Hope part one
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krystalkatzficzTitle: Hope
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: pg.
Length: Chaptered
Genre: AU
Pairings: Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Aiba Masaki hummed nonsensically as he walked through the hospital, his arms were swinging loosely at his side and he was peeking into all of the rooms that he passed. He was a rather cheerful figure for somebody that was in a hospital but he had just come from visiting his brother and had been told that the boy would be fine. Humming along with the song in his head he stopped short when he found himself looking into what looked like a gym. Curious he walked over to the door and looked around.
Inside there were dozens of people with wheelchairs, walking sticks and other aides that he didn’t even recognise. Most people were working with orderlies but the guy closest to him was working alone. Aiba’s breath caught as he stared at the man, he was beautiful, with black hair and full heart shaped lips and almond eyes that were almost glaring at the wall in front of him as he lifted himself up off of the floor onto a short blue stairs, which were set and varying heights, with just his arms his legs dragging against the floor. Sweat beaded on his face and his cheeks were slightly flushed with the effort that he was putting into it. Aiba found himself mentally willing him with his mind his heart dancing against ribs.
He was beautiful and Aiba couldn’t take his eyes away from the muscles that were rippling in his arms, he had never seen anyone so perfectly beautiful in his life. Aiba’s eyes moved over the man’s body as he lowered himself down again and then lifted his body back up each time getting more and more lift with his arms. He was panting with the effort and his eyes were wrinkled in the corners as he struggled for a minute his hands almost slipping on the bars that he was holding as he tried to lift himself up to the highest of the seats. Aiba found his hands coming up to join in front of his face like he was praying and he gasped when the man slipped tumbling back to the floor and the bottom of the stairs that he had been climbing.
He wanted to go and help him but he suspected to that his help would be unwelcome so he stayed by the door mentally chanting ‘Do your best’ as the man flexed out his arms and then started by pushing out his legs and starting from the bottom step again. He wasn’t sure how long he watched him before the man had made it to the top step but he did know that he let out a whispered cheer and fist pumped the air when the man sat on the top step. He stayed there for a while before taking a grip on the bars and slowly started to ease himself back down the steps.
“Why are you staring at me?” The man growled suddenly as he dropped down to the floor with an ‘Unph’ his buttocks hitting the mat with a slap “Well?”
“Um...Sorry...I’m sorry...” Aiba gasped coming further into the room his cheeks burning brightly with embarrassment as he dropped into a bow his hands resting on his knees.
“So you think it’s funny to watch us?” The man spat at him his eyes blazing with anger and Aiba shook his head furiously his heart going to his stomach before rising up again and almost choking him. Why would anyone think it was funny to watch them? He wondered, in his opinion they were cool doing what they were doing, he didn’t think that he could even imagine being able to do what they were.
“What no...I just...You were amazing...Um...Sorry...” He said his voice squeaking as he dropped his head again not liking the angry look that was in the beautiful man’s face. The man snarled angrily and Aiba’s heart dipped again until it was resting against his knees.
“Get out...And leave me alone” The man snapped and Aiba fled running out of the room and down the corridor almost slipping on the polished floors.
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Sakurai Sho growled as he watched the man running off unsure who he was most angry with, himself or the boy that had been staring at him like a loved up idiot. He had seen him around the hospital for the last few days and before he was half a man the boy was someone that he would have gone after with his cute face and wide innocent eyes and smile, he would definitely gone after him and enjoyed it but now? Now what the fuck did he have to offer anyone? He was paralyzed from the waist down; he had no feeling there what so ever and never would have again. He stared down at the useless lumps of flesh that had been his legs that were hanging at a weird angle tempted to hit them trying to get them to feel something. He didn’t though instead he once again got himself ready to try the stair climb again.
His mind wasn’t as into it now though and after a few false started and falls he decided to call it a day. He pulled his chair towards him and very carefully pulled and pushed his way up so he was sitting in it comfortably and then pulled up his legs so his feet were in the rests.
“Sakurai-san...Is everything okay?” a female physical therapist said with a smile coming over to him and Sakurai gave another growl pulling his legs up and into the chair before rolling out of the room not even giving her an answer.
It had been 8 months since the stupid accident that had ruined his life. He rolled himself into the small garden area and closed his eyes pinching his legs with as much force as he could, wishing that he could go back to that day and change it. It was something that he had wished every day since it had happened even though he knew that his wish would never be answered.
It wasn’t even like it had been a ‘cool’ accident, he had just been working late in the office like normal and when he came out he decided to use the stairs instead of the elevator, a cleaner hadn’t put up the wet floor warning sign and the next thing he knew he was falling. They said that he was lucky; if he had fallen just a little more to the right he would have broken his spinal cord above his shoulders instead and would have been quadriplegic instead. Lucky, he didn’t feel lucky. It was 8 months since he had woken up and had been told that he would never walk again and not a day went by that he wished that he hadn’t woken up at all.
His lover at the time had left him when he’d heard the news, not that Sakurai had expected him to stay, who would want a cripple as a lover? He didn’t even know when he needed to go to the toilet, it was not the life his lover had signed on for he knew that but he had...Hoped. After four weeks staring at a door that never opened he had accepted the truth he was in this alone, like he always had been. His family had disowned him when he had followed his own life instead of the one they’d wanted, he could do this alone he didn’t need some jumped up little brat of a kid with doe eyes giving him hope. He gave a sigh opening his eyes and looking around the garden looking at all of the people wandering around aimlessly clutching onto walkers or drips wondering why they bothered to carry on, or why he was.
Actually he knew why he was, it was because he was stubborn to do anything else and he was too much of a coward to end it all. With another sigh he looked down at his legs seeing his toes peeking out from behind the dull grey pyjamas. Focusing with all his might he tried to move his big toe to give it a wiggle.
“Wow, amazing!” A breathy voice said and Sakurai recognised it as the boys he turned about to bark with anger again when he realised that it wasn’t being directed at him. The boy was talking to a bunch of children that were obviously from the children’s ward, there was a huge bright smile on his face and his eyes were positively dancing as he looked at the children who were all showing him paintings that they had been working on. Sakurai grunted under his breath having to pull his eyes away from the face as he wheeled himself back into the hospital away from the stupid face.
TBC
A/N: Okay I know what you’re thinking another story...But truth is I’ve been working on this one for some time (since last year actually with Nino’s drama >.<) but have been too afraid to post it because it’s a little odd but well since I’ve been feeling depressed I thought I would...The other main pairing is OhMiya...
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: pg.
Length: Chaptered
Genre: AU
Pairings: Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Aiba Masaki hummed nonsensically as he walked through the hospital, his arms were swinging loosely at his side and he was peeking into all of the rooms that he passed. He was a rather cheerful figure for somebody that was in a hospital but he had just come from visiting his brother and had been told that the boy would be fine. Humming along with the song in his head he stopped short when he found himself looking into what looked like a gym. Curious he walked over to the door and looked around.
Inside there were dozens of people with wheelchairs, walking sticks and other aides that he didn’t even recognise. Most people were working with orderlies but the guy closest to him was working alone. Aiba’s breath caught as he stared at the man, he was beautiful, with black hair and full heart shaped lips and almond eyes that were almost glaring at the wall in front of him as he lifted himself up off of the floor onto a short blue stairs, which were set and varying heights, with just his arms his legs dragging against the floor. Sweat beaded on his face and his cheeks were slightly flushed with the effort that he was putting into it. Aiba found himself mentally willing him with his mind his heart dancing against ribs.
He was beautiful and Aiba couldn’t take his eyes away from the muscles that were rippling in his arms, he had never seen anyone so perfectly beautiful in his life. Aiba’s eyes moved over the man’s body as he lowered himself down again and then lifted his body back up each time getting more and more lift with his arms. He was panting with the effort and his eyes were wrinkled in the corners as he struggled for a minute his hands almost slipping on the bars that he was holding as he tried to lift himself up to the highest of the seats. Aiba found his hands coming up to join in front of his face like he was praying and he gasped when the man slipped tumbling back to the floor and the bottom of the stairs that he had been climbing.
He wanted to go and help him but he suspected to that his help would be unwelcome so he stayed by the door mentally chanting ‘Do your best’ as the man flexed out his arms and then started by pushing out his legs and starting from the bottom step again. He wasn’t sure how long he watched him before the man had made it to the top step but he did know that he let out a whispered cheer and fist pumped the air when the man sat on the top step. He stayed there for a while before taking a grip on the bars and slowly started to ease himself back down the steps.
“Why are you staring at me?” The man growled suddenly as he dropped down to the floor with an ‘Unph’ his buttocks hitting the mat with a slap “Well?”
“Um...Sorry...I’m sorry...” Aiba gasped coming further into the room his cheeks burning brightly with embarrassment as he dropped into a bow his hands resting on his knees.
“So you think it’s funny to watch us?” The man spat at him his eyes blazing with anger and Aiba shook his head furiously his heart going to his stomach before rising up again and almost choking him. Why would anyone think it was funny to watch them? He wondered, in his opinion they were cool doing what they were doing, he didn’t think that he could even imagine being able to do what they were.
“What no...I just...You were amazing...Um...Sorry...” He said his voice squeaking as he dropped his head again not liking the angry look that was in the beautiful man’s face. The man snarled angrily and Aiba’s heart dipped again until it was resting against his knees.
“Get out...And leave me alone” The man snapped and Aiba fled running out of the room and down the corridor almost slipping on the polished floors.
*~*~*~*~*
Sakurai Sho growled as he watched the man running off unsure who he was most angry with, himself or the boy that had been staring at him like a loved up idiot. He had seen him around the hospital for the last few days and before he was half a man the boy was someone that he would have gone after with his cute face and wide innocent eyes and smile, he would definitely gone after him and enjoyed it but now? Now what the fuck did he have to offer anyone? He was paralyzed from the waist down; he had no feeling there what so ever and never would have again. He stared down at the useless lumps of flesh that had been his legs that were hanging at a weird angle tempted to hit them trying to get them to feel something. He didn’t though instead he once again got himself ready to try the stair climb again.
His mind wasn’t as into it now though and after a few false started and falls he decided to call it a day. He pulled his chair towards him and very carefully pulled and pushed his way up so he was sitting in it comfortably and then pulled up his legs so his feet were in the rests.
“Sakurai-san...Is everything okay?” a female physical therapist said with a smile coming over to him and Sakurai gave another growl pulling his legs up and into the chair before rolling out of the room not even giving her an answer.
It had been 8 months since the stupid accident that had ruined his life. He rolled himself into the small garden area and closed his eyes pinching his legs with as much force as he could, wishing that he could go back to that day and change it. It was something that he had wished every day since it had happened even though he knew that his wish would never be answered.
It wasn’t even like it had been a ‘cool’ accident, he had just been working late in the office like normal and when he came out he decided to use the stairs instead of the elevator, a cleaner hadn’t put up the wet floor warning sign and the next thing he knew he was falling. They said that he was lucky; if he had fallen just a little more to the right he would have broken his spinal cord above his shoulders instead and would have been quadriplegic instead. Lucky, he didn’t feel lucky. It was 8 months since he had woken up and had been told that he would never walk again and not a day went by that he wished that he hadn’t woken up at all.
His lover at the time had left him when he’d heard the news, not that Sakurai had expected him to stay, who would want a cripple as a lover? He didn’t even know when he needed to go to the toilet, it was not the life his lover had signed on for he knew that but he had...Hoped. After four weeks staring at a door that never opened he had accepted the truth he was in this alone, like he always had been. His family had disowned him when he had followed his own life instead of the one they’d wanted, he could do this alone he didn’t need some jumped up little brat of a kid with doe eyes giving him hope. He gave a sigh opening his eyes and looking around the garden looking at all of the people wandering around aimlessly clutching onto walkers or drips wondering why they bothered to carry on, or why he was.
Actually he knew why he was, it was because he was stubborn to do anything else and he was too much of a coward to end it all. With another sigh he looked down at his legs seeing his toes peeking out from behind the dull grey pyjamas. Focusing with all his might he tried to move his big toe to give it a wiggle.
“Wow, amazing!” A breathy voice said and Sakurai recognised it as the boys he turned about to bark with anger again when he realised that it wasn’t being directed at him. The boy was talking to a bunch of children that were obviously from the children’s ward, there was a huge bright smile on his face and his eyes were positively dancing as he looked at the children who were all showing him paintings that they had been working on. Sakurai grunted under his breath having to pull his eyes away from the face as he wheeled himself back into the hospital away from the stupid face.
TBC
A/N: Okay I know what you’re thinking another story...But truth is I’ve been working on this one for some time (since last year actually with Nino’s drama >.<) but have been too afraid to post it because it’s a little odd but well since I’ve been feeling depressed I thought I would...The other main pairing is OhMiya...
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Date: 2013-08-30 10:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-31 09:54 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-30 11:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-31 09:55 am (UTC)Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-30 11:21 am (UTC)So Masako finds Sho beautiful and Sho the same way too.... Go for it Masaki!!! Make Sho fall for you andmake him happy!!!!!
Thanks for your hard work and waiting for more!!!!!^3^
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Date: 2013-08-31 09:57 am (UTC)yep Aiba's not one to see an illness or disability ne, :DDD He would make Sho really happy :D
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-30 12:32 pm (UTC)this seems so interesting...
his accident wasn't even a ‘cool’ accident~ lol poor Sho... He needs some Masaki brightness in his life
I'm looking fordward for the next :D
btw... Ohmiya!... yay for that
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Date: 2013-08-31 09:58 am (UTC)lol, he really can't catch a break ne >.<
Masaki would really brighten up his whole life if he let him ne :D
OhMiya soon I promise :D
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-30 03:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-31 09:59 am (UTC)>.< its hard for him ne, but Aiba won't give up!
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-30 04:55 pm (UTC)I'd like to Know more about it and Ohmiya 'course XP, I'll wait for the next chapter thank you for sharing!
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Date: 2013-08-31 10:00 am (UTC):DD OhMiya soon I promise :D
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-31 04:02 am (UTC)I am looking forward for what will happen next!
I'm also wanna know what kind of characters you'll make Ohmiya into~
Thanks for writing and sharing, dear~ ^____^
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Date: 2013-08-31 10:01 am (UTC):DD OhMIya will be here soon :D
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-31 05:18 am (UTC)oh dear, why are you feeling depressed? :'(. I hope you'll feel better soon *hugs*
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Date: 2013-08-31 09:53 am (UTC)Thank-you *hugs back* I just found out that my youngest brother could be very sick, his immune system isn't working properly so he's got to have blood tests for all manner of scary things >.< I'll feel better when he's got his results and I know what it is.:)
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-31 10:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-31 10:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-31 10:22 am (UTC)Let's pray for the best for your brother ne...
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Date: 2013-08-31 10:30 am (UTC)Thank-you :D
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Date: 2013-08-31 06:25 am (UTC)Will catch up on your other stories soon.:D
Hugs to you my friend.<3
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Date: 2013-08-31 10:03 am (UTC)Hehe cheesy title :D
I hope you'll enjoy them :D
Hugs back, take care :D
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-31 11:37 am (UTC)Can't wait for Sho to start allowing my "Polyana in jumpers" to give him some light back in his life!
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Date: 2013-08-31 10:03 pm (UTC)I'm relieved, at first, I thought that the end of that chapter was after Aiba part, I just hadn't noticed right away that the little lines wasn't there to mark the end of the chapter but rather a change of point of view. ^^
Well, it's interesting. I saw Nino's drama where he was in a wheelchair but except that, I don't see any other similar points between that drama and the story for the moment. However... it's a little ridiculous for Sho... sorry Sho-kun, I laugh a little when I read how you became cripple... it was silly ! ^^""
Aiba-kun was a bit too straightforward and clumsy with Sho, for nom, he should think more before talking to him in order to not hurt him without wanting it.
I'm going to read the next, then, I will go to bed. :)
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Date: 2013-09-03 04:31 pm (UTC)thank you and i hope you feel better now.
take care <3