I wanted to kiss you part 8

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

Jun wasn’t sure how it happened but he found himself sitting next to Nino. He hadn’t actually been trying to avoid being near the guy, not now at least, but it was normally Ohno that sat beside Nino and he almost burned from the heat that was coming up from him. For the last few years he had noticed a change in himself towards Nino. Before he had just rolled his eyes at the stories of his conquest and had snorted loudly the rumours that were spread to keep the truth from getting out. But recently he had noticed that he had started to get irritated when he heard about the guys was with or when he saw headlines involving Nino or the girls that he was meant to be with. It wasn’t long after that that the dreams started.

The first time that it had happened he had woken up in a cold sweat his heart beating so fast that he was almost positive that he was having a heart attack. His dick was so hard and aching though that it hadn't gone down even with all of his normal tricks and he had ended up wanking into his hand. The girls he normally thought of had done little for him and, just to try it, he had thought of Nino and had had the best orgasm that he'd had since he had started masturbating. He'd felt ashamed afterwards finding excuses not to be around him alone and when they were alone he couldn't help but wonder what it would feel like to have the freedom to touch him like Ohno did, or to kiss him. He had no clue what was going on inside him. He still liked girls and the thought of kissing any of the others was…gross to him.

When the management had told him about the boys love film he could have turned it down he knew that, in fact he still sure that that was what they were expecting him to do but instead he'd said yes. His intention had solely been to see what it would be like to kiss another guy. He hadn't expected Nino to overhear him and he had expected him to agree to the ‘training’. Last night with the dinner and the smooching it had almost been like a date and he wasn't sure what to make of it. He had enjoyed that kiss though, the feel of Nino’s lips against his the way that they were firmer than a woman's but still soft and yielding against his. Even the slight scrape of facial hair against his. He'd been surprised, mortified and turned on when he felt the hard press of Nino’s harden  When Nino had found out the truth he had been expecting him to rant and rave or maybe be forward and take it to places he wasn't ready to go but he hadn't. He had been surprisingly understanding. More so when Jun woke to find he was alone with just a note he doubted he would have know his to react if Nino was still there.

Nino’s arm brushed against his as he reached out get something as the brush jolted him out of his thoughts causing him to stiffen a little and Nino to smile with understanding saying softly so only he could hear;

“Sorry, I didn't mean to…”

“No, it's okay…” Jun said when he felt that Nino was pulling away from him. It was a strange heat against him but it wasn't an unpleasant one and he didn't want to lose it. Looking up he was glad to see that Sakurai and Ohno were distracted with tales about Aiba's new cat so that they weren't paying attention to them “about last night…”

“You didn't sleep well, you looked tired this morning…you should worry so much I promise that I won't tell anyone…” Nino said cutting over him and peering into his face with so much concern that Jun was touched and he had to swallow down a lump to whisper;

“Thank-you…”

“Any time, now stop looking so depressed… You're way too cute for that…” Nino half joked nudging his arm with his elbow causing Jun to remember that last night Nino had said that he didn't find the others cute but he hadn't said anything about him.

TBC

A/N: I know that this was rehashing but I thought Jun's POV was needed I hope it was okay ^_^

Comments

[gambitsfox.livejournal.com]

Excellent as always......this was needed to give the story some breathing room. Jun is still in shocked mode it seems but slowly excepting what is happening. : )

[br-arashi.livejournal.com]

Poor Jun might be having it tough, right?
Everything is just so new for him...
It's adorable to see Nino being that understanding...

[nihonarashi.livejournal.com]

ooohh soo sweeetttt >/////<
how seet nino towards J omg, so gentle

and happy bday for our little cutie brat!
happy31 17 birthday XDD

[matsuaurore.livejournal.com]

ma ma ma, jun, you're in love my dear, hurry up and admit it and confess to your kazu who is waiting for that for so long xD I'm so impatient to have them together ;w;

[tempestade-13.livejournal.com]

It's good to know what is going on in Jun´s head!!!!
I think Jun is not too confused but afraid of his feelings, I think ...............
Nino is a really good friend! ^ _ ^

[ralatoindah.livejournal.com]

"Just to try it, he had thought of Nino and had had the best orgasm that he'd had" ---> poor Jun, he must be very confused xDDD.
Well Jun is bisexual then, even only for Nino xDDD.
Can't wait for the next chapter!!!
Happy Nino's day!!!