The sun, moon and stars
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krystalkatzficzTitle: The Sun, Moon and Stars
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: R-ish
Length: One shot
Genre: Au, angst, romance,
Pairings: Anybody that you like or want XD
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
The stars were watching when we met. Both late for the last train, stuck in the city, never would I have thought that I would meet you, swearing softly as we watched the rear of the train vanish from view. I bet the stars knew then that you were the only one for me, I didn’t, in fact I barely looked at you as we walked side by side to the hotel, and don’t you think it was strange that the stars were visible in the city? We hardly spoke that night but even if I didn’t look at you I hoped that somehow we would meet again.
The milky pale sun was watching when we did meet again, two weeks later early in the morning, the smell of spilt coffee and my irate sleepy voice that softened as I realised that it was you. I didn’t think that you would recognise me but my heart skipped when you did, I tried hard to speak to you that time but in the end I only found out where you worked and your name… Such a simple name but even now it reminds me of that sun.
The pale distant moon was watching when we met again that night, both of us running for the last train, both of us unable to talk praying that we wouldn’t miss it. I guess you didn’t know it but I was disappointed when we didn’t and you were separated from me by a multitude of people. I still watched you though using the reflection of the darkened glass to watch your face and wonder what you were thinking about. I hoped that it was me. I wanted to make my way over to you but the train jostled and the crowd moved taking you away from me I prayed to the moon that I would see you again, maybe he listened because…
Thousands of twinkling stars watched in the velvet black of night, shining like tiny priceless diamonds, when we met again. On the train platform the trains rear vanishing to be swallowed by the night, this time though neither of us swore just flashed each other matching smiles as we walked to the hotel. This time I kept my eyes focused on you doing my best to talk without sounding like a love sick fool. I don’t think it worked but I didn’t care, all I want to remember from that night was that you asked me out and I said yes before you had time to finish the question. You laughed and I blushed.
The new moon watched on our first date, we sat in front of a large window, of an expensive foreign restaurant, I thought then that I would never be able to remember the names of the food we were eating or the drinks the waiter brought us I do remember that you had a huge grin on your face and food on your lips. You would blush when I told you later but that was the moment I fell 100% in love with you.
That beautiful moon watched over all our dates, including the first time we made love, you moved inside of me and I felt your hand surround me, you thumb grazed the tip of my member your nail scrapping at the slit drawing out my orgasm, as you sucked my cries away with your mouth. You moved so slowly inside of me, finding my spot with each careful movement until you came collapsing on top of me gasping out ‘I love you’ against my skin as our bodies trembled as one being
The sun, moon and stars watched us as we loved, our love growing steady under each of their faces, that saw us fight and make up, mostly all in one day. It was impossible to stay angry with you when I love you so much
The moon watched as you asked me to live with you, I answered ‘yes’ before you even finished the question, I blushed and you laughed brushing my cheek with your thumb your lips meeting mine as your arms went firmly around my back. My chest was pressed against yours and it felt as if they were beating as one.
The stars, moon and sun watched five blissful years together, we weren’t rich but we lived in ‘our’ apartment, throwing parties for ‘our’ friends. Five years a perfect, if sometimes argumentative, bliss, I thanked every good fortune that had brought me to you every day.
The stars were watching when I realised that there was something wrong. Your clothes didn’t fit, even when you brought new ones, to sizes smaller they hung from your body. Uou had shadows instead of light in your eyes. Your voice trembled when you said my name, I would ask what was wrong but you would brush me aside. You started arguments over nothing, I mean who cared that much about toilet cleaner and tea bags?
The moon was shining when you tried to leave me… We stood beside the river, and you just told that you didn’t love me anymore. I hated the way that the grey silvery light beat down onto to me seeming to have the power of the sun, feeling like it was almost burning my eyes. I hated it and I hated you too, I hated that you promised me that you would never leave me but you did. When I found out your reason I thought you were even more stupid.
The sun watched when I cornered you in the hospital and made you tell me the truth, you had cancer, I thought that the world was over, or at least my small part of it but I knew that it had to be worse after I shouted at you I held you and we cried together, the sun drying up most of the tears even before they were released.
The sun, moon and Stars continued to watch over us in the days, weeks and months that followed. It lightened our days when the treatment that was meant to make you better made you throw up and you slowly started losing your hair. You wore a hat to hide it from the outside world but you were never more beautiful to me than when I saw the determined look in your eyes when you said you were going to get through this.
The stars watched as we sat on the roof of our apartment waiting for the new day, you held my hand and asked if I would marry you, again I answered before you even finished the question, I swear that I was never an impatient person until I met you. Now I feel that there would never be enough time with you, the sun also caught a peek of us kissing as it lazily made its way into the sky
The sun didn’t watch as we made our way into the hospital to find out the results of your tests. It was as if the sun its self was as afraid as we were of what the doctor would tell us. Grey clouds masked the glowing orb, I thought that maybe it was a bad sign a prepared myself for the worst, I held your hand so tightly as if I was telling death himself that I wouldn’t let you go. I looked out of the window and to my amazement a faint star was shining through a parting in the thick clouds and I clung to the tiny speck of hope it brought and made a wish. Of course I found out later that it was a satellite that had been circling past earth. But at the time though it didn’t matter, the doctor smiled and I breathed a sigh of relief thanking the ‘star’.
The moon and stars once again watched as we became one being with our bodies. They had witnessed it many times but that night, we gently moved together, your hand surrounding my member as you moved inside of me. Your tears fell onto my face mingling with the ones already on my cheeks as a stroked your head that was bristly with faint hairs. Your lips met mine in a kiss that I would never forget as we spilled out together. The sweat that glistened on your body was like seeing a hundred stars, a thousand moon and a million suns. I stared at you even after you had fallen to sleep wanting to burn the image into my brain and keep it there forever and a day.
The sun was brighter than ever when we exchanged vows in a small ceremony with only our nearest and dearest. The cake was chocolate with white moons, stars and suns scattered over each layer. You licked the mess from my finger abd kissed the ring you had had made, nobody would understand why it was in the shape of a train but nobody else had to know that was between you, me and the moon.
They watched over our lives together, the ups and the downs the pain of your relapse the triumph of when you yet again beat the odds. They witnessed the arrivals of our daughter and son with my sperm and a donor egg. They watched as they grew up to be beautiful children that made us proud even when they were driving us insane. They saw their children, our grandchildren coming into the world and you cried when they both named them after you… With different Kanji of course. They watched as we aged, our hair growing white and lines marring our faces, but no matter how much you changed you would always be that perfect man that I missed the train with.
The sun watches today as I leave you but please, do not cry or even be sad because I have had 50 wonderful years with you and now it is time to go to the moon, the stars and the sun… I will wait for you there until you are ready, my only love and I’ll watch over you as they have watched over us until you join me and I am where I belong, in your arms again.
~THE END~
A/N: I hope that this is okay… I’m sorry that the ending was so sad and that over all the story was a little corny but thanks to gas men I’m back to internet on my phone so I can’t post Coming Home but it will be back tomorrow or so they say >.<
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Date: 2012-09-11 09:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-09-12 12:01 am (UTC)I'm glad that you liked it xD
XD
^.^
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Date: 2012-09-11 10:33 am (UTC)I can't wait for Coming Home. Looking forward to more smut. *grin*
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Date: 2012-09-12 12:11 am (UTC)Lol more smut coming soon xD
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2012-09-11 10:45 am (UTC)but this one is my favorite, you write it up so nicely, I ended with teary eyes here... T_T
I can feel how they love to each other and since you said it was inspired by someone, .
hope this was not what happened to them, because if it did, the person must be a strong person to got through it all.
Thank you for sharing, i love it, as i do to your other fics too.
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Date: 2012-09-12 12:16 am (UTC)It was inspired by a lot of different couples I know, they amaze me, they go through so much and argue but at the end of the day it is always clear that they love each other xD
XD
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2012-09-11 01:02 pm (UTC)at least they can be together in the end T_T
thanks for this
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Date: 2012-09-12 12:03 am (UTC)Yep they'll be watching their children and grandchildren ne xD
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2012-09-11 01:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-09-12 12:01 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2012-09-11 08:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-09-12 12:02 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2012-09-12 12:02 am (UTC)The end killed me, I was sad but at the same time I was happy for they had so many years together, with sons and grandsons that love them very much and who'll always remember them :D
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Date: 2012-09-12 12:19 am (UTC)They did and their children and grandchildren will know if they want to see their papas they just have to look at the sky ne xD
Thanks for reading ^.^