Lord Ohno's Home part 12
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krystalkatzficz Nino watched trying not to shiver as Ohno made long steady strokes with his hand. As promised he was naked laid against the pillows with his legs rises and parted into a v his own penis was soft. Every now and then he felt an urge and a tingle but otherwise there was nothing. He wanted to reach out and take his loves hot flesh into his hand and but every time he tried to lift his hand it would shake and fear would fill his heart. Instead he lay back and kept his eyes on his face listening to the husky breaths and the sweet calls of his name that tumbled, thick and fast, out of his lords lips. It sounded beautiful to his ears and his cheeks flushed red as he let out a few encouraging moans of his own doing his best to look as appealing as possible by stroking his thighs and then down to his hole. He refused to touch it but just by parting the cheeks a little further it excited his lord enough that his hands was moving, what seemed to be painfully fast, on his penis and pearls of pre-ejaculate spurted free from the tip.
With an almost agonised grunt The Lord came spurting his hot ejaculate over Nino's balls thighs and limp penis. His body twitched and trembled and his breathing was frantic. The sight caused Nino’s insides to clench painfully and then shudder as he had a dry orgasm without even being aroused. Ohno fell forward managing to angle his body so that he hit the bed and didn’t collapse onto top of him and Nino missed the weight of his body and the feel of the wet skin against him but more than anything he hated himself, even after his lord had told him that it was okay he hated that he couldn’t just allow him inside his body.
“Kazunari...” Ohno whispered reaching over and tugging him so he was half over his body their sweat slicked bodies pressing tightly together. Nino felt the tears in his eyes and as much as he willed them away he could not “I am sorry I should not have done that...”
“No my lord...It is not that...” Nino whispered honestly, the sight of his lover so aroused over him pleased him more than he could ever admit. He wiped his eyes, though more tears just came to replace them, and tried to look at Ohno to let him know that it was the truth.
“Then tell me, tell me what it is so that I can make it better...” Ohno whispered his breath trickling over Nino’s face in a way that made him shiver as the words made the tears come fast again.
“I feel as if I am taunting you...Showing you what is yours by right but not allowing you to have it...” Nino sobbed burying his face into the warm sweaty neck as Ohno hands held him stroking up and down the nobly bones on his spine. “I hate my own weakness...”
“My love this is not a weakness...Not on your part...You would not know what it means to be weak...You are one of the most courageous men I know...” Ohno told him and Nino felt the words repairing his aching heart healing and soothing the wound. He fell silent his sobs stopping as he closed his eyes stroking the moist skin with his thumb and fingertips. When he had calmed down again he managed to look up into the peaceful sleepy face of his lord and brought their mouths together in a light kiss. It lasted just long enough for them to share heat and then he pulled away resuming his position tucked into his chest his fingers moving over the scars that they found.
“...Satoshi...I spoke with Jun today...About my father and mother...” He whispered and smiled when he felt his lord arms come around him holding him gently “It was a happy memory my love of my birthday...My fifth birthday...I felt so special that day my father took me into town I was able to spend the whole day just me and him...We visited the temple where our brother Sho lived...Though he just handed over money and gifts from my mother...”
“It sounds as though it was a wonderful day my love, I am glad that you remember it...” Ohno told him and Nino nodded with a smile before frowning a little and saying hesitantly,
“That is the thing, until Jun asked I did not remember it...But the moment I started telling the story the memory came so quickly and clear...And it wasn’t until later that I remembered that only four months later while celebrating Jun’s birthday...They...” he broke off gasping for air and Ohno stiffened against him
“I am sorry, Kazunari...” he told him mournfully and Nino held onto him tightly as he felt his lover pulling away out of his grip
“As am I...I forget your involvement in that day I did not mean to bring up painful memories for you my love...” he said kissing the skin and tasting the sweat which had already started to dry now.
“The memories are just as harsh for you...More so even...You should be free to talk about them...I will listen to all you have to say...I promise...” Ohno said his voice sounding just slightly shaky and Nino nodded
“If you will share the memories you have of my mother...I still regret not knowing her...the life she lived and survived and the person she was...All that she went through and she was the way she was...I find that amazing my love...” Nino said softly squeezing his eyes tightly and trying to conjure a clear image of his mother but failing, all he could see was a hazy outline of soft smiling face and a voice that rang out as she laughed.
“You should not feel too badly about that...You father sounds like he was a noble man and worthy of your dedication...When we are children we always believe that our loved ones are always going to be there, it does not seem important to spend time with them...” Ohno said and Nino knew that he was speaking about his mother, Nino knew that he would be happy to never remember his father again “If you had spent more time with your mother you would have lost time with your father and you would have regretted that too...As I told you before I will tell you all I remember of your mother...”
“And your own...I would have loved to have known her...” Nino told him and Ohno chuckled kissing the top of his head his hands moving up and down his spine again.
“She would have loved you...She could not have been described as even a pretty woman...Simple country features...Board in the shoulders but slim enough...Her personality though made her beautiful...” Ohno whispered his voice sounding dreamy as he spoke and Nino knew that his lord was lost in his memories. “I too have forgotten many things about her...But her smell the feel of her hands on my face...Those things I remember...I remember the way we laughed as we made up the strangest names we could for the fish in the pond...There were only four but we went through many unique names...”
“Like you did today?” Nino asked thinking of the scene in the garden with Satoru and Ohno’s face shone like a beacon as he smiled.
“Yes...That is why the memory is so clear...Not once did I imagine sharing that moment with my child...” He whispered sounding choked that he actually had been able to and Nino kissed his lips quickly saying
“You are more like your mother than your father my love...”
“I hope so...My father didn’t even allow the fish to live after she died...He just pulled the pond apart and I saw the fish flapping on the ground and I remember thinking that it was like I was losing my mother again...It was silly...They were only fish...” Ohno mumbled his cheeks flushing a little at the memory and Nino felt a pang of anger.
“It is not silly, my love...The fish were an important moment for you...Of course it would hurt for you to see them die...”
“They did not die...Almost...My father certainly thought that they were dead but Matsumoto saved them...He placed them in a bucket and carried them to another pond...” Ohno said and Nino was very tempted to hug the old man when he next saw him. “Tell me about your parents...”
“Today I remembered that I once told him them that one day I would marry a man like my papa...I have told you that I idolised him...” Nino admitted with a giggle and Ohno looked at him his lips curved into a smile
“Yes...They were not shocked by this statement?” he asked and Nino shrugged thoughtfully
“Papa laughed and Mama...tried to explain...But papa waved her to be silent and said that if that was my path he hoped I would be happy...” he murmured and was surprised when Ohno stiffened against him again saying in a quiet voice
“And yet you ended up with me...”
“Yes...A man that I idolise more than I ever could my father but who I told Jun to look at as an example of our father...You and he are much alike...He would have liked you very much my love...” Nino grinned kissing him again this time allowing it to deepen his hands clinging to his lords shoulders. They kissed for a while before he needed to pull back his heart racing against his ribs. “I am sorry...” he whispered but Ohno shook his head stroking his face “My lord...I know that we have just dismissed the stone mason but...There is something that I wish to ask...”
“You wish to build a monument to our parents?” Ohno smiled reading the thought in his eyes and Nino nodded gulping before he answered,
“Yes my lord...And Saito...”
TBC
A/N: I really hope this is okay...
With an almost agonised grunt The Lord came spurting his hot ejaculate over Nino's balls thighs and limp penis. His body twitched and trembled and his breathing was frantic. The sight caused Nino’s insides to clench painfully and then shudder as he had a dry orgasm without even being aroused. Ohno fell forward managing to angle his body so that he hit the bed and didn’t collapse onto top of him and Nino missed the weight of his body and the feel of the wet skin against him but more than anything he hated himself, even after his lord had told him that it was okay he hated that he couldn’t just allow him inside his body.
“Kazunari...” Ohno whispered reaching over and tugging him so he was half over his body their sweat slicked bodies pressing tightly together. Nino felt the tears in his eyes and as much as he willed them away he could not “I am sorry I should not have done that...”
“No my lord...It is not that...” Nino whispered honestly, the sight of his lover so aroused over him pleased him more than he could ever admit. He wiped his eyes, though more tears just came to replace them, and tried to look at Ohno to let him know that it was the truth.
“Then tell me, tell me what it is so that I can make it better...” Ohno whispered his breath trickling over Nino’s face in a way that made him shiver as the words made the tears come fast again.
“I feel as if I am taunting you...Showing you what is yours by right but not allowing you to have it...” Nino sobbed burying his face into the warm sweaty neck as Ohno hands held him stroking up and down the nobly bones on his spine. “I hate my own weakness...”
“My love this is not a weakness...Not on your part...You would not know what it means to be weak...You are one of the most courageous men I know...” Ohno told him and Nino felt the words repairing his aching heart healing and soothing the wound. He fell silent his sobs stopping as he closed his eyes stroking the moist skin with his thumb and fingertips. When he had calmed down again he managed to look up into the peaceful sleepy face of his lord and brought their mouths together in a light kiss. It lasted just long enough for them to share heat and then he pulled away resuming his position tucked into his chest his fingers moving over the scars that they found.
“...Satoshi...I spoke with Jun today...About my father and mother...” He whispered and smiled when he felt his lord arms come around him holding him gently “It was a happy memory my love of my birthday...My fifth birthday...I felt so special that day my father took me into town I was able to spend the whole day just me and him...We visited the temple where our brother Sho lived...Though he just handed over money and gifts from my mother...”
“It sounds as though it was a wonderful day my love, I am glad that you remember it...” Ohno told him and Nino nodded with a smile before frowning a little and saying hesitantly,
“That is the thing, until Jun asked I did not remember it...But the moment I started telling the story the memory came so quickly and clear...And it wasn’t until later that I remembered that only four months later while celebrating Jun’s birthday...They...” he broke off gasping for air and Ohno stiffened against him
“I am sorry, Kazunari...” he told him mournfully and Nino held onto him tightly as he felt his lover pulling away out of his grip
“As am I...I forget your involvement in that day I did not mean to bring up painful memories for you my love...” he said kissing the skin and tasting the sweat which had already started to dry now.
“The memories are just as harsh for you...More so even...You should be free to talk about them...I will listen to all you have to say...I promise...” Ohno said his voice sounding just slightly shaky and Nino nodded
“If you will share the memories you have of my mother...I still regret not knowing her...the life she lived and survived and the person she was...All that she went through and she was the way she was...I find that amazing my love...” Nino said softly squeezing his eyes tightly and trying to conjure a clear image of his mother but failing, all he could see was a hazy outline of soft smiling face and a voice that rang out as she laughed.
“You should not feel too badly about that...You father sounds like he was a noble man and worthy of your dedication...When we are children we always believe that our loved ones are always going to be there, it does not seem important to spend time with them...” Ohno said and Nino knew that he was speaking about his mother, Nino knew that he would be happy to never remember his father again “If you had spent more time with your mother you would have lost time with your father and you would have regretted that too...As I told you before I will tell you all I remember of your mother...”
“And your own...I would have loved to have known her...” Nino told him and Ohno chuckled kissing the top of his head his hands moving up and down his spine again.
“She would have loved you...She could not have been described as even a pretty woman...Simple country features...Board in the shoulders but slim enough...Her personality though made her beautiful...” Ohno whispered his voice sounding dreamy as he spoke and Nino knew that his lord was lost in his memories. “I too have forgotten many things about her...But her smell the feel of her hands on my face...Those things I remember...I remember the way we laughed as we made up the strangest names we could for the fish in the pond...There were only four but we went through many unique names...”
“Like you did today?” Nino asked thinking of the scene in the garden with Satoru and Ohno’s face shone like a beacon as he smiled.
“Yes...That is why the memory is so clear...Not once did I imagine sharing that moment with my child...” He whispered sounding choked that he actually had been able to and Nino kissed his lips quickly saying
“You are more like your mother than your father my love...”
“I hope so...My father didn’t even allow the fish to live after she died...He just pulled the pond apart and I saw the fish flapping on the ground and I remember thinking that it was like I was losing my mother again...It was silly...They were only fish...” Ohno mumbled his cheeks flushing a little at the memory and Nino felt a pang of anger.
“It is not silly, my love...The fish were an important moment for you...Of course it would hurt for you to see them die...”
“They did not die...Almost...My father certainly thought that they were dead but Matsumoto saved them...He placed them in a bucket and carried them to another pond...” Ohno said and Nino was very tempted to hug the old man when he next saw him. “Tell me about your parents...”
“Today I remembered that I once told him them that one day I would marry a man like my papa...I have told you that I idolised him...” Nino admitted with a giggle and Ohno looked at him his lips curved into a smile
“Yes...They were not shocked by this statement?” he asked and Nino shrugged thoughtfully
“Papa laughed and Mama...tried to explain...But papa waved her to be silent and said that if that was my path he hoped I would be happy...” he murmured and was surprised when Ohno stiffened against him again saying in a quiet voice
“And yet you ended up with me...”
“Yes...A man that I idolise more than I ever could my father but who I told Jun to look at as an example of our father...You and he are much alike...He would have liked you very much my love...” Nino grinned kissing him again this time allowing it to deepen his hands clinging to his lords shoulders. They kissed for a while before he needed to pull back his heart racing against his ribs. “I am sorry...” he whispered but Ohno shook his head stroking his face “My lord...I know that we have just dismissed the stone mason but...There is something that I wish to ask...”
“You wish to build a monument to our parents?” Ohno smiled reading the thought in his eyes and Nino nodded gulping before he answered,
“Yes my lord...And Saito...”
TBC
A/N: I really hope this is okay...
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Date: 2013-08-09 03:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-10 09:45 am (UTC)Lol, yep Matsumoto did a good thing :D
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-09 03:59 pm (UTC)I love their talk about their family. I especially love when Ohno said he didn't believe that he could named the fish with Satoru ^^
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Date: 2013-08-10 09:47 am (UTC)Ohno's doing a lot of things that he never though possible
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-09 08:38 pm (UTC)So cute that they tell stories about their families...
And what about the last sentence??? A monumet for his fathers and for Saito?????? eing???
Thanks for your hard work and waiting for more!!!^^
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Date: 2013-08-10 09:49 am (UTC):D They have some good memories of their families ne xD
>.< yep he's doing it for Fuwa :D
Thanks for reading ^.^
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Date: 2013-08-10 01:11 am (UTC)Ohmiya in this chapter is so sweet but sad T.T
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Date: 2013-08-10 09:52 am (UTC)He really cares about Fuwa ne, and it would be a good thing for him to be able to see and realise that Saito is died :D
they're getting there slowly though :D
Thanks for reading ^.^