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krystalkatzficzTitle: Messed Up
Author: krystalkatz
rating: NC17
Length: One Shot
Genre: Au,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
A/N: Nino is 16 and Jun is his stepfather...I promise that it is all consensual,
Ninomiya Kazunari was 16 when his mother got remarried and he wasn’t happy about it. Not because he would be getting a new dad or because he was afraid that his mum wouldn’t have time for him anymore like everyone seemed to claim. No the reason for his current mood was worse than any of that. The reason for his mood was because he was in love, completely in love with his stepfather. Matsumoto Jun. He hadn’t meant to and he couldn’t even explain how it had happened he had just fallen for him. He had tried everything to make it stop, he had dated other guys told himself over and over that it was vile and disgusting but nothing could stop the way that his heart fluttered or his stomach jumped whenever Jun talked to him. To hide the fact that was what was happening he had become increasingly more withdrew around his parents, he avoided talking to Jun at all costs making a point of having his headphones in whenever they were within talking distance of each other and most importantly he never spent any time alone with him. This though had just made him look like a sulky brat and he knew that it was upsetting his mum but he didn’t care it was better than the alternative. It was bad enough to figure out you were gay it was even worse to work out that you were in love with your stepfather.
Nino walked out of his bedroom dressed in his school uniform of dull grey trousers and blue blazer, as always these days his head phones were in but there was no music playing it just served as a good visual distraction. He swung his bag around a little half hoping that he would hit the picture of his mother and stepfather on their wedding day from the wall. He didn’t and he had to pull his eyes away from the smiling face of his Stepfather when a happy shiver ran down his spine and collected somewhere around his groin. He closed his eyes and took a steading breath before he went into the kitchen. He was always terrified that one of these days he was going to work in and find them in a passionate embrace but it hadn’t happened yet. It was a strange relationship, they had only just got married but they already looked like an old married couple. He guessed that it was because they had known each other since they were young or because they were trying not to make him uncomfortable.
Nino sank into the chair furthest away from Jun and grabbed the cornflakes pretending to bob his head every now and then to the music that he was meant to be listening too. He munched his way through the cornflakes and was just washing it down with orange juice when he felt a warm masculine hand on his arm. The feel of it was enough to make him jump back and he almost fell out of his chair he pulled the headphones out and glared at the hand that was still resting on his arm.
“What?” He hissed trying to pull away his arm more so when Jun’s thumb moved gently over him in circles.
“Sorry Nino...” Jun smiled a little moving his hand away “Any chance that you will be coming back tonight...”
“I’m going out...” Nino muttered unable to even look Jun in the face, he was terrified that if he did he would be found out. He wanted his mum to be happy and he knew that he had to deal with his issues by himself it wasn’t Jun’s fault that he had a stupid crush on him. “I’m meeting Aiba...”
“Nino...Kazunari...Your mum isn’t going to be here, I thought that we could talk...” Jun said and Nino’s eyes bulged out as his mouth dropped open. No way no how was he ever going to be alone in any house with his stepfather.
“I don’t want to talk to you” Nino growled ignoring the way that his mum gasped, inside his heart was twisting and turning and his stomach felt like he had put it in a blender. He risked a glance up and saw that Jun was staring at him with his mouth open hurt in his eyes and he looked at over at his mum and saw that she was looking just as hurt. He swallowed his eyes dropping away again as he calmed himself down and managed to push a weak smile onto his face as he said with a whisper,
“Okay...I guess that I can manage to have one conversation with you...But I have to go now...”
“Alright...I’ll see you tonight...We’ll have sushi...” Jun told him and Nino nodded picking up his bag and walking out of the apartment just as his mother said
“I’m sorry about that...I swear he’s not always this bad...”
“It’s okay, Mimi...I’ll talk to him...” Jun said back and Nino closed the door bitter tears filling in his eyes.
School was normally a place to rest, to enjoy the time away from his stepfather but today it held no such joy. His mind was too full of tonight and the things that he would have to talk about. He hoped that Jun would just settle for a lip service apology but for some reason he doubted it. He prayed the day would go slow but as always in these situations the hours flew by and he was soon he was once again standing in front of the apartment doorway his key in his hand. He was too scared to go inside knowing that something was going to happen if he went.
“What are you hanging around here for?” Jun asked coming up behind him carrying the tray of expensive sushi. Nino though knew that it would taste like ash in his mouth. He wanted to run away never to come back but he couldn’t. “Unlock the door and then we can eat...”
“Um...Okay...” Nino whispered sticking the key in the lock and turning it around with trembling fingers until it clicked. He moved to the side and watched Jun kick it open with his foot. Stepping inside the warm apartment he toed off his shoes and gulped a little his eyes not leaving the beautiful form of his stepfather. His eyes took in everything the lightly muscular back and the trim hips and the silky looking black hair. He longed to run his finger through it to see if it was as soft as it looked. Jun chattered inanely as he made them both a drink and Nino perched on the edge of the sofa his arms crossed over his chest wishing that he was a million miles away.
“So...How was school?”
“...That’s what you wanted to talk about?” Nino asked with a raised eyebrow staring at the man in front of him a scowl on his face. Jun smiled a little and then sighed shaking his head from side to side,
“No...You’re right...I wanted to talk about the problem that you seem to have with me...”
“I don’t have a problem with you...” Nino stared and Jun let out a dry laugh that echoed mournfully out around the room and Nino tried not to moan at the sound. It was really beautiful to him,
“Come on we both know that that isn’t true...It is clear that you have a problem...” Jun said sitting down next to him his hand resting on his thigh “Yeah...So I think that we should talk about your attitude...I want to know what I’ve done to justify this...”
“You married my mum...” Nino mumbled his brain drawing a blank as the hand continued to move up and down his leg. He was pretty sure this was an inappropriate touch but he couldn’t bring himself to move away in fact he wanted the hand to move up further and he bit on his lip his eyes squeezing closed as he tried to push away the feeling that building up inside of him.
“Yeah...So that’s the reason that you’re jealous...You think I’m going to take your mum away from you...” Jun said softly and Nino shook his head frantically his heart beating frantically,
“No...Nothing like that...”
“Then what...? You know it hurts your mum that we don’t get on...” Jun was almost purring now and Nino wasn’t sure if it was because his heart was beating so fast or if his head was making it up.
“Yeah well she’s going to have to keep getting hurt...Because I’m never going to get on with you...” Nino growled trying to push the hand away though his body was weak and he wanted nothing more than to give into the feeling that was wrapping around him.
“But why...I just want us to be a happy family...” Jun told him his fingers moving away completely and Nino gave a loud groan knowing there was only one way to shut him up. He flopped down so he was seating in the older man’s lap and wrapped his arms around the neck his fingers finally intertwining with the hair and he sighed happily. It really was as silky as it looked.
“This is why we can never be a happy family...” He told the older, surprised, man and then slammed their lips together in a kiss his tongue pushing passed the plump lips and into the warm cavernous mouth. Jun was motionless against him for a minute and then his hands came up. Nino was positive that they were going to push him away but they didn’t they wrapped around him holding him tighter his mouth moving as he guided him into a deeper kiss. Nino moaned softly as Jun’s fingers moved around so they were squeezing and pinching at his bottom bringing their groins together to create a pleasant friction. Nino moaned again when he felt Jun’s stiffening cock pressing against his own. It felt so good, everything that he had ever wanted,
“Kazu...” Jun growled one of his hands coming up pressing into his back and Nino felt the cold metal of his wedding ring on his finger. The effect was like ice water being poured down his back and he stopped pulling away looking at the swollen lips of his stepfather his chest heaving a little. “What...”
“We...Can’t...You...My...Huh...” Nino yelped when the older man’s hand came around to cup his groin through his trousers. Pushing the cloud from his mind he got to his feet and ran to his bedroom trying to lock the door but Jun pushed it open and then made him stumble backwards onto his bed. “What...”
“I admit that I’m surprised...But...” Jun smiled reaching out to stroke his lips and Nino basked in it for a minute and then turned his head and pushing against the chest feeling the surprisingly hard muscles that were underneath the soft fabric of his shirt, he trembled again but forced it away to glare and growled at the man.
“But nothing...Get out of my room...” he spat and Jun gave a smile grabbing his wrists and holding them down against the bed. Nino jumped as the man moved in between his legs bringing his face in close;
“No...This is something we have to talk about...”
“No...We just have to ignore it...You’re married to my mum...” Nino said struggling against his hands hating himself as the words left his mouth tears forming in his eyes.
“And I want you...” Jun whispered and Nino blinked looking up into the handsome face. His whole body had frozen now as he looked up into that that handsome face.
“Huh...”
“I want you...In the same way that you clearly want me...” Jun grinned wickedly rocking his hips so that their groins were rubbing against each other again “I never thought it was possible since I thought you hated me...”
“I do...My mum deserves better...” Nino said forcing his hips to stay still though all he wanted was more friction more pleasure.
“You’re right she does...” Jun agreed with a careless shrug and Nino growled hating himself for liking somebody that cold.
“So if you’re a fag why did you marry her?” He snapped and his stepfather gave a laugh kissing his cheek ad and then jaw before whispering;
“I’m not a ‘fag’ I’m bi-sexual...And your mother is a very attractive woman...not as good looking as you though...”
“Stop it please...Please stop it...” Nino pleaded his cock solid as his hips started moving backwards and forwards rubbing his cock against Jun’s rotating one. It felt so good, better than it had done in his fantasies but it also felt so, so very wrong.
“I don’t want to do that...And you don’t want it either...” Jun murmured lightly in his ear before he kissed and sucked at the lobe his teeth moving against the sensitive skin. “Just enjoy it...We can think about the rest later...Please...Kazu...”
“Un...Matsumoto-san....” Nino breathed huskily his eyes closing as on hand released his wrist and moved down to stroke and feather light touches over the soft skin of his stomach. The touch was so beautiful and he arched his back a little. Tears collected in his eyes but he couldn’t bring himself to care it was so good, it felt so good and he was weak.
“Good boy...” Jun whispered with a chuckle pulling away and removing his shirt to reveal a hard perfectly sculptured stomach and chest. Nino’s tongue lapped his dry lips as his eyes moved over the beautiful form. Going over from the nipples down the soft lines of his body to his hips where he could just make out the bones under the skin. His heart jumped and leapt in his chest as Jun's fingers played with his trouser zipper before he pulled them and his boxers down to reveal a pink flushed cock. This was so wrong, he knew that it was wrong. He would never be able to face his mother again without knowing what he had done but right now at this moment his only desire was to reach out and take the heavy swollen looking cock into his hand and then into his mouth to taste him to feel the throb of it against his tongue as he sucked him dry until he had nothing left give. His cheeks flushed a little at his own perverted thoughts and the look that was in Jun's face.
“Am I allowed to see you?”
“No...” Nino answered with a shake of the head his tongue moving around his lips again his eyes not leaving the cock. His own body wasn’t nearly as beautiful as the man’s in front of him and he was ashamed.
“Let me see you...Please Kazu...I want to see you...” Jun pleaded his hand moving up and down his own chest his moving hypnotically from side to side “Please...”
“Fine...” Nino growled reluctantly pulling off his school uniform and throwing it down into the corner of the room his pale cheeks flushing a deep scarlet as his body was revealed to the older man. Juns eyes were like fire moving over his body with so much desire that his heart pounded and fluttered against his ribs. Nino shrugged out of his boxers slowly but as soon as he was out of them Jun’s hand came up and he was stroking the silky smooth pubic hair that was around his balls.
“You are breath taking...” The older man told him and Nino moaned loudly his body arching up into the touch. His skin prickled as the hand continued to fondle him brushing a thumb up and down the veins and crinkled skin and his breathing became laboured and even. “Such great little responses...”
“Shu-Shut up...” Nino grumbled his words dying in his throat as his breath came out as a hiss.
“Hmm...” Jun chuckled dipping his head down and pressing his nose to his balls and sniffing deeply. “Beautiful...” Beautiful he whispered before taking a breath. He stuck out his tongue and ran it around the glistening tip as his hand moved up and down on the length opening up his slit. His movements were so confident, nothing like the shay fumbles he had had with the boys from his school and Nino’s eyes closed his body tensing at the feel. “Kazu...” Jun moaned his breath hot against his free hand coming up to rest on his hip. They pinched and gripped painfully at his skin and Nino knew that there would be bruises there tomorrow. The thought caused him to give a smile as Jun began to somehow wrap his tongue around the top of his penis, pushing down the folds of foreskin before lapping solid stripes up and down his teeth lightly grazing at him.
Nino’s hips bucked as if they had a mind of their own forcing his cock further and deeper into the mouth of his stepfather. His hands went to grip at Jun’s hair as his lips wrapping around him properly and he sucked at just the tip his tongue continuing to lap at his slit. The hand on the shaft was moving up and down, twisting it on alternate strokes. Nino had never felt so happy, so turned on his mind was blank as he began to rock backwards and forwards. “Kazu...” Jun whispered around the almost burning flesh as his hand on his hip moved around to fondle around with the slit and the hot hole. His finger press in a few times and Nino was positive that he was about to cry with the pleasure and the shame of it all. Jun hummed around his tip his finger moving deeper and deeper into his hole.
“Mats-...” Nino whispered frantically and Jun twisted his finger in his arse the tip pressing against something that caused him to see stars and Nino dug his nails into the little skin on the top of his head knowing that he shouldn’t make marks but unable able to stop himself.
Jun opened his mouth wider and took him deep into him so deep that Nino could feel that the tip of his cock was pressing against the back of his stepfather’s throat. Here in his bed he had dreamt about this, so many times, he had touched himself while thinking about his mouth and hand but none of his fantasies could have made him prepared for this. The finger inside him felt so thick, so wide that he couldn’t believe his muscles had let it inside of him. Jun pressed against his spot a few more times and then twisted his finger again before adding two fingers inside of him. Nino squeezed his eyes closed letting out a heavy breath as the tongue rippled and moved around his cock as it continued to move in and out of his mouth. The misguided fumbles of teenagers would never compare to the skill that Jun possessed.
“Please...Please...” He moaned though he didn’t know what he was moaning for he just wanted something. Jun’s head bobbed backwards and forwards setting a swift pace while keeping his tongue moving around him. The fingers pressed as deeply as they could and then opened out like a pair of scissors. The sensation of his muscles being stretched along with the tongue moving on him was enough to make him gasp and tremble violently. His fingers clenched in the hair almost pulling them out at the roots. Jun has eased him out of his mouth a little and was once again working at the tip as his hand moved up and down smearing his spit into his skin. The hole time Nino’s hips continued to move, impaling himself on the fingers while at the same time burying himself into the hot mouth and hand.
Nino growled looking down his heart jolting when he realised that Jun was looking up at him. His plump lips were wrapped around his cock but he was positive that he could feel them turning up into a smile. A smile that he imagined as the same one in the wedding picture and he felt more tears in his eyes as once again guilt coursed through his body. Jun thrust his fingers into him and then pulled them almost all the way out and adding a third finger to the sweet torture that was moving through him. The older man hummed around the cock lapping at the tip again and Nino got the feeling that he was drinking his pre-cum. The thought alone was enough to make him blush and he pulled at Jun’s hair again to fight the embarrassment that was moving through his body. His muscles were tensing and his body was starting to tremble telling him that he was going to come soon.
“Matsu-Ju-n-...” He gasped trying to warn him as he felt his balls tightening. Jun seemed content not to listen though happy enough to slurp and suck as him his hand continuing to batter against his prostate. He hummed around him and Nino groaned his hips rolling and thrusting so hard into the man that Nino knew he had to be hurting him. He didn’t care though treating it like some kind of punishment for making him like this Nino continued to move, fucking his stepfather’s face until he let out a breathless scream and his whole body tensed his muscles spasming painfully as he came his hot sticky cum pouring down Jun’s throat. The older man wallowed it all humming and moaning at the taste like his was eating his favourite dessert. Nino came for longer than he had ever done before and Jun continued to move until it was almost painful. He pulled at Jun’s hair and thankfully he got the hint and he released his cock. Nino sagged heavily dropping into the bed sheets trembling as he looked up at the man that was hovering over him his tongue moving around his lips.
“Hmmm...Kazu is so tasty, was that as good as you pictured?” Jun asked teasingly as he bent over and covered his smaller body. Their faces were so close that he felt the little pulse of static electricity from the hairs covering his face and he could feel the sweet breath flowing over his skin causing him to tremble as he nodded.
“Yes...” He croaked loudly hoping that soon Jun would be placing a light kiss onto his lips. “It was so much better...” Jun gave a pleased smile and then finally he kissed him. It was strange to taste himself, but it was even stranger to be kissing his stepfather like this so it kind of cancelled it out and he enjoyed the feel of the tongue moving deep in his mouth and the feel of the hands on his body.
“You are amazing...Kazu...” Jun murmured in a pant around his lips before he pulled away and walked out of the room. Nino trembled for a moment fear seeping into his skin wondering if Jun had deserted him, had gone to tell his mum what a messed up little brat he was but he came back minutes later with a tube of cream. Jun placed the cream on the side and then, after kissing his lips again, flipped him over so that his face was resting against the pillows. Nino felt ashamed with his arse up in the air but that was forgotten when he felt Jun settle in behind him his hands on his cheeks. He massaged him for a moment and then pulled them open his both of his thumbs pressing against his already slightly loose opening. Nino gulped when Jun pulled him open and then moved down so his nose and mouth were against him. His lips puckered against his hole and then a tongue darted out pushing into the tight muscles.
“Un...What...” Nino gasped jerking against the bed when the tongue moved in and out of him matching the movements of his fingers and pushing in and out of his hole “What...Un...”
“Ssh...It’s okay, trust me a little...” Jun told him removing his tongue from his arms and Nino trembled as the warm breath washed against the sensitive skin. The effect caused him to tremble and his snapped closed as once again the older man’s tongue pushed deep inside of him. The tongue moved slowly going in and out while swirling and probing. It was as talented in his arse as it had been on his cock and Nino was helpless to do anything more than grip the bed sheets tightly with his fingers and rock back and forth onto the talented tongue.
He moaned loudly and incoherently his mind going into overdrive as Jun continued to lick, suck, and kiss at hole. Never in his life had he had this done to him and if anyone had even mentioned it before now he would have said it was disgusting but this wasn’t disgusting this was amazing. The way the tongue moved inside of him was something else. It flickered all around him while going deeper than he could ever have thought possible. It pressed against the inner walls and even down deep against his spot. His mind filled with bright colourful stars and then exploded like the supernova that started the universe when suddenly Jun reached around and gripped his reawakened cock. The hand gripped him tightly as it began to pump and stroke. His thumb scrapped across the tip that was still pulsing and buzzing from his orgasm earlier. All at once with no chance of stopping it his body tensed once again and in a matter of seconds he was cumming into the sheets. His body convulsed as he came, strings of while cum splatting over the stone grey sheets. His arse muscled clenched tightly around the tongue that was still lapping at him, milking him for all he had a second time that night. Jun slowly withdrew his tongue and kissed a path up his spine his hand reaching over for the cream that he had left on the side. His lips at his neck biting and sucking him like a vampire his hands moving up and down his body. The cock was at his arse, even in his dazed state Nino could feel it rubbing against him,
“Are...you going to....Fuck me now?” He panted in a weak voice trying to sound like he wasn’t scared.
“Yes...” Jun answered shortly as he rubbed his cock against his bum again smearing a cheek with a trail of cum. “Is that okay?”
“Ye-Yes...Please...” Nino whispered as he bit down on the pillow and shifting his legs so Jun could position himself behind him. Nino shivered as Jun smeared the cream over his how and then pushed his fingers in parting the tight but relaxed muscles as wide as they could go. He repeated it over and over until Nino could feel the cream inside of him and his muscles were relaxed he almost sighed until his felt Jun positioning himself against his hold he could feel the hard cock pressing against his slack opening. He screamed a little as the cock moved inside of him pushing in deep, feeling thicker and harder than the fingers or tongue. It felt uncomfortable burning slightly though the cream helped it slide into place. Once the balls of his stepfather were resting against him Jun stopped allowing him time to adjust. His hand came around stroking at his cock coaxing it into life once more. The whole time he was playing with his cock he rotated his hips pressing the head against his spot. The pleasure soon outweighed the pain and tears of pleasure formed in his eyes. He tried to blink them away but it was too late and slowly they rolled down his cheeks as he begged “please...Please move...”
“Okay...” Jun whispered roughly in his ear as he withdrew his cock to the tip and then slammed back home sending him jolting across the bed. Nino whined loudly gripping at the bed sheets with tight fists and squeezing at the cock inside of him with all his might. Jun gave a growl rewarding him by thrusting into him so hard that their bodies slapped together with a crack like thunder his balls hitting his perineum and adding to the pleasure that they both felt. His stepfather once again with drew halfway out and then then rammed back home hitting his prostate dead centre each and every time. The pleasure wrapped around them both until their skins were buzzing with it. In his head he had always pictured sex with Jun to be rough and painful but the opposite was true. Jun was very loving making his body sing with the pleasure while his lips and teeth moved at his neck marking his skin and tasting the sweat that had built up there. They continued to move frantically now both searching for the end that was almost in sight and then, then they came their bodies exploding with it. They continued to move through the orgasm until it was too much and their bodies too tired and they collapsed in a heap Nino groaning as the semen on the bed sheets clung to his skin. He wasn’t sure how long they lay there holding each other listening to the sounds of their heartbeats while basking in the glow of their orgasms but he knew his body had grown numb with the weight of Jun pressing down on him and the man’s cock had slipped free and was resting against the back of his thigh.
“What...What is going to happen?” Nino asked in a fearful voice as he calmed down from his high and waves of panic started to wash over him. The full weight of what they had done started to press on him making it almost impossible to breath. Panic wrapped around him tightly like a blanket and tears were in his eyes again. He tried to pull away from Jun but the older man held him tightly wrapping his arms around him and rocking him from side to side.
“I...It’s going to be okay...” Jun whispered his hands moving lazily through his hair his lips finding a small patch of bare skin by his temple and he kissed it lightly still rocking him from side to side. “I promise. You that it’s going to be okay...No matter what you decide to do...But...Do you want this...? With me...”
“I...i don’t know...Yes...Yes I want to be with you...” Nino answered honestly his words making him feel like barbwire was cutting at his heart and tears stung in his eyes “But I can’t hurt my mum...”
“...I’ll sort it out...I promise...” Jun whispered again kissing his forehead and Nino allowed himself to wrap an arm around his stomach his nose pressing into his chest. “We have to wait it out for a few months...Okay? And then I promise...I’ll divorce your mum...”
“For me?” Nino said his mouth dropping open as he looked up into the beautiful face and Jun smiled kissing his nose and nodded.
“This is so fucked up...But I can’t let you go...” He said and Nino gave a smile that he honestly didn’t feel kissing his lips. There was no way that this was going to have a happy ending for all of them and no matter what they did his mum was going to end up hurting but he couldn’t stop it either. He closed his eyes nuzzling against Jun’s face as the older man kissed him. He was right, this was so fucked up, majorly fucked up but he couldn’t stop it if he tried.
THE END
A/N: This started out as a Halloween fic and it was originally going to be SakuMiya (So if sakurai's name pops up I'm sorry) but then my brain took it somewhere else so I’m sorry >.<
Author: krystalkatz
rating: NC17
Length: One Shot
Genre: Au,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
A/N: Nino is 16 and Jun is his stepfather...I promise that it is all consensual,
Ninomiya Kazunari was 16 when his mother got remarried and he wasn’t happy about it. Not because he would be getting a new dad or because he was afraid that his mum wouldn’t have time for him anymore like everyone seemed to claim. No the reason for his current mood was worse than any of that. The reason for his mood was because he was in love, completely in love with his stepfather. Matsumoto Jun. He hadn’t meant to and he couldn’t even explain how it had happened he had just fallen for him. He had tried everything to make it stop, he had dated other guys told himself over and over that it was vile and disgusting but nothing could stop the way that his heart fluttered or his stomach jumped whenever Jun talked to him. To hide the fact that was what was happening he had become increasingly more withdrew around his parents, he avoided talking to Jun at all costs making a point of having his headphones in whenever they were within talking distance of each other and most importantly he never spent any time alone with him. This though had just made him look like a sulky brat and he knew that it was upsetting his mum but he didn’t care it was better than the alternative. It was bad enough to figure out you were gay it was even worse to work out that you were in love with your stepfather.
Nino walked out of his bedroom dressed in his school uniform of dull grey trousers and blue blazer, as always these days his head phones were in but there was no music playing it just served as a good visual distraction. He swung his bag around a little half hoping that he would hit the picture of his mother and stepfather on their wedding day from the wall. He didn’t and he had to pull his eyes away from the smiling face of his Stepfather when a happy shiver ran down his spine and collected somewhere around his groin. He closed his eyes and took a steading breath before he went into the kitchen. He was always terrified that one of these days he was going to work in and find them in a passionate embrace but it hadn’t happened yet. It was a strange relationship, they had only just got married but they already looked like an old married couple. He guessed that it was because they had known each other since they were young or because they were trying not to make him uncomfortable.
Nino sank into the chair furthest away from Jun and grabbed the cornflakes pretending to bob his head every now and then to the music that he was meant to be listening too. He munched his way through the cornflakes and was just washing it down with orange juice when he felt a warm masculine hand on his arm. The feel of it was enough to make him jump back and he almost fell out of his chair he pulled the headphones out and glared at the hand that was still resting on his arm.
“What?” He hissed trying to pull away his arm more so when Jun’s thumb moved gently over him in circles.
“Sorry Nino...” Jun smiled a little moving his hand away “Any chance that you will be coming back tonight...”
“I’m going out...” Nino muttered unable to even look Jun in the face, he was terrified that if he did he would be found out. He wanted his mum to be happy and he knew that he had to deal with his issues by himself it wasn’t Jun’s fault that he had a stupid crush on him. “I’m meeting Aiba...”
“Nino...Kazunari...Your mum isn’t going to be here, I thought that we could talk...” Jun said and Nino’s eyes bulged out as his mouth dropped open. No way no how was he ever going to be alone in any house with his stepfather.
“I don’t want to talk to you” Nino growled ignoring the way that his mum gasped, inside his heart was twisting and turning and his stomach felt like he had put it in a blender. He risked a glance up and saw that Jun was staring at him with his mouth open hurt in his eyes and he looked at over at his mum and saw that she was looking just as hurt. He swallowed his eyes dropping away again as he calmed himself down and managed to push a weak smile onto his face as he said with a whisper,
“Okay...I guess that I can manage to have one conversation with you...But I have to go now...”
“Alright...I’ll see you tonight...We’ll have sushi...” Jun told him and Nino nodded picking up his bag and walking out of the apartment just as his mother said
“I’m sorry about that...I swear he’s not always this bad...”
“It’s okay, Mimi...I’ll talk to him...” Jun said back and Nino closed the door bitter tears filling in his eyes.
School was normally a place to rest, to enjoy the time away from his stepfather but today it held no such joy. His mind was too full of tonight and the things that he would have to talk about. He hoped that Jun would just settle for a lip service apology but for some reason he doubted it. He prayed the day would go slow but as always in these situations the hours flew by and he was soon he was once again standing in front of the apartment doorway his key in his hand. He was too scared to go inside knowing that something was going to happen if he went.
“What are you hanging around here for?” Jun asked coming up behind him carrying the tray of expensive sushi. Nino though knew that it would taste like ash in his mouth. He wanted to run away never to come back but he couldn’t. “Unlock the door and then we can eat...”
“Um...Okay...” Nino whispered sticking the key in the lock and turning it around with trembling fingers until it clicked. He moved to the side and watched Jun kick it open with his foot. Stepping inside the warm apartment he toed off his shoes and gulped a little his eyes not leaving the beautiful form of his stepfather. His eyes took in everything the lightly muscular back and the trim hips and the silky looking black hair. He longed to run his finger through it to see if it was as soft as it looked. Jun chattered inanely as he made them both a drink and Nino perched on the edge of the sofa his arms crossed over his chest wishing that he was a million miles away.
“So...How was school?”
“...That’s what you wanted to talk about?” Nino asked with a raised eyebrow staring at the man in front of him a scowl on his face. Jun smiled a little and then sighed shaking his head from side to side,
“No...You’re right...I wanted to talk about the problem that you seem to have with me...”
“I don’t have a problem with you...” Nino stared and Jun let out a dry laugh that echoed mournfully out around the room and Nino tried not to moan at the sound. It was really beautiful to him,
“Come on we both know that that isn’t true...It is clear that you have a problem...” Jun said sitting down next to him his hand resting on his thigh “Yeah...So I think that we should talk about your attitude...I want to know what I’ve done to justify this...”
“You married my mum...” Nino mumbled his brain drawing a blank as the hand continued to move up and down his leg. He was pretty sure this was an inappropriate touch but he couldn’t bring himself to move away in fact he wanted the hand to move up further and he bit on his lip his eyes squeezing closed as he tried to push away the feeling that building up inside of him.
“Yeah...So that’s the reason that you’re jealous...You think I’m going to take your mum away from you...” Jun said softly and Nino shook his head frantically his heart beating frantically,
“No...Nothing like that...”
“Then what...? You know it hurts your mum that we don’t get on...” Jun was almost purring now and Nino wasn’t sure if it was because his heart was beating so fast or if his head was making it up.
“Yeah well she’s going to have to keep getting hurt...Because I’m never going to get on with you...” Nino growled trying to push the hand away though his body was weak and he wanted nothing more than to give into the feeling that was wrapping around him.
“But why...I just want us to be a happy family...” Jun told him his fingers moving away completely and Nino gave a loud groan knowing there was only one way to shut him up. He flopped down so he was seating in the older man’s lap and wrapped his arms around the neck his fingers finally intertwining with the hair and he sighed happily. It really was as silky as it looked.
“This is why we can never be a happy family...” He told the older, surprised, man and then slammed their lips together in a kiss his tongue pushing passed the plump lips and into the warm cavernous mouth. Jun was motionless against him for a minute and then his hands came up. Nino was positive that they were going to push him away but they didn’t they wrapped around him holding him tighter his mouth moving as he guided him into a deeper kiss. Nino moaned softly as Jun’s fingers moved around so they were squeezing and pinching at his bottom bringing their groins together to create a pleasant friction. Nino moaned again when he felt Jun’s stiffening cock pressing against his own. It felt so good, everything that he had ever wanted,
“Kazu...” Jun growled one of his hands coming up pressing into his back and Nino felt the cold metal of his wedding ring on his finger. The effect was like ice water being poured down his back and he stopped pulling away looking at the swollen lips of his stepfather his chest heaving a little. “What...”
“We...Can’t...You...My...Huh...” Nino yelped when the older man’s hand came around to cup his groin through his trousers. Pushing the cloud from his mind he got to his feet and ran to his bedroom trying to lock the door but Jun pushed it open and then made him stumble backwards onto his bed. “What...”
“I admit that I’m surprised...But...” Jun smiled reaching out to stroke his lips and Nino basked in it for a minute and then turned his head and pushing against the chest feeling the surprisingly hard muscles that were underneath the soft fabric of his shirt, he trembled again but forced it away to glare and growled at the man.
“But nothing...Get out of my room...” he spat and Jun gave a smile grabbing his wrists and holding them down against the bed. Nino jumped as the man moved in between his legs bringing his face in close;
“No...This is something we have to talk about...”
“No...We just have to ignore it...You’re married to my mum...” Nino said struggling against his hands hating himself as the words left his mouth tears forming in his eyes.
“And I want you...” Jun whispered and Nino blinked looking up into the handsome face. His whole body had frozen now as he looked up into that that handsome face.
“Huh...”
“I want you...In the same way that you clearly want me...” Jun grinned wickedly rocking his hips so that their groins were rubbing against each other again “I never thought it was possible since I thought you hated me...”
“I do...My mum deserves better...” Nino said forcing his hips to stay still though all he wanted was more friction more pleasure.
“You’re right she does...” Jun agreed with a careless shrug and Nino growled hating himself for liking somebody that cold.
“So if you’re a fag why did you marry her?” He snapped and his stepfather gave a laugh kissing his cheek ad and then jaw before whispering;
“I’m not a ‘fag’ I’m bi-sexual...And your mother is a very attractive woman...not as good looking as you though...”
“Stop it please...Please stop it...” Nino pleaded his cock solid as his hips started moving backwards and forwards rubbing his cock against Jun’s rotating one. It felt so good, better than it had done in his fantasies but it also felt so, so very wrong.
“I don’t want to do that...And you don’t want it either...” Jun murmured lightly in his ear before he kissed and sucked at the lobe his teeth moving against the sensitive skin. “Just enjoy it...We can think about the rest later...Please...Kazu...”
“Un...Matsumoto-san....” Nino breathed huskily his eyes closing as on hand released his wrist and moved down to stroke and feather light touches over the soft skin of his stomach. The touch was so beautiful and he arched his back a little. Tears collected in his eyes but he couldn’t bring himself to care it was so good, it felt so good and he was weak.
“Good boy...” Jun whispered with a chuckle pulling away and removing his shirt to reveal a hard perfectly sculptured stomach and chest. Nino’s tongue lapped his dry lips as his eyes moved over the beautiful form. Going over from the nipples down the soft lines of his body to his hips where he could just make out the bones under the skin. His heart jumped and leapt in his chest as Jun's fingers played with his trouser zipper before he pulled them and his boxers down to reveal a pink flushed cock. This was so wrong, he knew that it was wrong. He would never be able to face his mother again without knowing what he had done but right now at this moment his only desire was to reach out and take the heavy swollen looking cock into his hand and then into his mouth to taste him to feel the throb of it against his tongue as he sucked him dry until he had nothing left give. His cheeks flushed a little at his own perverted thoughts and the look that was in Jun's face.
“Am I allowed to see you?”
“No...” Nino answered with a shake of the head his tongue moving around his lips again his eyes not leaving the cock. His own body wasn’t nearly as beautiful as the man’s in front of him and he was ashamed.
“Let me see you...Please Kazu...I want to see you...” Jun pleaded his hand moving up and down his own chest his moving hypnotically from side to side “Please...”
“Fine...” Nino growled reluctantly pulling off his school uniform and throwing it down into the corner of the room his pale cheeks flushing a deep scarlet as his body was revealed to the older man. Juns eyes were like fire moving over his body with so much desire that his heart pounded and fluttered against his ribs. Nino shrugged out of his boxers slowly but as soon as he was out of them Jun’s hand came up and he was stroking the silky smooth pubic hair that was around his balls.
“You are breath taking...” The older man told him and Nino moaned loudly his body arching up into the touch. His skin prickled as the hand continued to fondle him brushing a thumb up and down the veins and crinkled skin and his breathing became laboured and even. “Such great little responses...”
“Shu-Shut up...” Nino grumbled his words dying in his throat as his breath came out as a hiss.
“Hmm...” Jun chuckled dipping his head down and pressing his nose to his balls and sniffing deeply. “Beautiful...” Beautiful he whispered before taking a breath. He stuck out his tongue and ran it around the glistening tip as his hand moved up and down on the length opening up his slit. His movements were so confident, nothing like the shay fumbles he had had with the boys from his school and Nino’s eyes closed his body tensing at the feel. “Kazu...” Jun moaned his breath hot against his free hand coming up to rest on his hip. They pinched and gripped painfully at his skin and Nino knew that there would be bruises there tomorrow. The thought caused him to give a smile as Jun began to somehow wrap his tongue around the top of his penis, pushing down the folds of foreskin before lapping solid stripes up and down his teeth lightly grazing at him.
Nino’s hips bucked as if they had a mind of their own forcing his cock further and deeper into the mouth of his stepfather. His hands went to grip at Jun’s hair as his lips wrapping around him properly and he sucked at just the tip his tongue continuing to lap at his slit. The hand on the shaft was moving up and down, twisting it on alternate strokes. Nino had never felt so happy, so turned on his mind was blank as he began to rock backwards and forwards. “Kazu...” Jun whispered around the almost burning flesh as his hand on his hip moved around to fondle around with the slit and the hot hole. His finger press in a few times and Nino was positive that he was about to cry with the pleasure and the shame of it all. Jun hummed around his tip his finger moving deeper and deeper into his hole.
“Mats-...” Nino whispered frantically and Jun twisted his finger in his arse the tip pressing against something that caused him to see stars and Nino dug his nails into the little skin on the top of his head knowing that he shouldn’t make marks but unable able to stop himself.
Jun opened his mouth wider and took him deep into him so deep that Nino could feel that the tip of his cock was pressing against the back of his stepfather’s throat. Here in his bed he had dreamt about this, so many times, he had touched himself while thinking about his mouth and hand but none of his fantasies could have made him prepared for this. The finger inside him felt so thick, so wide that he couldn’t believe his muscles had let it inside of him. Jun pressed against his spot a few more times and then twisted his finger again before adding two fingers inside of him. Nino squeezed his eyes closed letting out a heavy breath as the tongue rippled and moved around his cock as it continued to move in and out of his mouth. The misguided fumbles of teenagers would never compare to the skill that Jun possessed.
“Please...Please...” He moaned though he didn’t know what he was moaning for he just wanted something. Jun’s head bobbed backwards and forwards setting a swift pace while keeping his tongue moving around him. The fingers pressed as deeply as they could and then opened out like a pair of scissors. The sensation of his muscles being stretched along with the tongue moving on him was enough to make him gasp and tremble violently. His fingers clenched in the hair almost pulling them out at the roots. Jun has eased him out of his mouth a little and was once again working at the tip as his hand moved up and down smearing his spit into his skin. The hole time Nino’s hips continued to move, impaling himself on the fingers while at the same time burying himself into the hot mouth and hand.
Nino growled looking down his heart jolting when he realised that Jun was looking up at him. His plump lips were wrapped around his cock but he was positive that he could feel them turning up into a smile. A smile that he imagined as the same one in the wedding picture and he felt more tears in his eyes as once again guilt coursed through his body. Jun thrust his fingers into him and then pulled them almost all the way out and adding a third finger to the sweet torture that was moving through him. The older man hummed around the cock lapping at the tip again and Nino got the feeling that he was drinking his pre-cum. The thought alone was enough to make him blush and he pulled at Jun’s hair again to fight the embarrassment that was moving through his body. His muscles were tensing and his body was starting to tremble telling him that he was going to come soon.
“Matsu-Ju-n-...” He gasped trying to warn him as he felt his balls tightening. Jun seemed content not to listen though happy enough to slurp and suck as him his hand continuing to batter against his prostate. He hummed around him and Nino groaned his hips rolling and thrusting so hard into the man that Nino knew he had to be hurting him. He didn’t care though treating it like some kind of punishment for making him like this Nino continued to move, fucking his stepfather’s face until he let out a breathless scream and his whole body tensed his muscles spasming painfully as he came his hot sticky cum pouring down Jun’s throat. The older man wallowed it all humming and moaning at the taste like his was eating his favourite dessert. Nino came for longer than he had ever done before and Jun continued to move until it was almost painful. He pulled at Jun’s hair and thankfully he got the hint and he released his cock. Nino sagged heavily dropping into the bed sheets trembling as he looked up at the man that was hovering over him his tongue moving around his lips.
“Hmmm...Kazu is so tasty, was that as good as you pictured?” Jun asked teasingly as he bent over and covered his smaller body. Their faces were so close that he felt the little pulse of static electricity from the hairs covering his face and he could feel the sweet breath flowing over his skin causing him to tremble as he nodded.
“Yes...” He croaked loudly hoping that soon Jun would be placing a light kiss onto his lips. “It was so much better...” Jun gave a pleased smile and then finally he kissed him. It was strange to taste himself, but it was even stranger to be kissing his stepfather like this so it kind of cancelled it out and he enjoyed the feel of the tongue moving deep in his mouth and the feel of the hands on his body.
“You are amazing...Kazu...” Jun murmured in a pant around his lips before he pulled away and walked out of the room. Nino trembled for a moment fear seeping into his skin wondering if Jun had deserted him, had gone to tell his mum what a messed up little brat he was but he came back minutes later with a tube of cream. Jun placed the cream on the side and then, after kissing his lips again, flipped him over so that his face was resting against the pillows. Nino felt ashamed with his arse up in the air but that was forgotten when he felt Jun settle in behind him his hands on his cheeks. He massaged him for a moment and then pulled them open his both of his thumbs pressing against his already slightly loose opening. Nino gulped when Jun pulled him open and then moved down so his nose and mouth were against him. His lips puckered against his hole and then a tongue darted out pushing into the tight muscles.
“Un...What...” Nino gasped jerking against the bed when the tongue moved in and out of him matching the movements of his fingers and pushing in and out of his hole “What...Un...”
“Ssh...It’s okay, trust me a little...” Jun told him removing his tongue from his arms and Nino trembled as the warm breath washed against the sensitive skin. The effect caused him to tremble and his snapped closed as once again the older man’s tongue pushed deep inside of him. The tongue moved slowly going in and out while swirling and probing. It was as talented in his arse as it had been on his cock and Nino was helpless to do anything more than grip the bed sheets tightly with his fingers and rock back and forth onto the talented tongue.
He moaned loudly and incoherently his mind going into overdrive as Jun continued to lick, suck, and kiss at hole. Never in his life had he had this done to him and if anyone had even mentioned it before now he would have said it was disgusting but this wasn’t disgusting this was amazing. The way the tongue moved inside of him was something else. It flickered all around him while going deeper than he could ever have thought possible. It pressed against the inner walls and even down deep against his spot. His mind filled with bright colourful stars and then exploded like the supernova that started the universe when suddenly Jun reached around and gripped his reawakened cock. The hand gripped him tightly as it began to pump and stroke. His thumb scrapped across the tip that was still pulsing and buzzing from his orgasm earlier. All at once with no chance of stopping it his body tensed once again and in a matter of seconds he was cumming into the sheets. His body convulsed as he came, strings of while cum splatting over the stone grey sheets. His arse muscled clenched tightly around the tongue that was still lapping at him, milking him for all he had a second time that night. Jun slowly withdrew his tongue and kissed a path up his spine his hand reaching over for the cream that he had left on the side. His lips at his neck biting and sucking him like a vampire his hands moving up and down his body. The cock was at his arse, even in his dazed state Nino could feel it rubbing against him,
“Are...you going to....Fuck me now?” He panted in a weak voice trying to sound like he wasn’t scared.
“Yes...” Jun answered shortly as he rubbed his cock against his bum again smearing a cheek with a trail of cum. “Is that okay?”
“Ye-Yes...Please...” Nino whispered as he bit down on the pillow and shifting his legs so Jun could position himself behind him. Nino shivered as Jun smeared the cream over his how and then pushed his fingers in parting the tight but relaxed muscles as wide as they could go. He repeated it over and over until Nino could feel the cream inside of him and his muscles were relaxed he almost sighed until his felt Jun positioning himself against his hold he could feel the hard cock pressing against his slack opening. He screamed a little as the cock moved inside of him pushing in deep, feeling thicker and harder than the fingers or tongue. It felt uncomfortable burning slightly though the cream helped it slide into place. Once the balls of his stepfather were resting against him Jun stopped allowing him time to adjust. His hand came around stroking at his cock coaxing it into life once more. The whole time he was playing with his cock he rotated his hips pressing the head against his spot. The pleasure soon outweighed the pain and tears of pleasure formed in his eyes. He tried to blink them away but it was too late and slowly they rolled down his cheeks as he begged “please...Please move...”
“Okay...” Jun whispered roughly in his ear as he withdrew his cock to the tip and then slammed back home sending him jolting across the bed. Nino whined loudly gripping at the bed sheets with tight fists and squeezing at the cock inside of him with all his might. Jun gave a growl rewarding him by thrusting into him so hard that their bodies slapped together with a crack like thunder his balls hitting his perineum and adding to the pleasure that they both felt. His stepfather once again with drew halfway out and then then rammed back home hitting his prostate dead centre each and every time. The pleasure wrapped around them both until their skins were buzzing with it. In his head he had always pictured sex with Jun to be rough and painful but the opposite was true. Jun was very loving making his body sing with the pleasure while his lips and teeth moved at his neck marking his skin and tasting the sweat that had built up there. They continued to move frantically now both searching for the end that was almost in sight and then, then they came their bodies exploding with it. They continued to move through the orgasm until it was too much and their bodies too tired and they collapsed in a heap Nino groaning as the semen on the bed sheets clung to his skin. He wasn’t sure how long they lay there holding each other listening to the sounds of their heartbeats while basking in the glow of their orgasms but he knew his body had grown numb with the weight of Jun pressing down on him and the man’s cock had slipped free and was resting against the back of his thigh.
“What...What is going to happen?” Nino asked in a fearful voice as he calmed down from his high and waves of panic started to wash over him. The full weight of what they had done started to press on him making it almost impossible to breath. Panic wrapped around him tightly like a blanket and tears were in his eyes again. He tried to pull away from Jun but the older man held him tightly wrapping his arms around him and rocking him from side to side.
“I...It’s going to be okay...” Jun whispered his hands moving lazily through his hair his lips finding a small patch of bare skin by his temple and he kissed it lightly still rocking him from side to side. “I promise. You that it’s going to be okay...No matter what you decide to do...But...Do you want this...? With me...”
“I...i don’t know...Yes...Yes I want to be with you...” Nino answered honestly his words making him feel like barbwire was cutting at his heart and tears stung in his eyes “But I can’t hurt my mum...”
“...I’ll sort it out...I promise...” Jun whispered again kissing his forehead and Nino allowed himself to wrap an arm around his stomach his nose pressing into his chest. “We have to wait it out for a few months...Okay? And then I promise...I’ll divorce your mum...”
“For me?” Nino said his mouth dropping open as he looked up into the beautiful face and Jun smiled kissing his nose and nodded.
“This is so fucked up...But I can’t let you go...” He said and Nino gave a smile that he honestly didn’t feel kissing his lips. There was no way that this was going to have a happy ending for all of them and no matter what they did his mum was going to end up hurting but he couldn’t stop it either. He closed his eyes nuzzling against Jun’s face as the older man kissed him. He was right, this was so fucked up, majorly fucked up but he couldn’t stop it if he tried.
THE END
A/N: This started out as a Halloween fic and it was originally going to be SakuMiya (So if sakurai's name pops up I'm sorry) but then my brain took it somewhere else so I’m sorry >.<
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Date: 2013-10-31 12:30 pm (UTC)But it might have felt amazing to realize he wasn't the only one interested...
Poor Mimi-san!
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Date: 2013-11-01 09:28 am (UTC)I bet nino was very happy that Jun was feeling the same :D
>.< No matter what it's horrible on her >.<
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-10-31 01:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-11-01 09:28 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-10-31 02:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-11-01 09:32 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-10-31 03:00 pm (UTC)(Oh and some supposedly-matsumoto(?) is "sakurai")
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Date: 2013-10-31 03:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-11-01 09:34 am (UTC)yeah, when I started writing it was SakuMiya but then I changed it, I did try and get all the Sakurai name changes but I must have missed some >.<
Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-10-31 03:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-11-01 09:35 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-11-01 12:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-11-01 09:37 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^_^
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Date: 2013-11-02 11:12 am (UTC)since when he likes Nino? I hope Mimi won't find out...
I want the next chapter, pleaseee...
sorry, I just managed to read this fic (and others, soon) today...
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Date: 2013-11-04 11:02 am (UTC)no subject
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