The Tattoo chapter sixteen

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Warm, large and calloused hands moved over his back tracing his tattoo and for the first time in his life Nino found himself not caring. His body was trembling with an afterglow that he had never experienced before.

After the kiss Masayuki had guided him to a roll mat in the far side of the room and immediately Nino had suspected what he wanted. He had slowly started to remove his clothes but Masayuki had stopped him grabbing his hands and holding them tightly their fingers intertwining as he shook his head while kissing at his temple.

“No...I will not ask for that from you…” He’d whispered softly wrapping his arms around him “I cannot take that and offer you no promise…It is too late for you to return to your lord…You may shelter here…”

“We…Will never see each other again…Not after tonight…” Nino told him back his voice softer and more hesitant than he had ever heard it before. He hadn’t been able to believe that how much he wanted Masayuki to take him how much that it meant to him.

“I know…That is why I will not…”

“Please…I…I want you…” Nino hated how broken his voice had sounded as he had looked up at him and then swallowed as he caught the hungry look in Masayuki’s eyes and he knew that he had wanted him just as much but he was controlling it a little better. “Please…I…Have never wanted anyone before…My lord…I am happy to do as he wishes but…I…” He’d stopped then his eyes closing tightly as his breath came out in a rush horror in his heart at what he was saying…Of what he was about to say. If Sakurai never touched him again he would be just as happy. “I apologise…I…”

“Kazunari…I want you…I want you like I have wanted no other…But…As you have said…If our lord Sakurai were to discover this…He would have you killed…And I will not allow that…”

“Then…We will not tell him…” Nino had breathed repeating the man’s earlier words back to him and pressing his lips nervously to Masayuki’s again his body pressing up against him. Masayuki was unmoving at first and then he relaxed his arms wrapping around him crushing his much smaller body against his chest and then thoroughly making love to his mouth as his hands began to slowly disrobe him.

Nobody had made love to him the way that Masayuki had and Nino knew that nobody would ever again so he committed every detail to memory, the soft words the gentle strokes over his skin and then kisses and nibbles that were paced over his abdomen and his groin area. Sakurai was a skilled lover, more so than Masayuki, but Masayuki made up for it with feeling. He’d cried as he had released his body arching into a bow his body shuddering around the penis that was buried inside of him, his semen soaking over the hand that was holding him. Masayuki had kissed them away while holding him and telling him that everything would be okay.

“I think that you should keep the boy…Jun, I mean…” Masayuki said now as he stroked the face of the tiger and Nino let out a hiss his eyes, which had been tightly closed, sprang open as he turned to look at the man that was laid beside him. He was completely nude a sparse dusting of hairs over his chest and around his nipples.

“Me? How…What…What do I know about raising children?” He asked forcing his eyes away from the body to look at the man’s face. Masayuki smiled stroking his cheek with just his thumb and causing a strange tingling sensation to break out over him as he said softly, his voice still husky from their love making;

“I do not think anyone knows anything about raising children but…He will keep you human, my Kazunari..."

“Yours…I am not yours…” Nino whispered wishing that that wasn’t the truth. Masayuki must have read the truth and sadness in his eyes as he smiled and placed a kiss to his forehead smoothing the hair out of his eyes.

“For now you are…And here…” Masayuki took his hand and placed it over his chest letting him feel the comforting thud of his beating heart. Already he had stopped more hearts that he cared to think about that Masayuki’s was there and beating him filled him with a wonderful feeling that he could never describe with words. “Where it matters you will always be mine…”

“My lord would have me stop your heart for just saying that…” Nino whispered hating it when tears came to his eyes and Masayuki gave a chuckle, which sounded cruel and flat to Nino’s ears, while stroking away the tears with his thumb and kissing them away with his pouty lips.

“I believe he would…But the moment that you did, you would lose yourself completely…” He breathed in a way that suggest that he would never want that to happen “That is why you should take the boy and love him…Hold on to that…Please hold onto him and as long as you do…You will be mine…”

“I…You…You confuse me…” Nino admitted freely as the waves of churning emotions bubbled up inside his head and threatened to choke him. Masayuki gave him another smile and then crushed him into his body as he said;

“Because you wish to love me but know that you cannot…If I could I would take you from here…”

“Lord Sakurai…He saved me, I belong to him…” Nino whispered thinking over the ten years he had had with his lord knowing that he could never betray him no matter how much he might want to at that moment. Another kiss landed on the top of his head and Masayuki purred;

“For saving you the lord has proved that he is not as worthless as I would have believed…I think you should call the boy Takayuki…Happiness…”

“You wish for him to be named after you...?” Nino hissed again looking at him in horror again “Do you wish for my lord to kill you?”

“No…But I wish for you to remember me…” Masayuki told him and Nino rolled his eyes pressing his face into the warm and board chest mumbling;

“A day, we have known each other a day and you think you know me…”

“I know you more than your lord, because you allowed me to…” The older man said with confidence his hands moving up and down his back again “I was going to leave the village…But now I will stay…”

“I can never see you again…I should not have even met you this time…” the teenaged assassin whispered his heart once again aching at that that thought and Masayuki smiled squeezing him tightly.

“I know…But…I will be here if you wanted to…If you ever need me…I will be here…”

Nino opened his eyes with a muffled gasp, he was hot and stifled by the arms that were holding him. He was in the centre of the bed with Sakurai against his chest and Masaki behind him. His body ached like he had been ripped in half and his heart was beating so fast that he was sure that it was only moments away from breaking. He struggled to breath in the confines of the arms for a long time but it was impossible and carefully he wriggled around moving out of the arms and down to the end of the slightly raised bed. Sitting on the edge he clutched at his knees digging his fingers into the soft flesh that was there. The small amounts of pain that he received from the action did nothing to abate the churning emotions and he knew that there was only place that he could find any peace and that was with his boy. Getting up he grabbed the robe from the side and was just about to pull it on when he felt a hand grabbing his arm and tugging him back down.

"Spider…Where are you going?” Sakurai growled against his ear and Nino trembled a little, swallowing deeply as he gave a shaky answer;

“I had…I am sorry my lord…I required water…I…”

“There is water in the jug…I allowed you to leave last night because your boy was injured but as he was clearly well earlier…Come back to bed…” The lord said not giving him a choice to do anything else by pulling him back into the mound of blankets.

“Of course my lord…” he breathed as he was crushed into the chest. Never before had Sakurai been so cruel to him and he was positive that it was all because of Ohno and the effect that he had on his lord. “My lord…I am sorry that I betrayed you…With Masayuki…”

“You were the first person I ever trusted and you betrayed me…” Sakurai whispered lightly his arms wrapping around his stomach squeezing the oxygen from his body and Nino felt guilt flood his senses at the broken voice his lord was using "You betrayed me, Spider and as much as I try I cannot forgive you for that…”

TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^

Comments

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I'm glad you liked it :DD
he really didn't force him into anything ne,
....>.<
inside he's very, very confused >.<
he will eventually :D
^_^