Not so bad: Choices part 2
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krystalkatzficz “That woman…!” Nino hissed pacing backwards and forwards more anger than he had ever felt before moving through him as he wondered how she had dared to come into his apartment and say that she was taking his children away as if she had the right to do so. What angered him the most though was that for one second, on lonely little second the thought had crossed his mind that it was a solution. He had no idea how to look after children, everything he did seemed to be against what their mummy did and if he hadn’t Aiba there beside him as a constant steady presence he would have lost his mind a month ago. It would have been so much easier for him to just hand his children over to somebody else and be done with it but he couldn’t. As hard as it had been this last month he had grown to love his children, he had grown used to them being in the bed with him when he woke with their arms wrapped around either side of their body, he had grown to love the way their faces lit up whenever they did something that their mummy wouldn’t have liked but they had fun. “She has always hated me…She never thought I was good enough for her sister and when Rii-chan and I divorced the only reason it took so long for us to talk again was her…”
“She seemed unpleasant…” Aiba agreed gently coming up behind him and wrapping his arms around him to stop his pacing. He lightly kissed the back of his neck and led him to the chair pulling him down onto his lap. “But you were amazing…”
“…This won’t be the last of it…” Nino sighed suddenly exhausted as he listened to beating of Aiba’s heart. It was soft, a gentle thudding against his ear. It was so calming and so strange to think that he had already come to rely on him when they hadn’t even slept together yet “She will come back…”
“And if she does you can just tell her again…They are your children Kazu…” Aiba told him holding him even more tightly to his chest and Nino was touched by the man’s absolute faith in him even if he felt that it was misplaced.
“But…What if they would have a better life with her?” He sighed his self-doubt returning as he felt the hands moving up and down his back “She is more like Rii-chan than I will ever be…Maybe they need that…”
“At the moment they need the stability of a family…” Aiba whispered gently his sounding out directly in his ear “They are hurting so much right now that if you had given them away you would have done more damage than anyone could ever know…You did the right thing, Kazu don’t second guess yourself and never try to compare you to Rii-chan…People have different ways of doing things and as long as your children are happy, healthy, with food in their bellies and clothes on their backs then your way is the right way…”
“You…How did you get to be so smart?” Nino laughed tears in his eyes as he looked at his boyfriend. They had gotten to know each other well over this last month he thought and he had found out that Aiba was fun, loving, and had random bouts of intelligence that nobody would have credited him for. Most of the time he just seemed to float through life like a beautiful, carefree, butterfly but Nino was prepared to believe that his lover watched people more carefully then he would ever be given credit for.
“I’m not ne! I’ve just known a lot of children and parents and giving them chocolate and banana muffins every once and awhile won’t hurt them…And there is nothing wrong with enjoying a cup of coffee or five…”
“…Oh…So you don’t suggest that I only drink healthy orange juice and not pollute my body?” Nino asked poorly mimicking his ex-sister-in-law by squeezing his nostrils together and talking in an overly high voice. Aiba gave a laugh nuzzling his mouth against his neck whispering;
“Hehe, I would like to imagine Kazu-chan without coffee in his system every morning! I bet you do an impression of a bear! Even after a coffee you’re still growly!”
“You…You could see me…Um…Without coffee…If you…Stayed over…Um if you wanted…” Nino suggested a blush quickly coming to his cheeks hoping against hope that Aiba would get what he meant without having to spell it out for him. Apparently, from the way that his face changed, it was clear that Aiba did understand and he gave him a smile his eyes becoming oddly misty with love as his hand moved from his back to caress his neck and then cheek before eventually finding his mouth and giving him a steady kiss that was filled with love but lacked any passion and Nino knew that he was going to be refused, at least for tonight. He lingered with the kiss though trying desperately to show him that it was what he wanted but all too soon Aiba was pulling away and shaking his head saying almost sadly;
“I’m sorry Kazu-chan…But not yet…You told me yourself your children come to your bed…I don’t think that you or they are ready for that conversation…”
“Will there ever be a time when anyone is ready for that?” Nino asked with a small shudder as he was reminded that one day he would have to talk about the birds and the bees with his twins and Aiba was right he wasn’t ready for it yet.
“There will be and I promise…That when it’s there I’ll be here and I will make you happy that you waited…”
“How happy?”
“Very happy! Masaki Jr is very large and very eager to please you…” Aiba laughed humping up a little to rub his cock against the crease in his arse and Nino almost whined unable to believe that he was dating somebody that referred to his cock as Masaki Jr…But he had to admit that it did feel rather large. “But for now, Kazu-chan…I will sit with you and help you think about what you want to say to that woman…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
“She seemed unpleasant…” Aiba agreed gently coming up behind him and wrapping his arms around him to stop his pacing. He lightly kissed the back of his neck and led him to the chair pulling him down onto his lap. “But you were amazing…”
“…This won’t be the last of it…” Nino sighed suddenly exhausted as he listened to beating of Aiba’s heart. It was soft, a gentle thudding against his ear. It was so calming and so strange to think that he had already come to rely on him when they hadn’t even slept together yet “She will come back…”
“And if she does you can just tell her again…They are your children Kazu…” Aiba told him holding him even more tightly to his chest and Nino was touched by the man’s absolute faith in him even if he felt that it was misplaced.
“But…What if they would have a better life with her?” He sighed his self-doubt returning as he felt the hands moving up and down his back “She is more like Rii-chan than I will ever be…Maybe they need that…”
“At the moment they need the stability of a family…” Aiba whispered gently his sounding out directly in his ear “They are hurting so much right now that if you had given them away you would have done more damage than anyone could ever know…You did the right thing, Kazu don’t second guess yourself and never try to compare you to Rii-chan…People have different ways of doing things and as long as your children are happy, healthy, with food in their bellies and clothes on their backs then your way is the right way…”
“You…How did you get to be so smart?” Nino laughed tears in his eyes as he looked at his boyfriend. They had gotten to know each other well over this last month he thought and he had found out that Aiba was fun, loving, and had random bouts of intelligence that nobody would have credited him for. Most of the time he just seemed to float through life like a beautiful, carefree, butterfly but Nino was prepared to believe that his lover watched people more carefully then he would ever be given credit for.
“I’m not ne! I’ve just known a lot of children and parents and giving them chocolate and banana muffins every once and awhile won’t hurt them…And there is nothing wrong with enjoying a cup of coffee or five…”
“…Oh…So you don’t suggest that I only drink healthy orange juice and not pollute my body?” Nino asked poorly mimicking his ex-sister-in-law by squeezing his nostrils together and talking in an overly high voice. Aiba gave a laugh nuzzling his mouth against his neck whispering;
“Hehe, I would like to imagine Kazu-chan without coffee in his system every morning! I bet you do an impression of a bear! Even after a coffee you’re still growly!”
“You…You could see me…Um…Without coffee…If you…Stayed over…Um if you wanted…” Nino suggested a blush quickly coming to his cheeks hoping against hope that Aiba would get what he meant without having to spell it out for him. Apparently, from the way that his face changed, it was clear that Aiba did understand and he gave him a smile his eyes becoming oddly misty with love as his hand moved from his back to caress his neck and then cheek before eventually finding his mouth and giving him a steady kiss that was filled with love but lacked any passion and Nino knew that he was going to be refused, at least for tonight. He lingered with the kiss though trying desperately to show him that it was what he wanted but all too soon Aiba was pulling away and shaking his head saying almost sadly;
“I’m sorry Kazu-chan…But not yet…You told me yourself your children come to your bed…I don’t think that you or they are ready for that conversation…”
“Will there ever be a time when anyone is ready for that?” Nino asked with a small shudder as he was reminded that one day he would have to talk about the birds and the bees with his twins and Aiba was right he wasn’t ready for it yet.
“There will be and I promise…That when it’s there I’ll be here and I will make you happy that you waited…”
“How happy?”
“Very happy! Masaki Jr is very large and very eager to please you…” Aiba laughed humping up a little to rub his cock against the crease in his arse and Nino almost whined unable to believe that he was dating somebody that referred to his cock as Masaki Jr…But he had to admit that it did feel rather large. “But for now, Kazu-chan…I will sit with you and help you think about what you want to say to that woman…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
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Date: 2015-06-16 12:34 pm (UTC)I guess they are still getting used to each other, it's wise of Masaki wanting to wait until all this is behind them.
But they make a very cute romantic couple indeed!