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Hello my dears, I come with an update on Aiba-chan and a little rant mostly for myself >.<
Aiba is getting better a little, he seems more like his old self again, purring, cuddling, and playing but sadly it seems ever more likely that he's going to have to have another surgery as the wound in his side doesn't seem to be healing. I took him in again this morning as some loose skin had folded over and was stopping the infection from draining away. >.<
I'm tired of trips to the vet, of making sure in the middle of the night that he somehow hasn't got out of the Buster collar, that he's getting all of the medicines at the right time and the right dose. As sad as it seems I'm tired of not seeing my cat anymore. I know that he will be fine and that when everything is finally going right for him he will pick up quickly but I think after almost three weeks with very little sleep that I'm numb and tired and I want my Aiba-chan back.
Please don't misunderstand I realise how lucky I am that he came home, I've had cats that have never returned and that broke my heart but this is a big learning curve for me and coming so soon when I was just starting to pick myself up again after last year and the new strain on my finances is just...Tiring...>.< I think the only thing I'm enjoying at the moment is writing again and reading your comments, I am trying to do as much as possible I want to continue a not so hopeless crush soon I found my muse for it but...Other than that I'm just...Meh...
I look forward to three weeks when my friend and fellow arashian
reveetoile comes to stay and I can show her my beloved Nottingham, at least I have that to look forward to xD
Sorry for this >.<
Krys ^_^
Aiba is getting better a little, he seems more like his old self again, purring, cuddling, and playing but sadly it seems ever more likely that he's going to have to have another surgery as the wound in his side doesn't seem to be healing. I took him in again this morning as some loose skin had folded over and was stopping the infection from draining away. >.<
I'm tired of trips to the vet, of making sure in the middle of the night that he somehow hasn't got out of the Buster collar, that he's getting all of the medicines at the right time and the right dose. As sad as it seems I'm tired of not seeing my cat anymore. I know that he will be fine and that when everything is finally going right for him he will pick up quickly but I think after almost three weeks with very little sleep that I'm numb and tired and I want my Aiba-chan back.
Please don't misunderstand I realise how lucky I am that he came home, I've had cats that have never returned and that broke my heart but this is a big learning curve for me and coming so soon when I was just starting to pick myself up again after last year and the new strain on my finances is just...Tiring...>.< I think the only thing I'm enjoying at the moment is writing again and reading your comments, I am trying to do as much as possible I want to continue a not so hopeless crush soon I found my muse for it but...Other than that I'm just...Meh...
I look forward to three weeks when my friend and fellow arashian
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Sorry for this >.<
Krys ^_^
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Date: 2017-07-30 09:32 am (UTC)Wish Aiba-chan will completely recover soon.
Hope you and reveetoile have fun!
Yay Not so hopeless crush! I love that fic!
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Date: 2017-08-01 08:31 am (UTC)Me too, but like the prince he is he just needs a little while longer to get ready and stun everyone xD
I am sure we will, I intend to take her to all the places in my fic where Nino and Jun came to nottingham including having a meal in the Hall they got married in :)
I hope you enjoy the continuation :)
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Date: 2017-07-30 09:50 am (UTC)I hope everything will be good soon and I am so looking forward to meeting with you XD
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Date: 2017-08-01 08:25 am (UTC)me too! I'm so excited to finally meet you face to face xD
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Date: 2017-07-30 04:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-08-01 08:24 am (UTC):( its not the actual taking on the medicine that bothers me, as long as its me Aiba is happy enough to take it, its just how much of it there is and because of that how little time you have to do anything in between but I should be happy that he's here for me to give him the medicine.
In one day he almost died twice and then he just had no interest in pulling through. For the first week he wouldn't eat by himself I was having to syringe feed him soup and water just so that he'd survive. I was told that could kill him just as much as the accident.
My vet has been incredible, though now it feels as though they have a direct line to my bank account...I'm also getting tired with people saying even jokingly oh you could have gotten 50 cats for that...Yeah but not a single one of them would have been my cat >.<