Coming Out
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krystalkatzficzTitle: Coming Out
Author: krystalkatz
rating: G
Length: One Shot
Genre: Au, Jun is older
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari,
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
“So you don’t want me to come?” Matsumoto Jun asked watching as his lover of six months darted around their bedroom stuffing items of clothing into a bag and swearing every his toes hit an item of furniture. Ninomiya Kazunari, otherwise known as Nino, stopped his hands gripping a pale blue t-shirt his cute bright pink tongue brushing nervously over his lips. There was panic in his eyes and a faint film of perspiration coating his forehead as he looked at him and Jun realised that he had seen that look before; it was in his own face almost ten years ago when he had been trying to work out how he was going to come out to his own family. Nino was still young, only just out of college he guessed that he hadn’t had that talk with his parents yet and he doubted that he was ready to do it with his former professor at his side
“It’s not that I don’t want you to come...I do but...They...My family I mean they don’t know that I’m...Well you know...” Nino mumbled helplessly twisting the t-shirt in his hands until it was an unidentifiable rag and then he dropped it with a loud whine.
“As gay as a pansy..?” Jun supplied helpfully feeling sorry for his younger lover but at the same time knowing that he couldn’t sugar coat it. The world was slowly moving forward but it wasn’t fast enough and Japan was still one of the furthest behind in terms of acceptance he thought rubbing his chin feeling the night’s worth of stubble that had collected.
“Yeah that...The last they heard I was going out with this chick from the IT department...” Nino sighed crouching down and pulling at his hair as he let out a breath looking completely miserable. Jun pushed the sheet away and scrambled out of the bed, his feet made no sound on the thick carpet and Nino jolted when he reached out and touched his shoulder “Sorry...”
“Don’t worry about out...I understand, it’s your sister’s wedding day the last thing you want to do is upstage her and the groom by taking me...” Jun joked sitting down behind him and wrapping his arms around the small frame rubbing his slightly gristly chin against the smooth shoulder. Nino let out a bark of laughter
“Oh you really think you’re that good do you?”
“Nope but I know we are...I don’t just take any of my students to bed you know...Only the good looking ones...” The teacher said with amusement, he had never taken a single student to bed he’d waited until Nino graduated to do that “You know that together we’d upstage all of the couples there...”
“I want you to go...I mean I want to tell them...I want to tell them everything...Specially about you...Since we’re living together and all but...Damn it...How quickly can you pack professor?” Nino asked as he turned around on his bottom and kissed his cheek his arms wrapping around his neck.
“Are you sure?” Jun asked his nose pressing into the area where Nino’s neck met his shoulder breathing in the warm soapy scent of his skin glad when Nino nodded
“Yeah...Why not...They’re gonna have to know sooner or later ne?” He answered and Jun squeezed him tightly. He had met the Ninomiya’s a few times at the various events the college had put on and he didn’t think that they seemed to be the type that would be judgemental about their son being gay but there might still be tension over him being a teacher “’Cause we’re going to be together for a long time ne?”
“Hmmm...Well...You do have the finest arse I’ve seen in a while...” Jun teased going to grip at said arse squeezing the soft but firm peaks between his fingers. “And well there’s the whole fact that I love you...”
“I love you too sensei...” Nino half moaned as he took Jun’s bottom lip between his teeth and nibbled at it for a while before sucking on it slowly. Jun attempted to deepen the kiss but Nino let out a shout jumping away from him and getting to his feet. “No time for that! We’ve got to get going...”
The professor rolled his eyes but got to his feet and then hurried around correcting the things that his lover was trying to stick into a second bag.
*~*~*
“Eee...Why am I doing this...?” Nino whined suddenly slowing the car and pulling into a layby his hands trembling as they gripped the steering wheel tightly. His hands had been shaking for a while now and he knew that he was close to hyperventilating. Sweat was running down his body in rivers and he knew that he was going to have to change when he got to his parent’s house because the clean shirt that he had just put on was now looked like a dish cloth that had just been used. “They are going to hate me and this is going to ruin nee-chan’s wedding day...”
“They are not going to hate you and your sister is going to be too focused on her wedding to care...” Jun said smoothly from the passenger seat quickly continuing when Nino was about to speak again “This is the most important day of her life...Trust me, she isn’t going to care about who her little brother is with...”
“Wanna bet?” Nino groaned pressing his forehead down onto the steering wheel jumping when the horn blew “Ouch...Can’t we just turn back?”
“We could...But I would withhold sex for a month...” Jun said and Nino knew that his mouth dropped open in shock. He felt his jaw click as he turned around to stare into the honest face of his lover. “You can do this, you’re ready for it...And you’ll only hate yourself if you turn back now...If...And only IF it all goes wrong and you really think that they hate you...We can go straight home and I promise that you will never have to see them again okay?”
“...Would...You really withhold sex?” Nino asked tilting his head to one side and peering at him through his eyelashes. Jun had a very potent sex drive, just like he did but bafflingly he always seemed to be able to last longer than he did without sex and he half knew that his lover would keep to his word. Sure enough Jun gave a determined nod flashing a smile to soften the next words out of his mouth, it didn’t work much.
“I wouldn’t like it but yes I would...”
“You’re a bastard...” Nino growled squeezing the leather of the steering wheel again and then hissed starting up the car and pulling back out onto the road, ignoring it when Jun’s hand found its way to his thigh and he started stroking gently
“Good boy...” the teacher breathed causing him to click his tongue against his teeth and focus even more intently on the road.
Normally the length of drive they had left was nowhere near long enough for Nino to calm down but the gentle caressing hand was helping more than he would have thought possible and he was even able to smile as he parked the car as near to the house as he possibly could.
“Come on then Sensei...” He sighed pinching the bridge of his nose looking up at the house, the wooden frames of the windows and door were gleaming and Nino knew that it must have only recently been done in honour of the wedding. His heart was thumping loudly and his stomach was churning and swirling but he pushed it away focusing on the warmth of the hand and the gentle pressure the fingers were giving him allowing him to soak up as much courage as he could. Taking a deep breath he opened the door and with another he managed to swing his legs around and finally with a third he was all the way out of the car. Jun had no difficulty quickly getting out of the car and brushing imaginary lint from his clothes before smoothing out his hair and giving him a warm smile. Nino returned it and then coughed locking up the car and then starting on his merry way heading over to his lover.
They walked the short distance to the house side by side and then, as they walked up the crazy paved path, Jun reached out and held his, his ready to start making stroking motions on the palm. They could hear the sounds of a loud group of family talking and laugh through the walls and Jun squeezed his hand reassuringly a comforting smile fixed on his lips. Nino took yet another deep breath and pushed open the door surprised when it was suddenly whipped open, making the noise louder than ever, and his mum was standing there her face lit up as she smiled
“Kazu...You’ve made it...” She said pulling him into a hug and kissing his cheek “Welcome home”
“I’m back...Mum...Listen before we go in there’s something I need to tell you and dad...” Nino added seeing his father coming up to them looking just as happy as his wife. His dad frowned for a minute and then stepped out his hand on his wife’s back a questioning look in his eyes as the flickered to Jun.
“Is everything okay, son?” He asked closing the door once again drowning out some of the noise
“Everything’s fine...Well for me...I...Um...I’m kinda...G-...Um...Eh...I’m gay and this is my boyfriend...” Nino stammered before finally saying it all in a rush his cheeks going bright red holding Jun’s hand so tightly that he had to be breaking it.
“I...See...So does your boyfriend have a name? Or should we just call him boyfriend?” He dad asked in a completely calm and neutral sounding voice grinning at Jun
“Huh what...”
“I remember you...You were his teacher in college, Matsumoto Jun-sensei ne?” He mum beamed giggling a little “Wow Kazu you’ve got a teacher!”
“Mum...Dad...You’re not...Bothered?” Nino asked trying to work out how they were both being so calm about this. His dad dropped the grin placing his hands on his shoulders he asked seriously,
“Have you killed anyone?”
“No” Nino answered automatically “But what does that...”
“Have you slept with a child?” His mum asked over riding what he was trying to say and Nino glared at her feeling appalled
“No!”
“Have you robbed from an elderly person?” His dad asked smoothly his eyes searching his face and Nino shook his head
“No!”
“Are you in love?” His mum asked with another giggle and this time even Jun nodded as Nino answered
“Yes...”
“Are you happy?” His dad asked the grin forming on his lips again and his eyes twinkling brightly. Nino nodded gripping Jun’s hand and interlocking their fingers
“Yes...Very”
“Then why should we be bothered?” His dad asked still grinning happily “You’re my son, Kazu...all I’ve...We’ve ever wanted is for you to be happy...So come inside and take that worried look off your face...Your sister is getting mar...”
Nino didn’t allow his father any more time to finish his sentence because he threw himself at him hugging him tightly and crying onto his shoulder
“Thank-you...Thank-you so much...”
“Kazu...This is something you will never have to thank me for...I’m your dad and I love you...You make me proud every day...” The older Ninomiya said hugging him back his hands burying into his sons hair while Jun watched them with a happy smile on his face. It was 5 minutes before Nino was able to pull himself away and then he only threw himself at his mum hugging her just as tight.
“Well then Jun-kun...I guess we should introduce you to the family then?”
“Yes thank-you, it is an honour to meet you properly...” Jun answered and then all four of them entered the busy house.
“This is my son and his boyfriend Jun, if anyone has a problem with them they can get out...” the older Ninomiya male said looking at the assembled crowd. Nino was blushing scarlet looking down at his feet unnerved by the silence that had been created around them and then was surprised when his sister screeched
“I knew it!” And bounded over to them, her arms wrapped around them both and she hugged them tightly pressing her ruby coloured lips on both of their cheeks “Congratulations little brother...”
“You too Nee-chan” Nino replied glancing over at Jun and seeing the ‘I told you so’ smile on his face. He rolled his eyes as the din of the crowd started up again as if there had been no interruption. Nino tucked himself into his former teacher’s side and nuzzled him a little whispering a muffled “Thank-you, I guess you were right...”
“I normally am...” Jun replied smugly kissing the top of his head his hand moving up and down his back before taking his hand and saying “Come on...We should mingle...”
“Definitely...” Nino agreed calmer than he had been for a while unable to understand how he had been so worried, his family wasn’t perfect but they were still his family after all and now, this way Jun was a part of that too.
*~*~* The End*~*~*
A/N: So painfully cheesy and corny...But I hoped you liked it none the less ^_^ Happy Independence Day to those that celebrate it xD
Author: krystalkatz
rating: G
Length: One Shot
Genre: Au, Jun is older
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari,
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
“So you don’t want me to come?” Matsumoto Jun asked watching as his lover of six months darted around their bedroom stuffing items of clothing into a bag and swearing every his toes hit an item of furniture. Ninomiya Kazunari, otherwise known as Nino, stopped his hands gripping a pale blue t-shirt his cute bright pink tongue brushing nervously over his lips. There was panic in his eyes and a faint film of perspiration coating his forehead as he looked at him and Jun realised that he had seen that look before; it was in his own face almost ten years ago when he had been trying to work out how he was going to come out to his own family. Nino was still young, only just out of college he guessed that he hadn’t had that talk with his parents yet and he doubted that he was ready to do it with his former professor at his side
“It’s not that I don’t want you to come...I do but...They...My family I mean they don’t know that I’m...Well you know...” Nino mumbled helplessly twisting the t-shirt in his hands until it was an unidentifiable rag and then he dropped it with a loud whine.
“As gay as a pansy..?” Jun supplied helpfully feeling sorry for his younger lover but at the same time knowing that he couldn’t sugar coat it. The world was slowly moving forward but it wasn’t fast enough and Japan was still one of the furthest behind in terms of acceptance he thought rubbing his chin feeling the night’s worth of stubble that had collected.
“Yeah that...The last they heard I was going out with this chick from the IT department...” Nino sighed crouching down and pulling at his hair as he let out a breath looking completely miserable. Jun pushed the sheet away and scrambled out of the bed, his feet made no sound on the thick carpet and Nino jolted when he reached out and touched his shoulder “Sorry...”
“Don’t worry about out...I understand, it’s your sister’s wedding day the last thing you want to do is upstage her and the groom by taking me...” Jun joked sitting down behind him and wrapping his arms around the small frame rubbing his slightly gristly chin against the smooth shoulder. Nino let out a bark of laughter
“Oh you really think you’re that good do you?”
“Nope but I know we are...I don’t just take any of my students to bed you know...Only the good looking ones...” The teacher said with amusement, he had never taken a single student to bed he’d waited until Nino graduated to do that “You know that together we’d upstage all of the couples there...”
“I want you to go...I mean I want to tell them...I want to tell them everything...Specially about you...Since we’re living together and all but...Damn it...How quickly can you pack professor?” Nino asked as he turned around on his bottom and kissed his cheek his arms wrapping around his neck.
“Are you sure?” Jun asked his nose pressing into the area where Nino’s neck met his shoulder breathing in the warm soapy scent of his skin glad when Nino nodded
“Yeah...Why not...They’re gonna have to know sooner or later ne?” He answered and Jun squeezed him tightly. He had met the Ninomiya’s a few times at the various events the college had put on and he didn’t think that they seemed to be the type that would be judgemental about their son being gay but there might still be tension over him being a teacher “’Cause we’re going to be together for a long time ne?”
“Hmmm...Well...You do have the finest arse I’ve seen in a while...” Jun teased going to grip at said arse squeezing the soft but firm peaks between his fingers. “And well there’s the whole fact that I love you...”
“I love you too sensei...” Nino half moaned as he took Jun’s bottom lip between his teeth and nibbled at it for a while before sucking on it slowly. Jun attempted to deepen the kiss but Nino let out a shout jumping away from him and getting to his feet. “No time for that! We’ve got to get going...”
The professor rolled his eyes but got to his feet and then hurried around correcting the things that his lover was trying to stick into a second bag.
*~*~*
“Eee...Why am I doing this...?” Nino whined suddenly slowing the car and pulling into a layby his hands trembling as they gripped the steering wheel tightly. His hands had been shaking for a while now and he knew that he was close to hyperventilating. Sweat was running down his body in rivers and he knew that he was going to have to change when he got to his parent’s house because the clean shirt that he had just put on was now looked like a dish cloth that had just been used. “They are going to hate me and this is going to ruin nee-chan’s wedding day...”
“They are not going to hate you and your sister is going to be too focused on her wedding to care...” Jun said smoothly from the passenger seat quickly continuing when Nino was about to speak again “This is the most important day of her life...Trust me, she isn’t going to care about who her little brother is with...”
“Wanna bet?” Nino groaned pressing his forehead down onto the steering wheel jumping when the horn blew “Ouch...Can’t we just turn back?”
“We could...But I would withhold sex for a month...” Jun said and Nino knew that his mouth dropped open in shock. He felt his jaw click as he turned around to stare into the honest face of his lover. “You can do this, you’re ready for it...And you’ll only hate yourself if you turn back now...If...And only IF it all goes wrong and you really think that they hate you...We can go straight home and I promise that you will never have to see them again okay?”
“...Would...You really withhold sex?” Nino asked tilting his head to one side and peering at him through his eyelashes. Jun had a very potent sex drive, just like he did but bafflingly he always seemed to be able to last longer than he did without sex and he half knew that his lover would keep to his word. Sure enough Jun gave a determined nod flashing a smile to soften the next words out of his mouth, it didn’t work much.
“I wouldn’t like it but yes I would...”
“You’re a bastard...” Nino growled squeezing the leather of the steering wheel again and then hissed starting up the car and pulling back out onto the road, ignoring it when Jun’s hand found its way to his thigh and he started stroking gently
“Good boy...” the teacher breathed causing him to click his tongue against his teeth and focus even more intently on the road.
Normally the length of drive they had left was nowhere near long enough for Nino to calm down but the gentle caressing hand was helping more than he would have thought possible and he was even able to smile as he parked the car as near to the house as he possibly could.
“Come on then Sensei...” He sighed pinching the bridge of his nose looking up at the house, the wooden frames of the windows and door were gleaming and Nino knew that it must have only recently been done in honour of the wedding. His heart was thumping loudly and his stomach was churning and swirling but he pushed it away focusing on the warmth of the hand and the gentle pressure the fingers were giving him allowing him to soak up as much courage as he could. Taking a deep breath he opened the door and with another he managed to swing his legs around and finally with a third he was all the way out of the car. Jun had no difficulty quickly getting out of the car and brushing imaginary lint from his clothes before smoothing out his hair and giving him a warm smile. Nino returned it and then coughed locking up the car and then starting on his merry way heading over to his lover.
They walked the short distance to the house side by side and then, as they walked up the crazy paved path, Jun reached out and held his, his ready to start making stroking motions on the palm. They could hear the sounds of a loud group of family talking and laugh through the walls and Jun squeezed his hand reassuringly a comforting smile fixed on his lips. Nino took yet another deep breath and pushed open the door surprised when it was suddenly whipped open, making the noise louder than ever, and his mum was standing there her face lit up as she smiled
“Kazu...You’ve made it...” She said pulling him into a hug and kissing his cheek “Welcome home”
“I’m back...Mum...Listen before we go in there’s something I need to tell you and dad...” Nino added seeing his father coming up to them looking just as happy as his wife. His dad frowned for a minute and then stepped out his hand on his wife’s back a questioning look in his eyes as the flickered to Jun.
“Is everything okay, son?” He asked closing the door once again drowning out some of the noise
“Everything’s fine...Well for me...I...Um...I’m kinda...G-...Um...Eh...I’m gay and this is my boyfriend...” Nino stammered before finally saying it all in a rush his cheeks going bright red holding Jun’s hand so tightly that he had to be breaking it.
“I...See...So does your boyfriend have a name? Or should we just call him boyfriend?” He dad asked in a completely calm and neutral sounding voice grinning at Jun
“Huh what...”
“I remember you...You were his teacher in college, Matsumoto Jun-sensei ne?” He mum beamed giggling a little “Wow Kazu you’ve got a teacher!”
“Mum...Dad...You’re not...Bothered?” Nino asked trying to work out how they were both being so calm about this. His dad dropped the grin placing his hands on his shoulders he asked seriously,
“Have you killed anyone?”
“No” Nino answered automatically “But what does that...”
“Have you slept with a child?” His mum asked over riding what he was trying to say and Nino glared at her feeling appalled
“No!”
“Have you robbed from an elderly person?” His dad asked smoothly his eyes searching his face and Nino shook his head
“No!”
“Are you in love?” His mum asked with another giggle and this time even Jun nodded as Nino answered
“Yes...”
“Are you happy?” His dad asked the grin forming on his lips again and his eyes twinkling brightly. Nino nodded gripping Jun’s hand and interlocking their fingers
“Yes...Very”
“Then why should we be bothered?” His dad asked still grinning happily “You’re my son, Kazu...all I’ve...We’ve ever wanted is for you to be happy...So come inside and take that worried look off your face...Your sister is getting mar...”
Nino didn’t allow his father any more time to finish his sentence because he threw himself at him hugging him tightly and crying onto his shoulder
“Thank-you...Thank-you so much...”
“Kazu...This is something you will never have to thank me for...I’m your dad and I love you...You make me proud every day...” The older Ninomiya said hugging him back his hands burying into his sons hair while Jun watched them with a happy smile on his face. It was 5 minutes before Nino was able to pull himself away and then he only threw himself at his mum hugging her just as tight.
“Well then Jun-kun...I guess we should introduce you to the family then?”
“Yes thank-you, it is an honour to meet you properly...” Jun answered and then all four of them entered the busy house.
“This is my son and his boyfriend Jun, if anyone has a problem with them they can get out...” the older Ninomiya male said looking at the assembled crowd. Nino was blushing scarlet looking down at his feet unnerved by the silence that had been created around them and then was surprised when his sister screeched
“I knew it!” And bounded over to them, her arms wrapped around them both and she hugged them tightly pressing her ruby coloured lips on both of their cheeks “Congratulations little brother...”
“You too Nee-chan” Nino replied glancing over at Jun and seeing the ‘I told you so’ smile on his face. He rolled his eyes as the din of the crowd started up again as if there had been no interruption. Nino tucked himself into his former teacher’s side and nuzzled him a little whispering a muffled “Thank-you, I guess you were right...”
“I normally am...” Jun replied smugly kissing the top of his head his hand moving up and down his back before taking his hand and saying “Come on...We should mingle...”
“Definitely...” Nino agreed calmer than he had been for a while unable to understand how he had been so worried, his family wasn’t perfect but they were still his family after all and now, this way Jun was a part of that too.
*~*~* The End*~*~*
A/N: So painfully cheesy and corny...But I hoped you liked it none the less ^_^ Happy Independence Day to those that celebrate it xD
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Date: 2013-07-04 04:10 pm (UTC)“We could...But I would withhold sex for a month...” Jun said and Nino knew that his mouth dropped open in shock. ----> some serious threat that is XD. It sounds like "you'll get no allowance this month" threat coming from the parents XDDD.
Phew, good for Nino! It's nice to have understanding family like that ne :D
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Date: 2013-07-06 06:47 am (UTC)Nino's dad and mum and sister are really sweet <3
I love when Nino's parents ask questions and then the last question is "are you in love?" Kuuu~~ <333
Love this! Thanks for sharing!
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