The Phone Call part forty-one
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krystalkatzficz“Do I have to go?” Nino asked in an oddly childlike voice looking up at the pleasant building Jun had driven them to. It thankfully didn’t look like a hospital, more like a spa, with pleasant stones gardens and terracotta pots filled to the brim with beautiful looking flowers. Jun smiled squeezing his lover’s hand and allowing his lips to ghost over his fingers. It was a month now since he and Nino had started being intimate but things still hadn’t calmed down between them. They both got easily excited over the smallest of things and Jun could no longer say that he was forcing the intimacy to prove to Nino that he loved him. He loved it just as much, in fact he was sure that there was nothing he enjoyed more than being balls deep inside his lover. Forcing that thought away he brought his mind back to Nino’s question and where they were. Nino had finally agreed to talk to somebody about what had happened to him and the doctor had happily arranged an appointment with a friend of his but all morning Nino had been pleading, coaxing, and begging him not to bring him but Jun hadn’t given in knowing that it would be the best thing.
“I’m sorry…But yes…It won’t be as bad as you think…” He answered feeling sharp and painful stabs of guilt when he saw the small look of betrayal and fear in Nino’s face but he waited for the bargaining to start again and it came quickly with Nino whispering;
“Really? I feel fine now…I don’t even dream about it anymore…”
“I know my little Kitten…But you don’t talk about it either…You still watch the shadows when we’ve got a break in filming…” Jun said not adding the times when Nino seemed to drift in his own head staring into space when he thought that nobody would notice. “It’s not a bad thing…You just talk for as long or as little as you want…If after ten minutes you don’t like it you can come out and we’ll leave…”
“You won’t leave right? You’ll stay right here…”
“I’ll stay in the waiting room…Not in the car like some getaway driver…But of course I won’t leave…” Jun reassured him giving him another smile and a kiss on the back of his hand wondering why the hell he would think that he would leave. “Come on…Should we try to go into the garden at least?”
“This is just fucking stupid…I’m fine now…I’m just wasting their time…I won’t know what to say…” Nino whispered as he thankfully got out of the car. It was the same kind of things that he had been saying all morning not seeming to realise that just saying them like that was clear sign that he wasn’t wasting anyone’s time. Jun didn’t say that though he just calmly got out of the car and stood beside him running his fingers over the back of his hand and saying;
“I think that they should be the judge of that…And as for not knowing what to say…I’m sure they’ll ask you questions and not just expect you to sit there in silence…”
“…I still won’t know what to say…” Nino grumbled as they walked over the crunchy stones towards the door of the fancy looking building and Jun would have started to smile if he didn’t suspect that that would make things worse. Nino had been getting more and more confident in his love for him over the last month and it had been a while since he had seen Nino in a proper panic attack like he was now but he remembered what to do and he said gently;
“Just be honest and breathe…”
“I’m not going to forget how to breathe…” Nino growled punching him lightly in the arm causing him to rock to the side as he let out a laugh his arm sliding around his shoulders drawing him into his chest as he let his mouth press to his temple.
“I know…Come on…When you’ve done we’ll go for burgers…” He whispered “And then we can go home and I’ll lick whipped cream from your perfect little nipples…”
“Jun!” Nino hissed flushing brightly as he wiggled around almost helplessly at his side and Jun laughed again happy that he had managed to distract him from whatever torture that he was imagining was going to happen when he was inside the building. He kissed the temple again before letting him go to slide open the door. The waiting area was completely empty with the low comfortable chairs devoid of any kind of life. Behind the desk though a cute looking woman sat with a phone to her ear and a smile on her pale pink lips. Jun lay a hand on the small of his lover’s back and gently pushed him forward smiling himself when the woman’s eyes flickered to them before widening her mouth opening in a perfect circle before she regained her professional persona motioning for them to wait while she said goodbye to the person on the end of the line.
“Hello and welcome…” She said brightly, her voice just as cute and bubbly as he was expecting it to be and Jun gave another little smile.
“Ninomiya Kazunari…Here to see Fukui Atsuko…” He said politely keeping his fingers moving in circles around the centre of his back trying to keep him calm.
“Of…Of course…Fukui-sensei will be with you shortly…If you would like to take a seat…?” She said pointing to one of the many unoccupied chairs and Jun nodded his head leading Nino to the one closest the door not reacting when the older man hissed in a panicked voice;
“She knew who we were! She’ll tell everyone…We have to get out of her now…”
“It’s okay…Just sit down…Don’t you remember what I told you before? It doesn’t matter, you’re allowed to need to talk to somebody…Just wait until we see the doctor okay?” Jun asked knowing that the medical staff here wouldn’t tell anybody, the doctor from the hospital had already given him reassurances for that but he knew that Nino wouldn’t believe him at the moment. His lover was once again wound up like a little ball that he was sure that if he didn’t calm down soon he was going to start hyperventilating. “Ssh…Do you want a magazine?” He asked looking at the collection on the small table in front of him. Nino shot him a glare but stayed quiet biting on his bottom lip and Jun sighed picking up one for himself feeling a horrible ball of nerves collect in his own stomach. He flicked through the articles in the magazine with only half an eye not really reading them or paying attention just needing something to take his mind off of the dull ticking of the clock that was hanging up above their heads. Nino stayed silent beside him his legs bobbing up and down nervously causing an irritating clicking as they hit at the wood of the chair he was sitting on. “Nino...Will you stop…”
“Ninomiya-san?” A new female voice called out softly causing them both to jump Jun looking up at the woman who had found her way in front of them. “Hello I’m Doctor Fukui…Would you like to come through?” She asked with a smile and Nino looked helplessly at Jun for a few seconds and they were both surprised when she added “Your friend can come as well if you’d like…”
“…I…Um…Eh…” Nino spluttered and Jun could see the varying emotions warring in his eyes. Half of Nino wanted him to go in with him as a sort of protection while the other half wasn’t ready for that.
“No…Maybe later…When you’re ready…” Jun said with a grin brandishing the magazine that he had been skimming through “For now I want to read this…I’ll be here when you come out okay?”
“Okay…” Nino sighed getting to his feet and following after the doctor leaving him alone with the droning clock and the uninteresting magazine.
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
“I’m sorry…But yes…It won’t be as bad as you think…” He answered feeling sharp and painful stabs of guilt when he saw the small look of betrayal and fear in Nino’s face but he waited for the bargaining to start again and it came quickly with Nino whispering;
“Really? I feel fine now…I don’t even dream about it anymore…”
“I know my little Kitten…But you don’t talk about it either…You still watch the shadows when we’ve got a break in filming…” Jun said not adding the times when Nino seemed to drift in his own head staring into space when he thought that nobody would notice. “It’s not a bad thing…You just talk for as long or as little as you want…If after ten minutes you don’t like it you can come out and we’ll leave…”
“You won’t leave right? You’ll stay right here…”
“I’ll stay in the waiting room…Not in the car like some getaway driver…But of course I won’t leave…” Jun reassured him giving him another smile and a kiss on the back of his hand wondering why the hell he would think that he would leave. “Come on…Should we try to go into the garden at least?”
“This is just fucking stupid…I’m fine now…I’m just wasting their time…I won’t know what to say…” Nino whispered as he thankfully got out of the car. It was the same kind of things that he had been saying all morning not seeming to realise that just saying them like that was clear sign that he wasn’t wasting anyone’s time. Jun didn’t say that though he just calmly got out of the car and stood beside him running his fingers over the back of his hand and saying;
“I think that they should be the judge of that…And as for not knowing what to say…I’m sure they’ll ask you questions and not just expect you to sit there in silence…”
“…I still won’t know what to say…” Nino grumbled as they walked over the crunchy stones towards the door of the fancy looking building and Jun would have started to smile if he didn’t suspect that that would make things worse. Nino had been getting more and more confident in his love for him over the last month and it had been a while since he had seen Nino in a proper panic attack like he was now but he remembered what to do and he said gently;
“Just be honest and breathe…”
“I’m not going to forget how to breathe…” Nino growled punching him lightly in the arm causing him to rock to the side as he let out a laugh his arm sliding around his shoulders drawing him into his chest as he let his mouth press to his temple.
“I know…Come on…When you’ve done we’ll go for burgers…” He whispered “And then we can go home and I’ll lick whipped cream from your perfect little nipples…”
“Jun!” Nino hissed flushing brightly as he wiggled around almost helplessly at his side and Jun laughed again happy that he had managed to distract him from whatever torture that he was imagining was going to happen when he was inside the building. He kissed the temple again before letting him go to slide open the door. The waiting area was completely empty with the low comfortable chairs devoid of any kind of life. Behind the desk though a cute looking woman sat with a phone to her ear and a smile on her pale pink lips. Jun lay a hand on the small of his lover’s back and gently pushed him forward smiling himself when the woman’s eyes flickered to them before widening her mouth opening in a perfect circle before she regained her professional persona motioning for them to wait while she said goodbye to the person on the end of the line.
“Hello and welcome…” She said brightly, her voice just as cute and bubbly as he was expecting it to be and Jun gave another little smile.
“Ninomiya Kazunari…Here to see Fukui Atsuko…” He said politely keeping his fingers moving in circles around the centre of his back trying to keep him calm.
“Of…Of course…Fukui-sensei will be with you shortly…If you would like to take a seat…?” She said pointing to one of the many unoccupied chairs and Jun nodded his head leading Nino to the one closest the door not reacting when the older man hissed in a panicked voice;
“She knew who we were! She’ll tell everyone…We have to get out of her now…”
“It’s okay…Just sit down…Don’t you remember what I told you before? It doesn’t matter, you’re allowed to need to talk to somebody…Just wait until we see the doctor okay?” Jun asked knowing that the medical staff here wouldn’t tell anybody, the doctor from the hospital had already given him reassurances for that but he knew that Nino wouldn’t believe him at the moment. His lover was once again wound up like a little ball that he was sure that if he didn’t calm down soon he was going to start hyperventilating. “Ssh…Do you want a magazine?” He asked looking at the collection on the small table in front of him. Nino shot him a glare but stayed quiet biting on his bottom lip and Jun sighed picking up one for himself feeling a horrible ball of nerves collect in his own stomach. He flicked through the articles in the magazine with only half an eye not really reading them or paying attention just needing something to take his mind off of the dull ticking of the clock that was hanging up above their heads. Nino stayed silent beside him his legs bobbing up and down nervously causing an irritating clicking as they hit at the wood of the chair he was sitting on. “Nino...Will you stop…”
“Ninomiya-san?” A new female voice called out softly causing them both to jump Jun looking up at the woman who had found her way in front of them. “Hello I’m Doctor Fukui…Would you like to come through?” She asked with a smile and Nino looked helplessly at Jun for a few seconds and they were both surprised when she added “Your friend can come as well if you’d like…”
“…I…Um…Eh…” Nino spluttered and Jun could see the varying emotions warring in his eyes. Half of Nino wanted him to go in with him as a sort of protection while the other half wasn’t ready for that.
“No…Maybe later…When you’re ready…” Jun said with a grin brandishing the magazine that he had been skimming through “For now I want to read this…I’ll be here when you come out okay?”
“Okay…” Nino sighed getting to his feet and following after the doctor leaving him alone with the droning clock and the uninteresting magazine.
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
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Date: 2015-03-21 03:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-03-21 11:06 pm (UTC)It's so touching to know that they have come this far and finally Nino agree to go to see the doctor.
Thanks for sharing!
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Date: 2015-03-22 02:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-03-22 02:36 am (UTC)He's an amazing friend and an even better lover!