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“Matsumoto-san…If you like I can try and get him…” His manager said softly as they arrived at his apartment complex and Jun shook his head quickly hugging the black bag to his chest chewing on the inside of his mouth. In honesty he wished that he could agree but Yamamoto was right and Jun knew it.

“There is nothing that you can do…” He sighed rubbing his fingers against his forehead trying to soothe out the headache. It had been promising all day and now it was here waiting to turn into a full blown migraine “I’m not confident that Nino or that boy today would agree to press charges and unless they do…Thanks for today…”

“There is no need to thank me…If there is anything else please feel free to connect me…But for now you should go in and take some medication…” The man said as he opened the door for him and Jun nodded slowly the bag hugging even closer to his chest as he stepped out onto the street groaning a little as the sunlight his eyes making his head ache even more and his stomach roll with a wave of nausea. He waved at his manager and then hurried into the building glad of the small burst of cold air from the air conditioner that was set just above the door. It was only a little bit of a relief and soon the dull thud was back behind his eyes knowing that it was making him feel sick. The bag was heavy in his hand but he couldn’t use elevator as he knew that the movement would make him throw up with his head ache.

When he reached his apartment he paused at the door and took a slow breath his eyes closing tightly while he pressed his face into the cool wood. He was half hoping that Nino wouldn’t be back yet, that he had stayed out with Aiba after filming so he could go into his room and sink into oblivion but when he opened the door and called out his greeting he was happy when he heard a reply of;

“Welcome home…”

“Thank-you…” Jun smiled weakly kicking off his shoes and putting them in the cupboard taking his slipper and almost gulping when the pain caused sickness to wash over him. He groaned pulling himself up to his feet and walking further into the apartment smiling as he saw Nino on the sofa with his feet tucked underneath him. The game was on the music softly breaking through the quiet but his eyes were fixed on him and the bag in his hand. Jun gulped down a lump and then placed the bag down onto the table.

“What…” Nino started slowly before he shook his head his facial expression quickly becoming closed off as he said “You went to the apartment…”

“Yes…I thought that I would get your things…” Jun started dropping down into the chair trying to ignore the pain in his head knowing that he wouldn’t be able to for long. He opened up the bag and showed him the broken games machines “I’m sorry…Your clothes were thrown away apparently…”

“I…Um…Thank-you for going…” Nino whispered shifting forward and touching at the machines “I guess these will have to be thrown away too…”

“…Couldn’t we take them to a computer shop…They might be able to retrieve your game data…” Jun said hopefully not liking the reaction of his friend. He had been expecting an argument or at the very least screaming and shouting but the empty tone was far worse. Nino gave him a weak smile picking up one of the bits from the bag saying;

“This is the hard drive…It’s completely destroyed…It would be a miracle if anyone could get anything from this…”

“I’m sorry Kazu…I…” Jun mumbled feeling more miserable than ever now. He had hoped so much that there was something that could be done. He knew that it wouldn’t have been much but it could have been a small part of his life back. Nino gave him a tight and completely unnatural looking smile as he asked;

“It’s not your fault…Was…Was he there?”

“…Yes…” Jun swallowed leaning forward and trying to take a hold of his hand “Kazu…”

“I…I think I want to go to bed now…I…I’m tired…” Nino muttered getting to his feet and hurrying out of the room, but not before Jun had seen the tears in his eyes. Once again alone in his living room Jun slumped into the chair feeling worse than ever as he wanted to go after the man but the pain in his eyes and the sickly feeling that was clinging to him made him want to curl up and die. He dragged himself out of the living room and into the bathroom almost ripping out the contacts and putting on his glasses. It did little to relive the pain that he was feeling but at least his eyes didn’t feel itchy anymore. He swallowed down some pain killers and was about to head into his spare room when he heard the bitter sobbing from his room and after a fraction of a second thought he went there instead. “...I…I don’t want…To…To talk…”
Nino spluttered through his tears and Jun shrugged a little walking to his bed and dropping down his arm casually wrapping around his waist pulling him into his body.

“Good…Neither do I…sleep…Now…” He mumbled almost incoherently his fingers moving up and down his back as his eyes closed shutting out the very weak light that could still enter through the closed blinds and light. Nino continued to cry against him, his body shuddering for what felt like forever but eventually he settled down. His breathing slowed and became even as his heart fell into the same rhythm as Jun’s. The younger man gave a smile his hand moving lazily up and down the nodules on his back until he fell to sleep only waking up a few hours later when he felt fingers poking at his cheek. Pulling his eyes open he found himself looking at his bandmate and a silver tray. “Hey…”

“Hey…Um…I made you food…It’s nothing fancy but…You look like shit…” Nino muttered sitting on the bed and placing the tray on his lap. Jun let out a snort of laughter taking the drink from the tray and drinking it down happily.

“Thanks…”

“…Did he do something…?”

“I think I broke his nose…” Jun said with a shrug pondering the question. The man hadn’t done anything to him, at least not physically, but he did feel drained and it had nothing to do with the headache that was now just a gentle pulse behind his eyes.

“You…You what…”

“I broke his nose…” Jun repeated slowly “…I couldn’t help myself…I saw him and my body reacted…”

“…Jun…” Nino whispered his fingers twisting into painful looking shapes and Jun reached out to hold his hands steady giving him the best smile.

“Hey…Did you look in the bag?” He asked and Nino shook his head slowly biting on his bottom lip his hands trying to move again but Jun just held them tighter not wanting him to hurt himself.

“No…I didn’t think that there was much point…” Nino sighed trying so hard to sound normal that Jun felt his heart clench “I was just going to throw it out…Don’t get me wrong I’m grateful but…There’s not much I can do with it…”

“Before you do you might want to get your coin jar from out of it…” Jun smiled hoping that at least that would bring a smile to Nino’s face and it did though it was a shocked one with suspiciously wet eyes as he squeaked out a surprised but happy;

“You…Got my jar?”

“And your wallet…He tried to take your bank cards but I got them for you…You might want to change your details…” He suggested carefully wondering if Nino was going to say that Yamamoto wouldn’t do something like that but thankfully he just nodded squeezing his hand back as he whispered;

“Thank-you…

“I told you…I like having you around…” Jun said his heart jumping when a stray thought entered his mind ‘A lot…I like having you here a lot…’

TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^

Date: 2015-02-20 11:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] br-arashi.livejournal.com
Aaaawwwn, J is slowly developing his feelings... This is so romantic!!!
It's good when love is not thunder and lightenings, but just a ray of light that shines its way through your heart.
Pretty lovely!

Date: 2015-02-20 05:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] j-sei.livejournal.com
Can I hope that the reason Nino called Jun is because Nino has a feeling to Jun? XD Yamamoto's statement about why Nino come to Jun has been bugging me too.

Date: 2015-02-20 07:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yumi-usagi.livejournal.com
But I still want that f*ucking Yamamoto to get punished hard :(( I don't want it to end like that for him. It would be so easy >"<
Jun is so sweet. I love you Jun XD That part when Jun told Nino he kept his coin jar and Nino was happy is my favorite scene XD
Thanks for sharing!
Edited Date: 2015-02-20 07:39 pm (UTC)

Date: 2015-02-21 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] helenmaldon.livejournal.com
The coin jar!!! So Nino and so touching that Jun brought it back ^^ Will Jun realize his feelings??? Thanks for the lovely update <33333

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