I wanted to kiss you part 22
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krystalkatzficzJun felt his heart pounding painfully against his ribs as he kissed Nino more thoroughly than he had ever kissed him before well aware that he had been lying slightly. He was forcing himself a little to do this it still felt strange to him but he hadn’t been lying when he said he wanted to do it. He wanted it and he hadn’t been faking the erection earlier. Slowly, shaking just a little with nerves, he allowed his hand to move down the firm but supple body feeling the heat of his…Lover…Seeping through the clothes that he was wearing. His hand brushed the jean clad hips and then down over the arse. It felt different to a woman’s backside. It was taught and almost flat as if there was nothing there, definitely not enough to grab on to if he was in to that sort of thing. Thankfully he had never been an arses kind of guy. His hands moved away then going down the outsides of his legs and then across the knees before moving up to the groin stopping dead before they got there.
“J…” Nino whispered pulling out of the kiss and looking at him with a foggy expression in his eyes. His face was one of arousal and it both startled and excited him that he could get that kind of reaction from him. “Are you okay?”
“Yes…It’s just…” He gulped motioning to the hands that were still resting on the inside of his thighs and Nino grinned a little his eyebrow raised as he looked at the hands wriggling around a little and quickly breaking the tension as he asked;
“What’s up frightened of touching my peepee?”
“Please…Don’t ever call it that again…” Jun growled his own ‘peepee’ shrinking back at the cutesy baby talk and Nino laughed again rolling his eyes, kissing and nibbling at his chin a few times before shuffling around and causing his hands to move up touching Nino’s penis through the jeans. It wasn't particularly hard but not soft either just lightly tenting the fabric and Jun just kept his hand over it his fingers flexing every now and then if their own freewill. He felt like a teenager again having his first ever sexual experience and all of the old insecurities that he had then bubbled to the surface even as he tried to push them away.
“Jun...Shit, I knew you weren't ready..." Nino growled wriggling around again knocking his hand away as he sat up, his shoulders hunching a little as he tried to hide the erection that had been getting bigger under his touch.
"I am..." Jun protested but Nino smiled cupping his cheek with his hand and brushing his lips with his thumb. Swallowing down the awkward lump from his throat Jun caught the hand squeezing it tightly as he tried to prove his point "This...I was just remembering how awkward it was before...it feels like it's my first time all over again...Don't you remember that? The weird fluttery feeling inside your chest that you're not sure if it's nerves or excitement? And you’re not sure how much you’re allowed to do…or how far you can go..?”
“…Yeah I remember that…” Nino answered with a slightly nervous grin as his hands came up and he played around with the fine hairs at the back of his neck. “I’m feeling it right now…But…It’s okay…You do as much or as little as you feel…” he was told softly as he slowly shifted around on the sofa laying on his back and Jun nodded carefully lapping at his dry lips as he looked down at the man before him knowing that it was now or never.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Nino felt the fingers trembling as they fumbled on the button and then zip of his jeans pulling it down carefully over the bugle that was in his jeans exposing his light grey with black stripes underwear that was unsuccessfully trying to hide his cock. The front was already dampened by pre-ejaculate and he gasped loudly as he watched Jun’s hand hovering over him. The heat was already unbearable and he could feel the movement of the hand even though it wasn’t touching him. Jun appeared to sense this and he moved his hand up and down caressing him only with the heat of his body.
“Hnn…J…” He purred his back arching against the sofa, accidently knocking his cock up brushing it against the palm. Jun stalled a gasp tearing from his throat and as he looked up at him through clouded over eyes he could see both the confusion and excitement that was there in his face. “J…I…Un…” He breathed harshly through his face before his eyes rolled back into his head as he was caressed once hesitantly.
“It…Feels weird…” Jun told him as he bravely gripped the length and stroked it up and then down the fabric moving over his fevered skin and the thread that was holding the button catching on the head. Jun hummed softly as if to himself lightly using the tips of his fingers to toy with him and Nino’s nails scraped over the fabric of the sofa with a loud noise that sounded as if was tearing it “It’s kind of like touching mine…But…Not…”
“…J…” Nino managed again swallowing down the excess saliva that had built up at the back of his throat wondering how he was meant to survive the almost innocent fumbles that Jun was giving him. Jun continued to toy with him through the fabric for a few minutes and then he was gripping the top of the boxer shorts and slowly rolling them down his thighs exposing his flushed and every eager looking cock to the air. Nino opened his eye again peering at the face of his lover a piercing stab of pain flying straight through his heart as he saw the daunted, terrified, and almost sickened look that was in his face. All of the excitement he had been feeling vanished at the sight and he breathed deep pushing him away pulling both his boxers and jeans back up.
“Kazu…I…” The younger man whispered flashing him a guilty expression as he sat back again looking at the hand that had been playing with him a few minutes before.
“You’re not ready…” Nino smiled quickly pressing their lips together in a very light, short kiss trying to tell him that he held no ill will or grudges against him. It hurt but it was something that he had known might happen. “…Do you want me to leave?”
“No! Please…can we…Just…Make-out?” Jun asked and Nino smiled straddling his legs and wrapping his arms around his neck playing with those soft hairs on the back of his neck again.
“Yup…We can do that…” He answered bringing his mouth down over the other idols and lightly tracing the seam of his mouth with his tongue before pushing deep inside. They’d moved a step closer but it felt as if they’d taken two back again now and he had to wonder if Jun would ever be ready.
TBC
A/N: I…Um…Hmm…Have no excuse…I…I just couldn’t bring myself to let them do it so quickly I did write it but it just didn’t sit right with me…Jun has always thought he was straight...So…Um…>///< if you dislike I’m sorry L
“J…” Nino whispered pulling out of the kiss and looking at him with a foggy expression in his eyes. His face was one of arousal and it both startled and excited him that he could get that kind of reaction from him. “Are you okay?”
“Yes…It’s just…” He gulped motioning to the hands that were still resting on the inside of his thighs and Nino grinned a little his eyebrow raised as he looked at the hands wriggling around a little and quickly breaking the tension as he asked;
“What’s up frightened of touching my peepee?”
“Please…Don’t ever call it that again…” Jun growled his own ‘peepee’ shrinking back at the cutesy baby talk and Nino laughed again rolling his eyes, kissing and nibbling at his chin a few times before shuffling around and causing his hands to move up touching Nino’s penis through the jeans. It wasn't particularly hard but not soft either just lightly tenting the fabric and Jun just kept his hand over it his fingers flexing every now and then if their own freewill. He felt like a teenager again having his first ever sexual experience and all of the old insecurities that he had then bubbled to the surface even as he tried to push them away.
“Jun...Shit, I knew you weren't ready..." Nino growled wriggling around again knocking his hand away as he sat up, his shoulders hunching a little as he tried to hide the erection that had been getting bigger under his touch.
"I am..." Jun protested but Nino smiled cupping his cheek with his hand and brushing his lips with his thumb. Swallowing down the awkward lump from his throat Jun caught the hand squeezing it tightly as he tried to prove his point "This...I was just remembering how awkward it was before...it feels like it's my first time all over again...Don't you remember that? The weird fluttery feeling inside your chest that you're not sure if it's nerves or excitement? And you’re not sure how much you’re allowed to do…or how far you can go..?”
“…Yeah I remember that…” Nino answered with a slightly nervous grin as his hands came up and he played around with the fine hairs at the back of his neck. “I’m feeling it right now…But…It’s okay…You do as much or as little as you feel…” he was told softly as he slowly shifted around on the sofa laying on his back and Jun nodded carefully lapping at his dry lips as he looked down at the man before him knowing that it was now or never.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Nino felt the fingers trembling as they fumbled on the button and then zip of his jeans pulling it down carefully over the bugle that was in his jeans exposing his light grey with black stripes underwear that was unsuccessfully trying to hide his cock. The front was already dampened by pre-ejaculate and he gasped loudly as he watched Jun’s hand hovering over him. The heat was already unbearable and he could feel the movement of the hand even though it wasn’t touching him. Jun appeared to sense this and he moved his hand up and down caressing him only with the heat of his body.
“Hnn…J…” He purred his back arching against the sofa, accidently knocking his cock up brushing it against the palm. Jun stalled a gasp tearing from his throat and as he looked up at him through clouded over eyes he could see both the confusion and excitement that was there in his face. “J…I…Un…” He breathed harshly through his face before his eyes rolled back into his head as he was caressed once hesitantly.
“It…Feels weird…” Jun told him as he bravely gripped the length and stroked it up and then down the fabric moving over his fevered skin and the thread that was holding the button catching on the head. Jun hummed softly as if to himself lightly using the tips of his fingers to toy with him and Nino’s nails scraped over the fabric of the sofa with a loud noise that sounded as if was tearing it “It’s kind of like touching mine…But…Not…”
“…J…” Nino managed again swallowing down the excess saliva that had built up at the back of his throat wondering how he was meant to survive the almost innocent fumbles that Jun was giving him. Jun continued to toy with him through the fabric for a few minutes and then he was gripping the top of the boxer shorts and slowly rolling them down his thighs exposing his flushed and every eager looking cock to the air. Nino opened his eye again peering at the face of his lover a piercing stab of pain flying straight through his heart as he saw the daunted, terrified, and almost sickened look that was in his face. All of the excitement he had been feeling vanished at the sight and he breathed deep pushing him away pulling both his boxers and jeans back up.
“Kazu…I…” The younger man whispered flashing him a guilty expression as he sat back again looking at the hand that had been playing with him a few minutes before.
“You’re not ready…” Nino smiled quickly pressing their lips together in a very light, short kiss trying to tell him that he held no ill will or grudges against him. It hurt but it was something that he had known might happen. “…Do you want me to leave?”
“No! Please…can we…Just…Make-out?” Jun asked and Nino smiled straddling his legs and wrapping his arms around his neck playing with those soft hairs on the back of his neck again.
“Yup…We can do that…” He answered bringing his mouth down over the other idols and lightly tracing the seam of his mouth with his tongue before pushing deep inside. They’d moved a step closer but it felt as if they’d taken two back again now and he had to wonder if Jun would ever be ready.
TBC
A/N: I…Um…Hmm…Have no excuse…I…I just couldn’t bring myself to let them do it so quickly I did write it but it just didn’t sit right with me…Jun has always thought he was straight...So…Um…>///< if you dislike I’m sorry L
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Date: 2014-07-01 10:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-01 11:46 am (UTC)Of course Jun would be insecure with all the doubts he had about his sexuality.
I think this failure will only make their bound stronger.
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Date: 2014-07-01 12:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-01 04:45 pm (UTC)Thanks for sharing!