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I think that I've just had the week from hell and right now it doesn't feel as if it's getting better >.<

Last Friday my younger brother accidentally read a message for a female friend that has resulted in him phoning the police and a whole mess involving suspected paedophiles and my nephew Auron being at risk that started this horrible week.

Last night came the worst of it though when I and the rest of my family received a message from my older brother who has been having some problems at work, the contents of the message was simply "I can't take it anymore, I've left a note I'm sorry for all the trouble xxx' as you can imagine that sent us all into a panic. As he lives so far away from us we had to call the police who were amazing and got there in time. He' was taken to the hospital and thankfully it seems that he's going to be okay physically but mentally... I have no idea what to say, I've been there twice myself but I can't think of anything to say of all my brother he was the one that I've got on the least with I rarely talk to him unless I really have to or it's a family event so I'm completely lost.

sorry for laying all this on you all but I'm in some kind of weird hell right now and I'm trying to act normally but it's really hard.

To be honest I'm not sure if I'm going to be taking a small hiatus or not...you know me by now the more stressed I am the more I write to try and escape so I apologise if I do become a little manic over the next few days. Honestly my life feels like it's become some kind of weird horrible soap opera right now and honestly if I wasn't living it I would be sure it wasn't real
Krys