Omega part 62

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

“I think I’m getting bed sores” Nino hummed three days later as he came out of the bathroom to the sound of a flushing toilet. Satoshi was laid in the bed with paperwork covering his body ad his side of the bed and he looked up at him with a smile on his face his eyes shining with what Nino now knew to be love. Satoshi loved him even if he hadn’t said the words to him in anything but a poem. It was strange having somebody love him so much and he couldn’t deny that there was a strange swirl of emotions inside of him when he tried to work-out what his own emotions were.

“If you can think about that then I guess your heat is almost over” Satoshi told him and Nino gave a nervous nod knowing that he would soon have to take Satoshi. He knelt on the end of the bed and stared at his husband who gave him a gentle understanding smile before placing all his paperwork to one side and reach out to take his hand. “Don’t worry about it, you just have to ejaculate inside of me”

“You’re the dominant. You shouldn’t be so calm about this” Nino bit out as he was crushed into a hug while sitting in Satoshi’s lap. His chin came to rest on his shoulder as he kissed him lightly. “I don’t mind it being a partial bond”

“I do. I want us to be equal in all things, Kazunari. When I took as my mate you it was on the understanding that we would have a whole bond” Satoshi hummed his nose and mouth rubbing against his neck while his hands moved lightly over his stomach. “I will never allow, you to feel as though you are below me, pussycat. If we weren’t alpha and omega, it wouldn’t be an issue if you preferred to bottom but we’re not, with an incomplete bond there is a very real chance that I could take advantage of you, without me even realising it”

“You wouldn’t”

“Thank-you for your trust Pussycat, but the truth is I could, even without realising that I was doing so” Satoshi breathed slowly trying to make him understand and Nino blinked slowly his omega mind telling him that he had to listen because it was his dominant speaking “Even now I could have hurt you while we were making love and you wouldn’t be able to tell anyone about it”

“You haven’t though…Everything has been better than perfect” Nino breathed with honesty knowing that there wasn’t a single thing about his bonding he would change. Satoshi had made it all perfect and he doubted even Jun would have been able to make him feel more loved. The thought of Jun shocked him to his very core and before he even realised what he was doing he was on the floor with his face pressed into the carpet with his arms lifted above his head as he whispered near frantically “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean, I’m sorry”

“Kazu, what’s wrong sweetheart?” Satoshi breathed shuffling off the bed so that he could kneel in front of him his hands moving through his hair “Tell me what’s wrong, Pussycat”

“I…I…I thought about Jun” Nino stammered out. His throat feeling as though it were closing in on him as he risked a glance at Satoshi. His husband smiled and caressed his cheek with his fingertips before humming softly;

“And? You were in love with him, I’m surprised that it’s taken you this long to think about him” Nino blinked relieved that Satoshi didn’t seem angry and managed to right himself so he was sitting on his legs. “…Do you see why I want a full bond between us, pussycat?”

“Yes…”

“…Good…Shall we try and do it now?” Satoshi asked and slowly Nino gave a nod biting hard on his lower lip as his heart fluttered near violently with nerves.

TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^

Comments

[reveetoile]

Poor Nino. It's so scary if you are someone who always wants to make sure that the other is happy regardless of what will happen to you. It's hard to explain. But I am happy Ohno and Nino will have a full bond.

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

Yup...At least he has somebody that wants him to be equal xD