him before he whispered “Nino he wasn't there either…he was in the hospital but I didn't let him in the room with me…I…I wanted you to be there and if I couldn't have then I didn't want anyone else, not even Nino…”

“You went through all of that alone? Masaki…” Sho hissed his fingers brushing over the scar again. It was bad enough hearing that it had been a complicated birth but it was worse knowing that he had been alone in the hospital bed with nobody with him. Masaki gave him a small smile lifting up the shirt and exposing the plains of his stomach as he mumbled shyly;

“…it was a long time ago…and I got the twins so it was worth it…but…you'll be with me next time…”

“Next time?” Sakurai repeated in a splutter “…You mean you want more?”

“Yes…not, not right away but…in the future…” Masaki gasped flushing brightly his eyes turning away from him biting on his overly plump bottom lip that he had loved ever since he had first seen them. “You want to marry me…I…I thought…I thought that…You…You would want more…If…If not…I would…Understand…”

“Masaki…There’s nothing in the world than I want more..” Sho whispered darting forward and kissing the delectable lips pushing him down into the bed his body covering his. His lower half ground against Masaki’s rocking against him like a horny teenager while continuing crush their mouths together stealing the moans that Masaki was letting out.

The movements were unskilled and out of sync but it felt amazing to be with Masaki like this again after so many years. He pushed his legs apart with his leg and slid himself even closer towards the steadily rising penis that was happily rubbing against his own which was also swelling to match.

TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
 

Comments

[br-arashi.livejournal.com]

Aaaawwwn... Pleeeeeeeease, Sho!!! Love Masaki with all your heart and make him forget his insecurities!!!

[helenmaldon.livejournal.com]

Oh I can't wait for the next part!!! *^^*