krystalkatzficz | A not so hopeless crush part 18

Jun woke before Nino and just spent the time gazing at him as he slept. Nino slept like Jun would never have imagined. It wasn’t exactly beautiful, his mouth was open and there was drool over his left cheek, but he looked peaceful with his eyelashes splayed over his cheeks and his face free from any signs of worry or stress. The purple of his hair was mussed up in a way that he had never seen before and Jun couldn’t help the pulse of excitement as he remembered that that was for him. Nino had purposely gone out and dyed his hair that colour because of him. It was such a fan like thing to do and yet he couldn’t help but feel charmed by it.

Deciding that Nino would find him creepy if he woke up and caught him staring he reluctantly turned his attention to the room. This was what he had pictured when he thought of the Nino he saw on the screen with the big fluffy princes bed and floral wall paper that was behind the antique dressing table. The mirror was huge and displayed them perfectly within the bed and just for a moment he wondered what it would be like to make love to Nino in front of the mirror and then flushed brightly shaking the thought from his mind. His eyes moved further around the room seeing the outfit that he had picked out for Nino hanging up on the door to what he assumed was a walk in wardrobe. The faceless heads that held Nino’s wigs we on gave him the creeps just a little but he pushed it down deciding that he could get used to it.

Nino let out a cute sounding snort and then rubbed his face against the pillow like a cat for a moment before he moaned again and then opened his eyes blinking up through his hair before smiling a little and hugged his pillow tightly before muttering in a cute but sleepy voice;

“G-Good…Morning…”

“Morning...” Jun replied flopping back down and causing the marshmallow like bed to bounce up and down and Jun was seriously thinking about adding another mattress and sponge layer to his own bed. Nino sighed and moved closer to him his nose and lips pressing to his chest a little as he asked;

“Did you sleep well?”

“Better than I have done in years…” Jun answered honestly his body and mind so relaxed that he felt he could tackle an entire day with Masaki asking probing questions about what happened when they left each other and he honestly thought that he would grin happily and answer them all. “You sleep like a log…”

“Mostly…The bed is comfortable…And…It felt nice…To cuddle you…” Nino hummed sounding as if he was going back to sleep again as he cuddled into his chest a little more. Jun chuckled and then pressed his lips to the top of his head before letting out a sigh of his own. He wanted to stay here for another couple of hours but that was unfortunately impossible as he had to get home, get changed, and find everything that he needed for the rest of the day. They had a meeting about the new concert that afternoon and then there was his entry on Johnny’s web that he had to write. Of course…Nino could technically go with him if he wanted to. They had friends and family there all the time but he imagined that Nino was busy with his own things that he wanted to do. “…Uhnn…Tired…But I have to get up…”

“…Busy today?”

“Not really…I have my blog to update later…So I have to find something to write about…” Nino sighed and Jun went a little bit silent refusing to admit that he had subscribed to the blog in question about three years ago and had read every entry that Nino had put out. It varied from month to month what he wrote about but it was mostly just make-up tips and bits and pieces about his life. “Urgh…I guess I can’t write about you?”

“…Not if you want us to continue dating…” Jun sighed almost hating the contract that he was under and the demands that his fans put him under to stay ‘pure’. He loved what he did but sometimes he felt trapped by it all and angry that he wasn’t allowed to grow up. It was like a cruel Neverland and Peter Pan complex. He wasn’t the only one that felt it, Masaki and Sho were under the same pressure but they also had to have scandals to stop people from adding 2 and 2 and getting four about them while Satoshi ignored anything to do with a personal life to the point that Jun was worried that Arashi’s leader would one day have a scandal involving fish. Toma seemed to be cheeky enough to get away with having a girlfriend but mostly because they kept it low key. “Sorry…”

“I don’t mind…I wasn’t expecting you to put out a two page spread…” Nino chuckled kissing him again before jumping up out of the bed and stretching out his back. “Come on! I’ll make you breakfast!”

TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^