Messed Up: Imperfectly Perfect
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krystalkatzficzTitle: Messed Up: Imperfectly Perfect
Author: krystalkatz
rating: NC17
Length: One Shot
Genre: Au,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
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baboy_19 good luck! you'll do great!
Nino stretched out over the sofa the gaming walkthrough covering his face. He wasn’t really reading it but it worked as a shield between him and the argument that was going on between his mum and stepfather. It had been two months since they had started their relationship and the level of feelings he had had grown as had the guilt he felt whenever he looked at his mother and she remarked on how close they had become. That had only been in the first month, now she was spending more and more time staring into space her face pale and her eyes red rimmed. Today was one of the few arguments that they had had in front of him and he knew that it was because of him. The guilt crushed his soul but no matter how much he hated himself he couldn’t give Jun up. He lowered his book a little and looked at his lover/Stepfather. He was standing in the doorway between the kitchen and the living room, his hand were on his hips and his eyes were blazing. There was a slight angry flush in his face and Nino hated himself for feeling positively turned on when he should have been concerned about the hallowed out look of sadness and defeat that was in his mums face.
“I have to go…Jun, we can talk about this…” Mimi whispered sounding like she was about to cry, he hadn’t heard that tone in her voice since his real father had left. Nino rammed the book back up pressing his nose into the pages trying to squish the pain in his stomach. He heard Jun gave a loud long sigh before he said,
“I think there is little left to talk about…”
“Jun…I…I really have to go…Please we can talk later…” She tried again and Nino felt his heart break he wanted to get up and run into his bedroom but at the same time he didn’t want draw attention to himself. He stayed staring, unseeing, at the words in front of him. It was a few more minutes and then there was nothing just silence and a light crackle around him. A few minutes later there was the sound of footsteps and then his book was taken away and Nino blinked looking up into the beautiful face of his lover.
“J” He breathed sitting up and throwing his arms around his neck hugging him tightly breathing in the sweet but musky scent of his skin. “I can’t do this…I can’t…”
“Ssh...It’s okay, please…You just have to trust me for a little while longer…” Jun said holding him close and rocking him from side to side. “Soon we can be together…”
“But my mum…” The teenager said softly his eyes stinging with tears. Jun’s mouth pressed against his temple his hands moving up and down his side in light circles.
“Nino…What do you want? Do you want…Do you still want me?” he asked and Nino didn’t even need to think about that. There was no question that he still wanted him, he didn’t think that he would ever not want to be with him.
“Yes…fuck I’m really a horrible person…” he moaned and he could feel Jun shaking his head kissing and nibbling at his ear. Nino trembled letting out a sigh as his tears stopped and his heart was starting to calm down.
“You’re not horrible…You’re amazing…But…For us to be together…You knew this would happen…I have to divorce your mum…” Jun told him releasing his ear and tugging himself out of his arms. Nino’s face was tilted up and he opened his eyes looking into Jun’s face. This close all he could really see was his eyes and in them he could see his own reflection. “I love you…”
“I love you too…” Nino replied giving an almost smile before his lips were captured and he was drawn into a deep kiss with Jun’s tongue was plunged in deep. They had had a light tongue battle and then he found himself being pushed backwards so he was once again laying down but this time Jun was on top of him. Their groins were rubbing together pleasure rippling around him. They had had sex a few times since that first time but Nino still felt just as overwhelmed. He barely knew what to do with himself. He clenched his hands lumps of his stepfather’s shirt. He rocked backwards and forwards as Jun ground down in circles. They continued like that until he was so hard he was weeping. “Please…I want…Please…”
“Ssh…I’ll take care of you…I’ll always take care of you…” Jun whispered and Nino gave a pleasant tremble as the warm breath washed against the sensitive skin. “My beautiful amazing…Kazu…”
“Yours…All yours…” Nino agreed readily feeling drunk as he felt his clothes being stripped away until he was naked on the sofa. Jun chuckled a little his eyes dark as they ran over his body his hand brushing over the sensitive skin. He cupped and squeezed at his ball his thumb moving up and down his shaft. He never made it to the head and that made it all the more erotic and torturous. Jun was skilled and Nino was still only young. He arched his back rocking up and down wanting more friction while Jun just continued to toy and tease with him. His forefinger traced the veins while the fingers of his other hand continued to squeeze. The sensations played with every nerve ending that he had and his hips continued to make useless thrusts. “J…”
“…You’re incredible like this, Kazu…If I could I would keep you like this forever…But I guess we should get on with it…” Jun smiled dipping down and lapping at the head. Nino’s eyes snapped closed as he gave a loud whine. His whole body jerked his cock pressing into the wonderful mouth. The older man’s tongue pushed and flicked over his head, teasing the slit and tasting the juices that were flowing out of him. Nino hated the taste, every time he gave head he gagged and stomach revolted but Jun drank it like it was the wine that he liked so much. Nino's hips lifted up from the sofa moving a little as his step fathers hand came up and pressed into his hole. The teenager clawed at the leather as he tried to adjust to the feel and pain the fingers caused. He didn't mind the pain, in fact it added to the sensations but it always shocked him at first.
He moaned loudly and incoherently his mind flashing was an array of bright stars as Jun continued to lick, suck, and kiss at his cock. His tongue was a miracle worker and Nino loved every second of the attention he was getting. He wanted to cum to pour his seed into the older man’s throat but just as his balls were tensing Jun pulled away his cock sliding out of his mouth.
"J...please...I want to come..." Nino whimpered opening his eyes and staring into the bewitching face. Jun grinned wickedly and Nino knew what was coming and slowly he reached up and stroked the chest that was in front of him. Jun buttons must have opened during the blow job as his shirt was open and Nino's hand stroked at soft silky skin. "Please...master let me come..." He begged softly and Jun let out a primeval growl and crushed their mouths together in a painful kiss.
He bit and sucked at him his hand stroking his cock before he pulled away and flipped him around so he face was pressed into the back of the sofa. Nino's heart danced as he heard the sound of a zip and the rustling of clothes. It was only a few minutes but it felt like an eternity and he almost wept with happiness when Jun settled in behind him he cock rubbing against his hole.
He tensed a little as the thick hard cock slowly but forcefully entered his body but then he relaxed giving into the pleasure and sense of completion that it gave. Jun hand rested on his hip as he paused, just gently rotating his hips, before withdrawing to the tip and slamming home hard. They position they were in was awkward, and their movements were limited but they soon built up a momentum that they both enjoyed and sent the sofa rocking.
They moved together, Nino clenching around him while Jun hammered at his spot, his nose was crushed against the leather and one arm was trapped almost painfully beneath him but all he cared about was the feel of the cock as it moved in and out of him. The head pressed in deep and then rotated as he withdrew the almost rippled texture of the throbbing veins rubbed against his inner walls sending him to new heights of pleasure and he came with a loud scream his spunk splashing against the cushion. Jun thrust harder as his muscles spasmed around him and Nino knew that he was about to come. He kept clenching and moving back throughout his orgasm and soon Jun was slamming him hard against the back of the sofa as he was pouring his cum into him.
They lay there twitching in their own mess for longer than they should until Jun pulled out and Nino slowly turned around so he was facing the older man.
“Jun...” He murmured as he looked up into his lovers blessed out face.
“What’s up?” Jun asked softly his mouth on his neck his arms wrapping around him and Nino allowed himself to relax into the hug listening to the sound of his breathing and faster than normal heartbeat as he enjoyed the touch and caresses.
“...When are you...Divorcing my mum?” He asked his voice shaking slightly as Jun’s fingers started to play with his nipple. The attentions stopped altogether and Jun sighed tugging him down so they were sitting in a warm hug. Nino’s heart skipped and jumped a little wondering if this was when he was going to be fed a line that was designed to keep him waiting. It was one of his biggest fears. He was completely in love with his stepfather now but he was terrified that Jun was just stringing him along making him believe he was going to leave her when he wasn't so he could have the best of both worlds. Deep down he knew that that wasn't the case, Jun didn't even sleep in his mother’s room any more preferring the sofa. He had even shared with him once or twice but Nino had refused to do anything while his mother was in the apartment.
“I’m going to leave this weekend...You should go and stay with your friend until then...I’m sure your mum will call you home...” Jun answered softly kissing his shoulder and Nino was torn between being happy and devastated by the news.
“I'm horrible aren't I? For doing this..."
"Yes...but so am I...so I guess that makes us perfect for each other...imperfectly perfect..." Jun answered with a chuckle that sent tiny waves of vibration through his tired body "you were made for me just like I was made for you..."
"Yes...always..." Nino agreed with a sleepy smile. Imperfectly perfect, that was the best way to describe them. "I love you..."
The end
A/n: I hope this was okay...good luck with your exam *hugs*
Author: krystalkatz
rating: NC17
Length: One Shot
Genre: Au,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
For
baboy_19 good luck! you'll do great!Nino stretched out over the sofa the gaming walkthrough covering his face. He wasn’t really reading it but it worked as a shield between him and the argument that was going on between his mum and stepfather. It had been two months since they had started their relationship and the level of feelings he had had grown as had the guilt he felt whenever he looked at his mother and she remarked on how close they had become. That had only been in the first month, now she was spending more and more time staring into space her face pale and her eyes red rimmed. Today was one of the few arguments that they had had in front of him and he knew that it was because of him. The guilt crushed his soul but no matter how much he hated himself he couldn’t give Jun up. He lowered his book a little and looked at his lover/Stepfather. He was standing in the doorway between the kitchen and the living room, his hand were on his hips and his eyes were blazing. There was a slight angry flush in his face and Nino hated himself for feeling positively turned on when he should have been concerned about the hallowed out look of sadness and defeat that was in his mums face.
“I have to go…Jun, we can talk about this…” Mimi whispered sounding like she was about to cry, he hadn’t heard that tone in her voice since his real father had left. Nino rammed the book back up pressing his nose into the pages trying to squish the pain in his stomach. He heard Jun gave a loud long sigh before he said,
“I think there is little left to talk about…”
“Jun…I…I really have to go…Please we can talk later…” She tried again and Nino felt his heart break he wanted to get up and run into his bedroom but at the same time he didn’t want draw attention to himself. He stayed staring, unseeing, at the words in front of him. It was a few more minutes and then there was nothing just silence and a light crackle around him. A few minutes later there was the sound of footsteps and then his book was taken away and Nino blinked looking up into the beautiful face of his lover.
“J” He breathed sitting up and throwing his arms around his neck hugging him tightly breathing in the sweet but musky scent of his skin. “I can’t do this…I can’t…”
“Ssh...It’s okay, please…You just have to trust me for a little while longer…” Jun said holding him close and rocking him from side to side. “Soon we can be together…”
“But my mum…” The teenager said softly his eyes stinging with tears. Jun’s mouth pressed against his temple his hands moving up and down his side in light circles.
“Nino…What do you want? Do you want…Do you still want me?” he asked and Nino didn’t even need to think about that. There was no question that he still wanted him, he didn’t think that he would ever not want to be with him.
“Yes…fuck I’m really a horrible person…” he moaned and he could feel Jun shaking his head kissing and nibbling at his ear. Nino trembled letting out a sigh as his tears stopped and his heart was starting to calm down.
“You’re not horrible…You’re amazing…But…For us to be together…You knew this would happen…I have to divorce your mum…” Jun told him releasing his ear and tugging himself out of his arms. Nino’s face was tilted up and he opened his eyes looking into Jun’s face. This close all he could really see was his eyes and in them he could see his own reflection. “I love you…”
“I love you too…” Nino replied giving an almost smile before his lips were captured and he was drawn into a deep kiss with Jun’s tongue was plunged in deep. They had had a light tongue battle and then he found himself being pushed backwards so he was once again laying down but this time Jun was on top of him. Their groins were rubbing together pleasure rippling around him. They had had sex a few times since that first time but Nino still felt just as overwhelmed. He barely knew what to do with himself. He clenched his hands lumps of his stepfather’s shirt. He rocked backwards and forwards as Jun ground down in circles. They continued like that until he was so hard he was weeping. “Please…I want…Please…”
“Ssh…I’ll take care of you…I’ll always take care of you…” Jun whispered and Nino gave a pleasant tremble as the warm breath washed against the sensitive skin. “My beautiful amazing…Kazu…”
“Yours…All yours…” Nino agreed readily feeling drunk as he felt his clothes being stripped away until he was naked on the sofa. Jun chuckled a little his eyes dark as they ran over his body his hand brushing over the sensitive skin. He cupped and squeezed at his ball his thumb moving up and down his shaft. He never made it to the head and that made it all the more erotic and torturous. Jun was skilled and Nino was still only young. He arched his back rocking up and down wanting more friction while Jun just continued to toy and tease with him. His forefinger traced the veins while the fingers of his other hand continued to squeeze. The sensations played with every nerve ending that he had and his hips continued to make useless thrusts. “J…”
“…You’re incredible like this, Kazu…If I could I would keep you like this forever…But I guess we should get on with it…” Jun smiled dipping down and lapping at the head. Nino’s eyes snapped closed as he gave a loud whine. His whole body jerked his cock pressing into the wonderful mouth. The older man’s tongue pushed and flicked over his head, teasing the slit and tasting the juices that were flowing out of him. Nino hated the taste, every time he gave head he gagged and stomach revolted but Jun drank it like it was the wine that he liked so much. Nino's hips lifted up from the sofa moving a little as his step fathers hand came up and pressed into his hole. The teenager clawed at the leather as he tried to adjust to the feel and pain the fingers caused. He didn't mind the pain, in fact it added to the sensations but it always shocked him at first.
He moaned loudly and incoherently his mind flashing was an array of bright stars as Jun continued to lick, suck, and kiss at his cock. His tongue was a miracle worker and Nino loved every second of the attention he was getting. He wanted to cum to pour his seed into the older man’s throat but just as his balls were tensing Jun pulled away his cock sliding out of his mouth.
"J...please...I want to come..." Nino whimpered opening his eyes and staring into the bewitching face. Jun grinned wickedly and Nino knew what was coming and slowly he reached up and stroked the chest that was in front of him. Jun buttons must have opened during the blow job as his shirt was open and Nino's hand stroked at soft silky skin. "Please...master let me come..." He begged softly and Jun let out a primeval growl and crushed their mouths together in a painful kiss.
He bit and sucked at him his hand stroking his cock before he pulled away and flipped him around so he face was pressed into the back of the sofa. Nino's heart danced as he heard the sound of a zip and the rustling of clothes. It was only a few minutes but it felt like an eternity and he almost wept with happiness when Jun settled in behind him he cock rubbing against his hole.
He tensed a little as the thick hard cock slowly but forcefully entered his body but then he relaxed giving into the pleasure and sense of completion that it gave. Jun hand rested on his hip as he paused, just gently rotating his hips, before withdrawing to the tip and slamming home hard. They position they were in was awkward, and their movements were limited but they soon built up a momentum that they both enjoyed and sent the sofa rocking.
They moved together, Nino clenching around him while Jun hammered at his spot, his nose was crushed against the leather and one arm was trapped almost painfully beneath him but all he cared about was the feel of the cock as it moved in and out of him. The head pressed in deep and then rotated as he withdrew the almost rippled texture of the throbbing veins rubbed against his inner walls sending him to new heights of pleasure and he came with a loud scream his spunk splashing against the cushion. Jun thrust harder as his muscles spasmed around him and Nino knew that he was about to come. He kept clenching and moving back throughout his orgasm and soon Jun was slamming him hard against the back of the sofa as he was pouring his cum into him.
They lay there twitching in their own mess for longer than they should until Jun pulled out and Nino slowly turned around so he was facing the older man.
“Jun...” He murmured as he looked up into his lovers blessed out face.
“What’s up?” Jun asked softly his mouth on his neck his arms wrapping around him and Nino allowed himself to relax into the hug listening to the sound of his breathing and faster than normal heartbeat as he enjoyed the touch and caresses.
“...When are you...Divorcing my mum?” He asked his voice shaking slightly as Jun’s fingers started to play with his nipple. The attentions stopped altogether and Jun sighed tugging him down so they were sitting in a warm hug. Nino’s heart skipped and jumped a little wondering if this was when he was going to be fed a line that was designed to keep him waiting. It was one of his biggest fears. He was completely in love with his stepfather now but he was terrified that Jun was just stringing him along making him believe he was going to leave her when he wasn't so he could have the best of both worlds. Deep down he knew that that wasn't the case, Jun didn't even sleep in his mother’s room any more preferring the sofa. He had even shared with him once or twice but Nino had refused to do anything while his mother was in the apartment.
“I’m going to leave this weekend...You should go and stay with your friend until then...I’m sure your mum will call you home...” Jun answered softly kissing his shoulder and Nino was torn between being happy and devastated by the news.
“I'm horrible aren't I? For doing this..."
"Yes...but so am I...so I guess that makes us perfect for each other...imperfectly perfect..." Jun answered with a chuckle that sent tiny waves of vibration through his tired body "you were made for me just like I was made for you..."
"Yes...always..." Nino agreed with a sleepy smile. Imperfectly perfect, that was the best way to describe them. "I love you..."
The end
A/n: I hope this was okay...good luck with your exam *hugs*
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Date: 2013-11-29 09:25 pm (UTC)I hope all three can be happy.
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Date: 2013-11-30 11:18 am (UTC)it would be hard but I promise that Mimi does find her happiness :D
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-11-30 01:15 am (UTC)i love you so so much...... *tight hugs* XD
thankyou so so much for sharing... <3<3<3
i`ll read all of it this nihgt.... *excited* 8>0<8
ps: its comment for 16 to 30-11-2013... :-P
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Date: 2013-11-30 11:27 am (UTC)thank-you *hugs back*
:D I'm happy that you've enjoyed them :D
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-12-01 04:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-12-01 11:34 am (UTC)There is a lot that could happen ne, I kind of have an image of what I want but if I can write it or not at the moment is another question >.<
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-12-01 10:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-12-01 10:35 pm (UTC)I promise more MatsuMiya once the charity fics are done :D
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-12-01 10:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-12-01 10:44 pm (UTC)^_^
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Date: 2013-12-01 10:47 pm (UTC)no subject
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