Messed Up: Of Course I Love You
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krystalkatzficzTitle: Messed Up: Of course I love you
Author: krystalkatz
rating: pg
Length: Three Shot
Genre: Au, sequel to Messed up, Messed up: imperfectly perfect,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
"So what do you think?" Jun asked after he had taken Nino on a tour of the apartment. It was small only one bedroom, a bath room the size as a broom cupboard and the kitchen was set almost directly in the living room. The furniture had been included and was all a horrible, almost dirty, grey colour that didn't match his fashionable step father...lover at all and Nino had to fight hard to keep the repulsed expression off of his face as he looked around it. Jun though was obviously waiting for and answer and somehow Nino managed an almost passable grin and say;
"It’s nice...cosy even..."
"Be honest brat, it's awful but it was the only thing close to you in my price range..." Jun said with a sigh a look of complete loathing on his face as he looked around the living area, that they were standing in. "At the moment at least... I'm sure something else will turn up soon...How was your mum?"
"...A mess" Nino admitted reluctantly as he rubbed the back if his neck trying to get rid of the guilt that he was feeling. It didn't work much. There was one stray bit of comfort thought but he wasn't sure how Jun would take it. They had been…Dating? For a while now since that first time and while Jun was staying in hotels but Nino still have a doubts about what was really going on with them. "I think that she's handling it better than with my dad...And her boss Sakurai has been..."
"Coming around?" Jun finished for him with one eyebrow raised and Nino gave an almost nervous nod,
"Yeah...I think he's got a thing for her..." he muttered slowly for one wild moment thinking that Jun was going to run out and back to his mother. It was a stupid fear but one that haunted him continuously.
"Hmm well as long as she's happy and you don't have a thing for him..." Jun said instantly with a warm and honest smile and Nino found himself relaxing again even as he gave a pout and folded his over his chest,
"Give me some credit...I don't go after every old guy my mum brings home..." he said defensively and Jun chuckled his eyes flashing a little,
"Ohoho...I'll show you old, you little brat..." The older man growled darting the few paces that were between them and grabbing a tight hold of him. Nino put up only the barest amount of resistance before allowing himself to be pulled into the warm and welcoming embrace of his lover. Jun rained kisses down onto his face and neck, lover, Jun was soon just going to be his lover there would be no other connection between them.
"I like that..." He murmured aloud as the older man started to nibble at his chin and neck.
"Hmm...I know you do…" Jun said with a chuckle going to cup and fondle at his balls through his trousers causing him to snort and wriggle around gasping;
"I didn't mean that pervert..."
"Oh so what?" Jun purred lightly against his ear. His teeth bit and nibbled at lobe causing Nino’s body to involuntary tremble and shiver while causing him to writhe against him.
"That as soon as...Un...stop..." Nino hissed feeling only half-heartedly angry as Jun's fingers slipped under his shirt and caressed his nipple. He cringed and then flinched when his lover’s nails sank into him "Ouch...I'm trying to talk! I swear all you want me for is sex!"
"No...I want you because I love you..." Jun told him seriously his hands and mouth stopping as he moved away from him so that he could stand in front of him "I mean it...I love you Nino, It's just whenever we're together I can't stop myself...Sorry…So tell me what it is you like…”
“I don’t want to now…” The teenager grumbled still pouting a little as he moved away and went to sit down on the very uncomfortable sofa his arms folding across his chest. Jun sighed softly his fingers scrapping through his hair before coming to kneel in front of him his hands sliding up and down his thighs.
“Seriously, Kazu, do you think I would suffer living here in this shit hole if I didn’t love you and was just using you?” He asked and Nino stared down into the up turned face. He knew that he wouldn’t, not really but he still couldn’t understand what Jun saw in him “I wouldn’t is the answer to that rhetorical question…”
“I know…But all we do when we meet is have sex…Not that that completely bothers me…but…I just feel…Like I’m being used…” Nino winced as soon as the words had slipped out of his mouth knowing that he had sounded like a school girl but Jun gave him a said smile and picked up his hands bringing them to his mouth so he could lightly kiss both palms before saying;
“I’m sorry, I didn’t realise…Do you want to go out then? I’ve got my car…Let’s go for a drive and we can talk…”
“Really?” Nino asked hope blossoming inside his chest and Jun nodded getting up and stretching out his back his eyes going to the grimy windows and Nino suspected that his lover wanted to get out of the gloomy apartment as much as he did but it was a start, at least they weren’t hiding their relationship and skulking around like they were doing something wrong. Jun’s hand came up to ruffle his hair as he answered gently.
“Really…I’ll go get changed...”
¾ of an hour later Nino was sitting in the front seat of Jun’s car as they sped comfortably down the motorway. He had no idea where they were going but it was nice to be going anywhere that had other people and no four walls surrounding them. At present he was staring out of the window at the passing trees and fields but he turned and looked over his lover surprised but happy to see that he was also casting him tiny looks while keeping an eye on the road.
“Everything okay? You seem as excited as a puppy…” Jun murmured as he pulled to the right and Nino nodded biting on his bottom lip wanting to ask something but he was worried that he would just end up sounding like a high school girl again. “What’s up…You look like you want to ask me something…”
“No…It’s…Nothing really…” Nino stammered his cheeks flushing brightly as he squirmed around in his seat the seatbelt feeling very uncomfortable around him until Jun reminded him in a soft voice over the sound of the song on the radio;
“Come on, Kazu you told me that you wanted to talk so we could get to know each other better…So here we are, don’t keep it bottled in…”
“Fine…” Nino almost snapped his blush getting deep as he looked back at asking “When...when did you fall in love with me?”
“Hhmm…I would love to say that it was when I first saw you and there were bells and love hearts but to be honest, although I did think you were cute, you were a complete brat...And I honestly though you hated me for being with your mum…”
“I did…But because I fancied you…” Nino mumbled embarrassed at how he had acted then. It still made him cringe when he thought of how bad it had been even though the outcome had been better than he ever could have dreamed about.
“I know that now” Jun smiled reaching out and stroking his face and Nino smiled taking the hand and holding it gently linking their fingers “To answer your question well…I started to realise I fancied you when I saw you with that lanky friend of yours, I was pretty jealous when I saw him clinging all over you…I didn’t realise I was in love with you until we’d actually fucked and I was holding you…”
“You really are a perve…” The teenager laughed his cheeks still a rosy red wondering why he was satisfied with that kind of answer. Jun let out a laugh of his own pulling his hand free and turning into a parking lot that seemed to be almost deserted as he nodded in agreement.
“Yup, well I am dating my former step-son…I think this is pretty perve-y…” He murmured as he parked up and then turned round to look at him his head tilting to one side “So when did you fall in love with me?”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay…^_^
Author: krystalkatz
rating: pg
Length: Three Shot
Genre: Au, sequel to Messed up, Messed up: imperfectly perfect,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
"So what do you think?" Jun asked after he had taken Nino on a tour of the apartment. It was small only one bedroom, a bath room the size as a broom cupboard and the kitchen was set almost directly in the living room. The furniture had been included and was all a horrible, almost dirty, grey colour that didn't match his fashionable step father...lover at all and Nino had to fight hard to keep the repulsed expression off of his face as he looked around it. Jun though was obviously waiting for and answer and somehow Nino managed an almost passable grin and say;
"It’s nice...cosy even..."
"Be honest brat, it's awful but it was the only thing close to you in my price range..." Jun said with a sigh a look of complete loathing on his face as he looked around the living area, that they were standing in. "At the moment at least... I'm sure something else will turn up soon...How was your mum?"
"...A mess" Nino admitted reluctantly as he rubbed the back if his neck trying to get rid of the guilt that he was feeling. It didn't work much. There was one stray bit of comfort thought but he wasn't sure how Jun would take it. They had been…Dating? For a while now since that first time and while Jun was staying in hotels but Nino still have a doubts about what was really going on with them. "I think that she's handling it better than with my dad...And her boss Sakurai has been..."
"Coming around?" Jun finished for him with one eyebrow raised and Nino gave an almost nervous nod,
"Yeah...I think he's got a thing for her..." he muttered slowly for one wild moment thinking that Jun was going to run out and back to his mother. It was a stupid fear but one that haunted him continuously.
"Hmm well as long as she's happy and you don't have a thing for him..." Jun said instantly with a warm and honest smile and Nino found himself relaxing again even as he gave a pout and folded his over his chest,
"Give me some credit...I don't go after every old guy my mum brings home..." he said defensively and Jun chuckled his eyes flashing a little,
"Ohoho...I'll show you old, you little brat..." The older man growled darting the few paces that were between them and grabbing a tight hold of him. Nino put up only the barest amount of resistance before allowing himself to be pulled into the warm and welcoming embrace of his lover. Jun rained kisses down onto his face and neck, lover, Jun was soon just going to be his lover there would be no other connection between them.
"I like that..." He murmured aloud as the older man started to nibble at his chin and neck.
"Hmm...I know you do…" Jun said with a chuckle going to cup and fondle at his balls through his trousers causing him to snort and wriggle around gasping;
"I didn't mean that pervert..."
"Oh so what?" Jun purred lightly against his ear. His teeth bit and nibbled at lobe causing Nino’s body to involuntary tremble and shiver while causing him to writhe against him.
"That as soon as...Un...stop..." Nino hissed feeling only half-heartedly angry as Jun's fingers slipped under his shirt and caressed his nipple. He cringed and then flinched when his lover’s nails sank into him "Ouch...I'm trying to talk! I swear all you want me for is sex!"
"No...I want you because I love you..." Jun told him seriously his hands and mouth stopping as he moved away from him so that he could stand in front of him "I mean it...I love you Nino, It's just whenever we're together I can't stop myself...Sorry…So tell me what it is you like…”
“I don’t want to now…” The teenager grumbled still pouting a little as he moved away and went to sit down on the very uncomfortable sofa his arms folding across his chest. Jun sighed softly his fingers scrapping through his hair before coming to kneel in front of him his hands sliding up and down his thighs.
“Seriously, Kazu, do you think I would suffer living here in this shit hole if I didn’t love you and was just using you?” He asked and Nino stared down into the up turned face. He knew that he wouldn’t, not really but he still couldn’t understand what Jun saw in him “I wouldn’t is the answer to that rhetorical question…”
“I know…But all we do when we meet is have sex…Not that that completely bothers me…but…I just feel…Like I’m being used…” Nino winced as soon as the words had slipped out of his mouth knowing that he had sounded like a school girl but Jun gave him a said smile and picked up his hands bringing them to his mouth so he could lightly kiss both palms before saying;
“I’m sorry, I didn’t realise…Do you want to go out then? I’ve got my car…Let’s go for a drive and we can talk…”
“Really?” Nino asked hope blossoming inside his chest and Jun nodded getting up and stretching out his back his eyes going to the grimy windows and Nino suspected that his lover wanted to get out of the gloomy apartment as much as he did but it was a start, at least they weren’t hiding their relationship and skulking around like they were doing something wrong. Jun’s hand came up to ruffle his hair as he answered gently.
“Really…I’ll go get changed...”
¾ of an hour later Nino was sitting in the front seat of Jun’s car as they sped comfortably down the motorway. He had no idea where they were going but it was nice to be going anywhere that had other people and no four walls surrounding them. At present he was staring out of the window at the passing trees and fields but he turned and looked over his lover surprised but happy to see that he was also casting him tiny looks while keeping an eye on the road.
“Everything okay? You seem as excited as a puppy…” Jun murmured as he pulled to the right and Nino nodded biting on his bottom lip wanting to ask something but he was worried that he would just end up sounding like a high school girl again. “What’s up…You look like you want to ask me something…”
“No…It’s…Nothing really…” Nino stammered his cheeks flushing brightly as he squirmed around in his seat the seatbelt feeling very uncomfortable around him until Jun reminded him in a soft voice over the sound of the song on the radio;
“Come on, Kazu you told me that you wanted to talk so we could get to know each other better…So here we are, don’t keep it bottled in…”
“Fine…” Nino almost snapped his blush getting deep as he looked back at asking “When...when did you fall in love with me?”
“Hhmm…I would love to say that it was when I first saw you and there were bells and love hearts but to be honest, although I did think you were cute, you were a complete brat...And I honestly though you hated me for being with your mum…”
“I did…But because I fancied you…” Nino mumbled embarrassed at how he had acted then. It still made him cringe when he thought of how bad it had been even though the outcome had been better than he ever could have dreamed about.
“I know that now” Jun smiled reaching out and stroking his face and Nino smiled taking the hand and holding it gently linking their fingers “To answer your question well…I started to realise I fancied you when I saw you with that lanky friend of yours, I was pretty jealous when I saw him clinging all over you…I didn’t realise I was in love with you until we’d actually fucked and I was holding you…”
“You really are a perve…” The teenager laughed his cheeks still a rosy red wondering why he was satisfied with that kind of answer. Jun let out a laugh of his own pulling his hand free and turning into a parking lot that seemed to be almost deserted as he nodded in agreement.
“Yup, well I am dating my former step-son…I think this is pretty perve-y…” He murmured as he parked up and then turned round to look at him his head tilting to one side “So when did you fall in love with me?”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay…^_^
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Date: 2014-05-26 02:39 pm (UTC)lol, Sho come into the frame, I wonder how Ohno will come in this fic *if he will :p*
Nino really feel insecure here, but Jun really is in love with him and that part when he feel jealous of Aiba is so cute :p
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Date: 2014-05-27 10:27 am (UTC)yup Sho's there :D :DD hehehe :D
Yup he's very concerned ne >.< hehe yup jealous over Aiba is sweet :D
Thanks for reading ^_^