Omega part 92

[krystalkatzfics]

 “I hate being an omega! I wish I was dead!” Yuri whispered with so much anger in his voice that it was chilling when they had walked almost all the way around the lake and come to a stop at the far end. As they had walked Nino had looked carefully at the various houses that were backed onto it. Some even had for sale and for rent signs and he carefully made a note of them all deciding that he would tell Satoshi when they got back but now he turned to look at the boy at his side. “Can’t I make it go away?”

“I hated being an omega” Nino whispered softly feeling completely inadequate when Yuri looked at him with his large eyes so trusting even after the horrors that he had endured and Nino wanted the man that had hurt him to suffer. He didn’t want his death because that was far too simple and he wanted him to hurt, to feel some of the same pain and confusion that he had caused his boy. “It’s stupid, ne? To be controlled by your body over something that you can’t help. It was like deciding your fate on the flip of a coin, if it had gone the other way then I could have been a beta or even an alpha…”

 “You would have been a good alpha”

“Nuh-huh, not me, that’s my point. I hated being an omega, it hurt so much when I presented that I wanted to die for it to stop. I lived my life in fear of who my father would pick for me to marry. I felt for sure that he would take only the best deal and not care about me” Nino sighed wondering why he was telling this to a boy that had had a nightmare of a father more so than he could even have in his nightmares. It was as though he was rubbing it in “But…Then I remember the sadness that was in his eyes when he brought me to this school and I remember the way he held me when I presented. They say that the touch of a dominant can soothe the pain. I don’t think it’s true but my father, he tried, I realise that now…” Yuri stiffened at his side and Nino swallowed turning and crouching so he was face to face with the boy that wasn’t that much younger than he was and not that much shorter. “What I am trying to say, and doing a really bad job of it, is that I don’t hate being an Omega anymore…I hate the way we are treated, I hate that people think that they can do what they like with us as though we have no feelings but…We are not weak and one day we will show them that…”

“My papa was weak, he cried every day…I heard him…”

“That isn’t weakness, Yuri, the strength needed to cry is great” Nino hummed gripping the boy’s shoulders and wishing that he was Aiba with his innate ability to know just what to say. He had always struggled when it came to words and emotions and right now all he wanted was to rage at the injustice that Yuri had suffered but he knew that doing so wouldn’t help anyone. “Your papa…He saved my life”

“How?”

“He saved me from your papa, he all but brought me to his brother and in turn we were able to come to you…”

“Uncle Satoshi could have come sooner…If he had…If he…”

“He would have been turned away at the door or arrested for trying to kidnap you” Nino hummed thinking of all the laws that Satoshi had tried to pass knowing that all of them would have helped him find out if his nephews and nieces were okay. “He’s never stopped trying though. He’s always been thinking of you and your brothers and sisters and he will do his best to help you now…”

“He’s an alpha…”

“He’s the way an alpha is meant to be Yuri, he’s kind, loving, a little stoic at times but never in a bad way, he’s helped me to see that Omegas are powerful and I hope that one day you will find somebody that makes you feel the same as Satoshi makes me feel” Nino smiled as gently as he could manage “What your father did to you was barbaric, Yuri-kun, he is a monster and if I could I would cut his balls off and feed them to a dog but that’s why I’m not the judge! Satoshi will use this and he will make it so nobody has to go through what you did again…”

“When he first touched me…I felt sick…And scared…And…I wanted to get away but I let him…I let him do it…If I was brave…” Yuri stopped speaking his voice breaking off with a sob and Nino pulled him forward into a hug kissing the top of his head as he whispered;

“You were so very brave, Yuri-kun, the bravest what your father did was wrong but nothing you did or didn’t do is wrong and I know that one day you’ll believe that”

TBC

A/N: Urgh…I hope that this wasn’t as badly written as I think it is …>

Comments

[learashi]

Nino is so very strong now and it is wonderful to see that he has come to terms with being an Omega.

[krystalkatzfics]

Yup hes really starting to realise just how powerful he is xD

[sk1726]

Aww nino is so comforting <3

Thank you for the update

[krystalkatzfics]

Hes going to be a good papa even if hes not sure of it yet xD
Thanks for reading xD

[mae74]

Poor Yuri! So sad 😭

[krystalkatzfics]

:( hes got nino and the sakurais to love and look after him :)

[gambitsfox]

Nino wants to help but has a hard time getting his point across. Such a new mother. Glad he told him some of the story of how Ohno and Nino ended up together. Should make him proud of his birth dad. 😊

[krystalkatzfics]

Yup but he tried ne, thats the most important thing xD
Yup it will make him realise that there are different types of strength

[pupilurker]

Poor Yuri-chan... (´Д⊂ヽ
It's difficult for Nino to get through Yuri but he's getting there. He's like a newbie mom. (*´ω｀*) I'm glad Nino knows what he wants and is doing things freely while Oh-chan is right beside him, ready to support and guide him all throughout. 💛💙