The Winner Takes it All part 11
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Nino silently led Sakurai through to the back of the bar and into the office. It was more formal than the apartment but at the same time it oozed Jun’s special kind of good taste with rich red hardwood furniture and leather chairs that were studded with brass headed nails up the side. The carpet was thick and a dark green with swirls of black flowers. It was old fashioned he knew but it shouted power and money much more than their apartment did. Their apartment, he wasn’t sure why he was thinking it now but the way that rolled off of his tongue gave him a strange jolt in his chest knowing that it meant much more today than it had yesterday…Today it meant the apartment that he lived in with his lover. The memory of the tongue lapping the cream from his lip came back to him and he both flushed and smiled at the same time bringing his fingers up to touch the spot.
“…You and Matsumoto-san…” Sakurai said breaking almost cruelly through his happy thoughts and Nino turned to look at him with a raised eyebrow not questioning how he knew the name but waiting for him to continue “Have you been together long?”
“…Three years…” Nino answered with a shrug sitting down in Jun’s comfortable desk chair resisting the urge to swing around the way that he normally did. Sakurai dropped like a stone into the opposite chair looking almost shell shocked by that fact and he spluttered;
“Th-ree…Three years? So quickly after…”
“…Jun was there for me when I needed him…” Nino shrugged his hands almost resting on the polished wood of the desk until he remembered that that would leave fingerprints on the polish and Jun wouldn’t like that. “Why are you here?”
“…I needed to see you…Nana is pregnant…” Sakurai told him and Nino frowned biting hard on the corner of his mouth pain flowing through his body. He’d always known that Sakurai had wanted kids. Even in their very early days he had talked about it often saying that he wished that Nino was a woman so that he could carry his children. At the time he had just put it down as being one of those things that people said now he knew that he should have guessed that it was a sign that they would never be happy together.
“…Okay, you got what you always wanted…I don’t see why…” He started but Sakurai shook his head frantically cutting over him as he said;
“I didn’t…I want you...”
“You…Want me?” Nino repeated sagging back into the chair and staring at the other man unable to believe what he was hearing.
“Yes…I’ve always wanted you…Ever since you left…I looked for you…” Sakurai told him using that oh so gentle voice that he knew that he was weak to. Nino felt his heart tremble at the sound but he ignored it choosing to stay focused on his anger as he ground his teeth and spat;
“You obviously didn’t look hard enough…I’ve been here the whole time…”
“Yeah…I can see that…Didn’t take you long did it? Riding the next one that would take care of you…” Sakurai spat and Nino flinched as though he had been physically struck in the face at that. Jun was taking care of him he had since the day he had saved his worthless butt. No, his brain screamed, I’m not using Jun…I help…I pay rent. He closed his eyes and breathed sharply through his nose his hands clenching on his legs until Sakurai mumbled “I thought…”
“You thought what? That I would just be waiting around for you?” Nino said telling himself that it was Sakurai that had cheated. The scene was so clear in his mind that he could see it all even though he didn’t want to.
TBC
A/N: I hope that this was okay ^_^
“…You and Matsumoto-san…” Sakurai said breaking almost cruelly through his happy thoughts and Nino turned to look at him with a raised eyebrow not questioning how he knew the name but waiting for him to continue “Have you been together long?”
“…Three years…” Nino answered with a shrug sitting down in Jun’s comfortable desk chair resisting the urge to swing around the way that he normally did. Sakurai dropped like a stone into the opposite chair looking almost shell shocked by that fact and he spluttered;
“Th-ree…Three years? So quickly after…”
“…Jun was there for me when I needed him…” Nino shrugged his hands almost resting on the polished wood of the desk until he remembered that that would leave fingerprints on the polish and Jun wouldn’t like that. “Why are you here?”
“…I needed to see you…Nana is pregnant…” Sakurai told him and Nino frowned biting hard on the corner of his mouth pain flowing through his body. He’d always known that Sakurai had wanted kids. Even in their very early days he had talked about it often saying that he wished that Nino was a woman so that he could carry his children. At the time he had just put it down as being one of those things that people said now he knew that he should have guessed that it was a sign that they would never be happy together.
“…Okay, you got what you always wanted…I don’t see why…” He started but Sakurai shook his head frantically cutting over him as he said;
“I didn’t…I want you...”
“You…Want me?” Nino repeated sagging back into the chair and staring at the other man unable to believe what he was hearing.
“Yes…I’ve always wanted you…Ever since you left…I looked for you…” Sakurai told him using that oh so gentle voice that he knew that he was weak to. Nino felt his heart tremble at the sound but he ignored it choosing to stay focused on his anger as he ground his teeth and spat;
“You obviously didn’t look hard enough…I’ve been here the whole time…”
“Yeah…I can see that…Didn’t take you long did it? Riding the next one that would take care of you…” Sakurai spat and Nino flinched as though he had been physically struck in the face at that. Jun was taking care of him he had since the day he had saved his worthless butt. No, his brain screamed, I’m not using Jun…I help…I pay rent. He closed his eyes and breathed sharply through his nose his hands clenching on his legs until Sakurai mumbled “I thought…”
“You thought what? That I would just be waiting around for you?” Nino said telling himself that it was Sakurai that had cheated. The scene was so clear in his mind that he could see it all even though he didn’t want to.
TBC
A/N: I hope that this was okay ^_^
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Date: 2014-11-20 10:51 am (UTC)That's definitely not a bad thing, both stories are great and it's awesome to get an update on either, but I was a little disappointed haha I miss Against His Will! Please update soon! :)
You might want to change the tags around so it doesn't get confusing in future :)
Thanks for the updates!!!
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Date: 2014-11-20 10:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-11-20 10:56 am (UTC)Thanks for reading either of them :D
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Date: 2014-11-20 11:16 am (UTC)I enjoy everything you write! Take your time with whatever updates that come to you and we'll love them!
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Date: 2014-11-21 10:25 am (UTC):DDDDD I'm happy you like it :DDD
^_^
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Date: 2014-11-22 10:32 am (UTC)Thanks for all the updates! I love them all :)
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Date: 2014-11-20 10:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-11-21 10:27 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2014-11-20 01:23 pm (UTC)He surely had grown stronger and healthier far from Sakurai.
And, in a way, it didn't matter that Sho was looking for him all this time. He was the ashamed one, he was the cheating one, he is the one that is haunting Nino although he has a pregnant woman at home.
What kind of man can be that low?
I really hope Nino won't need a map to find who would be the best option for him!
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Date: 2014-11-21 10:39 am (UTC)he is much healthier now he doesn't need Sakurai...Sakurai really should go and sort himself out.. >.<
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2014-11-20 01:34 pm (UTC)you are not using J. you love him and jun in your side!!!!
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Date: 2014-11-21 10:46 am (UTC)yup they are an equal partnership ne :D
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2014-11-20 02:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-11-21 10:48 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2014-11-21 05:36 am (UTC)Nino don't worry, Jun is always beside you and he's helping you with his own will.
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Date: 2014-11-21 10:50 am (UTC)Yup Jun loves him no matter what :D
Thanks for reading ^_^^