Complicated
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krystalkatzficzTitle: Complicated
rating: PG
Length: One Shot
Genre: AU, smut, fluff, angst,
Pairings: Sakurai Sho/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot,
A/N: So I decided to dust off and finish yet another story J This was originally five parts but now it’s just a one shot. I hope that you enjoy J
“You’re…Shagging my brother?” Aiba-Sakurai Masaki shouted storming into the classroom his eyes focused on his best friend Ninomiya Kazunari who was very tempted to faint when every single eye in the room turned to stare at him. He gulped a little a painful stinging collecting at the base of his neck as his heart started to thump painfully against his ribs.
“I…Ai…I…” He stammered a few times never had he seen his best friend looking so angry and he had no idea what he was going to do or say. He hadn’t meant to start sleeping with Aiba-Sakurai Sho, it had just happened, he was very glad that it had happened but it was still just a... Actually he wasn’t sure what it was, Sho hadn’t given him a definite answer they were just ‘Having fun’ a lot of fun and now the whole school was going to know that he was gay and shagging the former school president a man that was still looked on as an idol. His mouth snapped closed and he swallowed squeezing his eyes shut as he heard the whisperings start around the classroom. He stood up and pushed passed his friend before quickly running from the room ignoring the calls of his teacher needing to get out of there.
*~*~*Two Weeks Earlier *~*~*
Nino knocked on the door of the Aiba-Sakurai residence rocking backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet looking around and, as he always was, being impressed by the sheer size of the place. The Sakurai and Aiba’s families had been the two most impressive families in Japan since before the dawn of time and when they had finally gotten together through an arranged marriage thirty years ago they had been unstoppable since. Nino’s own family was considered impressive by most people standards but he knew that his own family’s wealth was nothing in comparison. He knocked again tempted to swear and call his friend all of the names that he could think of. It was Masaki’s idea for him to come around this early so they could do homework. Just as he was starting to curse under his breath he heard the door open and he sighed with relief.
“Thank god for that, seriously moron you could…Uh…I…” Nino stammered to a stop his mouth dry as he looked up at saw a face that was clearly not his friend staring down at him.
Nino gulped staring in surprise at the man that was in front of him. He recognised him easily as being Masaki’s older brother Sho, but he had completely changed. The Sho that he remembered was a cute nerdy guy that liked to play football. The one in front of him was a honed and toned god. He wasn’t overly muscular but the ones that he did have were perfect and caught the light of the sun. His face had improved to and he must have gotten contacts because there was no sign of the bulky but cute black glasses that he had needed to be able to see.
There was a light red towel wrapped around his shoulders and sweat had caused his hair to cling to his face. His chest was rising and falling quickly to and Nino guessed that he had been in the gym or…Something else. Something that he didn’t want to think about, at least not when he was in front of the man that he had idolised for longer than he would care to admit.
“Ninomiya-kun…Good morning…” Sho said slowly and Nino gulped swallowing down a lump and breathing through his nose determined to remain calm as he asked;
“Isn’t Masaki here?” Nervously looking around behind him hoping to see the brightly smiling face of his friend. Sho had always made him nervous and being this close to him without his t-shirt on was almost nightmare material, a good kind of nightmare but still a nightmare. Sho shrugged using the towel around his neck to wipe the sweat away from his face as he mumbled;
“I dunno…I was in the gym…”
“Um…Can I wait? We’re meant to be doing homework…” Nino helplessly held up the strap of his bag to prove his point as his eyes moved up and down the taut torso of the older man. Sho shrugged again as he gave a nod moving away from the door to allow him to step inside.
“Sure, I guess…Do you want a drink or something?”
“…Um…Please…” Nino nodded his mouth dry, he’d never known what to say to Sho the man was five years older than him and Masaki and, although he doted on his younger brother, they had never hung out. It didn’t help that Nino was almost convinced that he ‘liked him’ liked him. Sho led him through the living room and then into the kitchen stopping in front of the large double door fridge that a lot of people were envious of he opened on and pulled out a can of coke and a bottle a water turning to him with a small smile.
“There you go…” He said handing him the can of coke that was so cold condensation was already running down its shiny surface. Nino pulled with the ring pull a few times biting his lip and trying to think of something to say that wouldn’t make him sound like a completely brainless idiot. His mouth open and closed a few times and his eyes flickered up and over the body of the 22-year-old before he gulped his Adam’s apple bobbing frantically when Sho let out a loud laugh and Nino’s eyes narrowed a little as he asked;
“What?”
“Nothing…I was just thinking that you haven’t changed at all, Ninomiya-kun” He said and Nino rolled his eyes they had known each other for years but Sho never called him by a nickname it was always just ‘Ninomiya-kun’ even when Nino would have been a whole lot easier “…You’re…What 17 now? You still look like you did when you were 12…”
“I don’t! I don’t look that young!” Nino hissed his cheeks flushing brightly as he cleared his throat trying to remain cool and collected though he was really disappointed that Sho still just thought of him as a kid, his brother’s best friend and nothing more,
“Hey, that’s not a bad thing…” Sho almost seemed to purr as he pulled off the lid of his bottle of water and hummed lightly under his breath “Hmm...”
“Um…What…” Nino stammered and then flushed pulling the ring pull with a click and swallowing some of the cold coke hoping to wet his achingly dry mouth “…Ar--Are you home for the summer?”
“For good…” Sho answered leaning against the sleek black marble counter and folding his arms across his chest. Nino blinked in surprise at that remembering that Aiba had proudly told him that his brother was studying advanced business study or something like that. Like all the times Masaki talked about Sho though Nino’s brain had taken a happy holiday filled with images that he was sure Masaki would kill him for having about his big brother.
“But…I thought that…College…” He stammered out when he remembered that Sho was staring at him with a calculating look out on his face. Sho nodded taking a long gulp of water before saying;
“I’ll still be going…I’m transferring to the one here…I suppose you know that my father has been ill?”
“Yeah, Masaki said, I’m sorry…” Nino hung his head remembering his friend telling him a week ago that he his father had been rushed into hospital from a suspected heart attack. It had even made the news later that day.
“Thank-you…Well since dad has to take it easy for the next few weeks they thought that it would be a good idea for me to start taking on some of the responsibility…”
“Oh…I’m sorry…” Nino whistled thankful that his own older sister had more interest in his family business than he did. He would hate to be suddenly trapped in an office like that even though he was technically the heir because of a stupid law. Sakurai’s eyebrow rose and his head tilted a little.
“Why?”
“Um…I…I thought…You…You wanted to be a reporter…I…” Nino stammered flushing again and trying to drown himself with his coke as he realised that he had probably given away how much he paid attention to the older man. “I…”
“You’re right, I did…But everyone has to grow up right?” Sho shrugged putting his water down on the side and coming over to him. When he was only a step away he stopped a smirk on his lips as he reached out and stroked his cheek “I was wrong…You have grown up…”
“Wha…” Nino’s words were suddenly cut off by lips covering his as he was drawn into a deep kiss.
*~*~*~**~*~
Nino blinked up at the ceiling not knowing how he had ended up in Sho's bed naked from the waist up with the older boy laid out next to him. It had happened some point after the kiss in the kitchen. He hadn't fought back, not even when he realised that he was being dragged while still being kissed through the house and then Sho's study before finally arriving at the bed room his bag, coat and eventually t-shirt had been removed from the doorway to the bed, like he was leaving a trail of bed crumbs, and Sho's hands had moved over him blinding him to everything but the pleasure that was building up inside.
Once on the bed they'd humped and grinded against each other like a couple of beasts in heat and, embarrassingly, it hadn't taken long for him to come undone his seed soaking into the trousers that he was wearing. Sho had taken longer, humping against him with powerful hips before moaning through his release. He knew all that but now he was just laid here wondering why and how it had happened.
"Wow..." Sho whispered his husky voice cutting through the muggy silence that had settled around them, his hand moving over his side in slow movements that sent happy little shivers up through his body. Nino hummed his body still buzzing with pleasure as lips pressed against his chin. Teeth nibbled at him as the fingers moved up brushing and tweaking at his nipple. Sho gave a light chuckle against the mole on his chin and murmured "Only two days back and in bed with my younger brother’s friend..."
"Masaki!" Nino hissed pushing the arm away and sitting upright in the bed fear and worry circling around inside his stomach and chest "I... what oh fuck..."
"...I see you and Masaki are more than friends..." Sho hummed in the back of his throat sitting up causing the mattress to sway and roll around a little.
"What?” Nino gasped in surprise turning to look at him with his eyes wide and mouth slightly open like he was expecting him to be joking. He had only ever thought of Masaki as his best friend or even as a brother there was no way he would ever think of him the way that he thought about Sho. Sho though didn’t appear to be joking if anything he looked deadly serious looking at him with his deep dark eyes and quickly Nino shook his head “No it's not that..."
"So why be so worried? This has nothing to do with…”
“Because…Masa’ idolises you…More so than the school…He…Would hate me…” Nino mumbled almost annoyed when Sho just let out a laugh wrapping his arms around his stomach and pulling him back into his body his mouth on his shoulder.
“He wouldn’t hate you…This is just a bit of fun ne? We don’t have to tell him…” Sho whispered his hand sliding up against his cheek and drawing him into a kiss before he could answer while his other hand moved down and unfastened his jeans. Nino was barely aware of his trousers being removed and his underwear but he was very aware when Sho’s mouth pulled away from his traveling down his body and wrapping around his cock sucking him in deeply into his mouth. He moaned as loudly as he dared as Sho’s hands moved over him, touching and caressing as his head bobbed up and down sucking at his penis until he was hard and aching. “Are you ready for me?” The older man asked releasing his cock with a pop and pulling his jogging bottoms down to unveil his hard penis that already had pearls of translucent pre-cum slipping down the shaft. Nino nodded biting on his lips his Adam’s apple bobbing a little as he tried to swallow back fear, guilt and lust. “Roll over…”
Nino did as he was told rolling over onto his knees and burying his face into the warm blanket trying not to listen to the sounds that were going on behind him. He could hear the soft whoosh of a drawer being opened and then the crinkling sound of foil but he kept his eyes closed concentrating on keeping his own heart beat steady. He gave a silent gasp when he felt Sho coming up behind him and then another, audible, one when he felt something cold slither down over his entrance and balls.
“You look hot like this Ninomiya…” Sho breathed lining up and rubbing his cock up and down his crack slicking him up with the lubricant. Nino couldn’t think of anything to say and just chewed on his tongue focusing on the hot flesh that was rubbing up against him.
“Nii-chan!” Masaki called knocking loudly on the door and Nino froze positive that he was about to faint as Sho stopped moving against his arse but held him tightly around the hips as he shouted back in an amazingly calm voice considering what they were doing;
“What is it Masaki?”
“Did Nino call for me?! We were meant to be doing homework..." Masaki said and Nino felt guilt cutting through him even as he had to fight a moan of pleasure as Sho's hips rocked up and then down slowly, grinding his hard hot cock against his eager hole. Nino’s eyes closed as he clutched at the mattress so tightly that he almost broke his fingers his teeth digging into his bottom lip immensely thankful that Masaki hadn’t tried to force the door.
“…Uhn…I…Don’t know…I was busy…” Sakurai said his voice oddly choked as the head of his cock swirled around Nino’s hole.
“Okay…I’ll phone him then and see where he is!”
A few minutes later Masaki was running away and Nino was flipped over onto his back looking up at Sho his legs circling his hips as the elder gave a smirking smile and crushed their mouths together his cock sliding into him slowly. Nino moaned into his mouth his arms wrapping around his shoulders his nails digging into the soft flesh. This was not the way he had always pictured losing his virginity but it was almost made perfect by the fact that it was Sho. Sho eased out to the tip and then slowly pushed home again slowly and steadily building up a steady torturous rhythm that was aided by the rocking of the mattress.
There was pain, unbelievable amounts of it, and it was messy but the more Sho moved the less it hurt and the more pleasure he got. Sho’s hand circled his cock and Nino almost whined as he began pumping in a speed that matched the almost frantic thrust of Sho’s body and pleasure burst out from behind his eye lids like shimmering stars. Pre-cum collected on his head and Sho swiped it away with his thumb using it as a kind of lube slicking his hand making it easier to slide his hand up and down. They moved together lost in their own bubble of pleasure until he felt Sho stall and then groan thrusting deeper than ever filling the condom. His hand kept moving and soon Nino was coming in a low spurt soaking the hand and his own stomach all of his muscles straining for a moment.
“Ugn…” He moaned falling back into the bed, feeling a little like a deboned fish groaning as Sho pulled out and landed heavily on top of him. They looked at each other for a long time about to kiss again when there was a hammering on the door and the handle rattled frantically.
“Nii-chan! Are you sure Nino hasn’t been here?!” Masaki screamed through the door and slowly the two on the bed pulled apart their bodies buzzing “His mum said he left hours ago and he’s not answering his mobile!”
“I’m sure that he’ll be here soon” Sho chuckled pulling off the condom while Nino frantically gathered his clothes his body sluggish and wary and his hips aching a little. Nino pulled his clothes on and looked around frantically not knowing what to do. “Ninomiya-kun, stop worrying…” Sho told him tugging him down into a light kiss “You’ll have to climb out the window…There’s the fire escape ladder…I’ll distract Masa okay…”
“Okay…” Nino nodded trying to be calm but his heart was racing too much to do that and swallowed deeply. Sho smiled teasing his mouth open with his tongue and kissing him for what felt an age until Masaki started banging on the door again.
“Go…I’ll see you in a few minutes’ brat…”
*~*~*Present Day *~*~*
“Masaki…What happened at school today?” Sho asked his brother softly trying to keep a lid on the anger that he was feeling deep inside of him. He had known that Masaki would act badly if he found out about him and Nino, even when he had told Nino that he wouldn’t, but he hadn’t expected him to react this badly. Masaki was the sweet loveable one but the way that he was acting was like he was a completely different person. Sho was wishing that he had kept his mouth shut that morning, Nino had warned him not to, but he had felt that his brother would be more rational if he heard it from him instead of finding out about it accidently. Masaki had changed completely as soon as the words were out of his mouth and Sho wished that he could turn back time.
“Nothing…” Masaki muttered sullenly not looking up from the book or even turning around to look at him and Sho felt his fists clenching of their own free will as he looked at the back of the head. How could he think it was nothing? He had more than likely ruined Nino’s last year and it had by now reached the ears of his parents.
“Nothing? So you didn’t out your best friend…The guy that you’ve been friends with since you were both learning to walk…To the entire school?” he growled his voice so low and deadly that it shocked him as much as it did Masaki who finally set the book down and turned to face him his lips curled into an ugly sneer as he spat;
“…He deserves it…”
“Deserves it…” Sho repeated slowly half a second away from punching his baby brother something that he had never felt before “What does he deserve…?”
“He a fag…It’s gross…” Masaki shrugged and then rolled around in the bed so that he was sat up and facing him and Sho knew that his hands were so clenched together now it was hurting and he quickly took a step backwards so he was out of reach terrified of what he might do if he really did give into the urge of hitting him. He could hear Nino sobbing down the line as he tried to explain what had happened and he didn’t think he was going to be able to forgive his brother for a while if at all if he couldn’t find a way to fix this.
“I’m a fag…”
“No you’re not, nii-chan!” Masaki wailed bouncing up and down and hitting at his bed like a toddler having a tantrum. Before Sho had always found his brother’s childlike nature to be cute but at that moment it made him see red more so when he continued with more rubbish “You’re just confused…Nino seduced you…”
“…I am not confused…And Kazunari did not seduce me…” Sho shouted loudly causing Masaki to blink and flinch as if he had been slapped. Sho sighed breathing sharply through his nose trying to calm down he had never been angry towards Masaki and all of this was a new experience for him much like the next words that came out of his mouth “I like him…I’ve always liked him…”
“What? That’s gross…How can you be a fag? You’re cool!”
“I can’t be cool and a fag? I guess I’ve never been cool because I was born gay Masaki, I like guys…And I like Kazunari…In fact I think I’m in love with him and you’ve gone and ruined that…” Sho whispered before falling silent when he realised what he had just admitted he hadn’t even told Nino that. As far as the teenager was concerned it was just a bit of fun on his part but he’d had to say that, he didn’t want to scare Nino away by pushing him into something that he wasn’t ready for or even comfortable with. And now it was going to be too late to tell him that it wasn’t just a fuck or a game. “Fuck!”
*~*~*One and a half weeks earlier *~*~*
Sho smiled to himself as Nino came running into the café, he was wearing a baseball uniform and his cheeks were flushed indicating that he had come straight from practice and had probably not even stopped to shower. It was cute how eager he was to meet up and he wanted to stand and hug him tightly and kiss him senseless but given how the café was pretty full he didn’t think that would be the best idea and he stayed in his seat.
“Sorry I’m late…” The teenager gasped as he reached him and Sho shook his head motioning for him to sit down.
“You’re right on time…” He said singling for the waitress who have been hovering nearby for a while flashing him glances and little smiles. She was cute in the little uniform with the powder pink apron but she couldn’t hold a candle to Nino. Not in his mind anyway. He had no idea when he had first realised that he had a crush on his brother’s friend but he was sure it was about two years ago a few months before Nino’s 16th birthday the teen had been having one of his regular sleepovers with Masaki and they had bumped into each other in the bathroom. Nino had been wearing a pair of boxers that were tighter than his imagination had ever provided before and he could see the outline of his cock and he had wanted to fall to his knees and worship it. He hadn’t in fact he’d been amazed by his self-control that night and all of the days later right up until three days ago when they had been alone. Nino had been so cute that he hadn’t be able to resist taking what he had wanted for so long “Do you want a drink?”
“Milky Coffee…Please…” Nino answered sinking down into the chair opposite him and giving a nervous smile as his leg accidently brushed against his. Sho chuckled and caught the leg holding it between his own as he gave their orders to waitress who seemed to be deflated that he wasn’t showing her any attention. “Um…Why did you want to meet here?”
“I had a meeting…It was easier…” Sho half lied with a shrug, he’d had a meeting but it would have been just as easy for Nino to meet him in a hotel but he didn’t want that. They’d had sex a lot in the last three days, so much he was surprised that his cock was able to even twitch with want, and he’d enjoyed every single moment of it but he wanted more than that. “There’s a hotel we can go to…Was it hard getting away from Masaki?”
“…Not really…” Nino shrugged his face closing in on itself, as it always did when Masaki was mentioned, while he started poking around with the condiments in the centre of the table “He’s been seeing this new girl…”
“Oh…” Sho hummed his head tilting to one side “So you’re jealous?”
“No! It’s not like that…I told you I don’t fancy your brother…” Nino growled pulling his leg free as the waitress came back with their order on a little tray. Her face showed a little surprise at first but she quickly schooled it into a blank look while Nino’s cheeks flushed quickly and brightly making him look like a stop light.
“Thank-you…” Sho smiled at the waitress accepting his own black coffee. He waited until she’d left again and then continued speaking watching Nino pour half the sugar into his coffee “I didn’t mean it like that…I was just asking if you were jealous that he’s not hanging out with you as much…I mean you’ve been best friends since forever…”
“No…I mean it’s easier that he’s not paying attention, right?” Nino shrugged not looking up from the coffee that had to be more sugar than actual coffee “I mean we wouldn’t be able to play our game if he was actually paying attention…”
“No…I guess you’re right…” Sho agreed trying to ignore the stab he felt from hearing about their ‘game’. It couldn’t be helped though, Nino was young…He was too really even if he was starting to feel a lot older since taking over from his dad…And to be honest things were way too complicated for both of them for him to risk telling Nino that he wanted more from him. If they just kept it as a game, then it wouldn’t hurt either of them as much if something went wrong. That was the hope anyway. With a shrug he drank from his cup and motioned for Nino to do the same determined that they were going to enjoy it.
Sho growled loudly gripping at the small but surprisingly meaty buttocks as his snapped his hips forcing his cock in and out of the tight hole loving the feeling on Nino’s body opening up to him and then clenching around him hold him tight like a vice trying to milk him hungrily. His balls slapped against Nino body the small amounts of pain feeling pleasurable as his pace quickened. They had been fucking for long agonising minutes and he had felt Nino come close to spilling countless times but he held him back from the brink refusing to allow him to take the pleasure that he so desperately wanted to have. The teenager gasped loudly his words reduce to none descript syllables that Sho could barely understand and this thin back was glowing brightly with a sheen of sweat over thin but well developed muscles.
Sho brought his mouth down biting and sucking at the shoulder while he just held his dick inside giving light rolls and rocks of his hips causing Nino to let out mewls and moans of pleasure while humping at the bed desperately trying to get release. Sho pulled his mouth away from the pale shoulder and stared down in delight at the red ring that had formed there, just able to make out the indentation of his teeth before he pulled his cock out slowly loving the feel of Nino’s muscles squeezing him trying desperately to hold him in side.
“No…Please…Please…” Nino begged as the head finally popped out and Sho chuckled a hand on his hip brushing over the faint mole that he had found there. He hoped that he would be the only one that would ever know that that mark was there.
“I want to see your face…” He said turning him away, his tongue running over his lips as he stared down at the face of the teenager. He was flushed, sweaty and tearful, his mouth hanging open as his tongue swayed around a little. The flush crept down his face and neck down to his chest. Sho allowed his hand to follow the flush move over the slight raise of his stomach and then down to the solid angry looking cock that was dripping with pre-cum and resembling a volcano about to burst. One touch would be all that was needed to set it off and Sho was tempted, very tempted to allow it eager to watch the white cum spurt out of the slit but wanting to draw this out for as long as possible. He wanted to spoil it for Nino so that no man that ever came after him would be as good and he would always want him and only him. “You are so beautiful Kazunari…” he purred and then smirked as Nino’s face contorted his body shuddering “…I bet I could make you cum just by talking to you…”
“Nnn…Please…” Nino whimper writhing around humping up with his hips desperately tears in his eyes and Sho relented pushing his legs open and settling himself in between them. He rubbed his cock in between his legs rubbing the head over the opening for a few seconds as he gripped his buttocks holding them up and open before pushing inside filling him up. They both let out mutual moans as they settled together and then Sho started moving snapping his hips frantically while kissing and biting at his lips. His movements quickened even further as his hand slid down taking Nino’s hot shaft and pimping it slowly thumbing the end.
They came together moans emitting from their mouths and rocking around the room. His mind was filled with sparks and he couldn’t stop moving riding out his orgasm encased in the warmth of Nino’s body even though he knew that it would becoming increasingly more painful for the teenager. When he finally came down from his high he eased his cock out wincing as Nino gave a muffled cry of pain.
“Sorry, baby…” Sho whispered kissing him slowly his hands caressing his face while Nino shook his head panting heavily.
“I’m fine…Fine…Good…”
“I’m very glad to hear that…” Sho chuckled flopping down again and pressing his lips into the groove of his neck lapping at the sweat for a minute as he let the trembles was over him. His cock was softening as his phone ring shrilly cutting through the mug stuffy air of the room. With a grunt he pulled off the condom and tugged his phone out of his pocket “It’s Masaki…”
“Oh god…” Nino moaned his face going green and Sho smiled kissing his nose
“It’ll be okay…” He whispered pressing the green answer button “Masa…What’s up little brother?” he asked keeping Nino trapped underneath him as his fingers trailed over his skin knowing that that he would still be sensitive. Nino’s face had paled a little and Sho was determined that he would make him realise that there was nothing to be ashamed of.
“I need your advice about sex!” Masaki said in that loud whisper he always used when he was nervous and Sho could imagine his brother cupping the phone and trying to be secretive “Are you there?”
“Yes…I’m here there’s no need to shout…” Sho groaned pulling the phone a little away from his ear while brushing his fingers over the little nipples that were delightfully quick to swell and harden under his touch. Nino gasped a little before quickly biting on his bottom lip and Sho gave a small taking the bud between his lips and running his tongue over it three times before he reluctantly pulled away and with a sigh focused on the phone call “What do you want to know about sex?”
“Well…What do you do?” Masaki asked and Sho blenched a little sitting up and gripping the phone tighter against his palm keeping his eyes fixed on Nino his against his groin stopping him from moving. He’d booked the room for the whole night and he wasn’t going to let Nino run out of there just because he was starting to get jumpy.
“…Do? You have ‘the talk’ right? And sexual education classes…” He mumbled rolling his eyes at Nino who was as red a beetroot trying to squirm around in the bed but failing against Sho’s weight.
“I know but I want to make sure I’m doing it right!” Masaki wailed loudly and Sho sighed flopping back down onto Nino and kissing the mole on his chin wondering what the hell he was going to say to his brother. He knew nothing about pleasing girls though he was pretty confident when it came to the males of the species. He didn’t want to tell his baby brother that over the phone though and gave another kiss to Nino’s chin mumbling;
“I’m…Not the best person to ask…”
“But you must have been with loads of girls!”
“Not that many…” Sho admitted, in fact his experience with girls was limited to one time when he was about the same age as Nino was. He’d been drunk and confused and had found the whole thing gross and frankly mortifying. It had definitely been a grin and bear it moment and he actually felt sorry for the girl that he’d been with doubting very much that she had been any more satisfied with the experience than he’d been. It had confirmed what he’d always believed about himself though so it wasn’t all bad.
“Please Nii-chan! I promise that I won’t bug you ever again…” His brother almost screamed and Sho felt Nino wince a little and Sho rolled his eyes hissing at the ringing in his ears
“Don’t make promises that you have no intention of keeping…” Sho snapped a little pushing himself up and away from Nino wishing that he had just ignored the call when it first came through “Why the hell are you bugging me with this?”
“Because…Nino-chan is a virgin…And he’d hit me if I tried to talk to him about this…” Masaki mumbled and Sho cast a long look at Nino, who had surprisingly stayed on the bed, caked in sweat, spittle and cum doubting that anyone could call him a virgin.
“Well I’m tempted to hit you too…Look, I’m busy can’t it wait until tomorrow…Or are you sitting there with the girl condom already on?” He asked hoping that that wasn’t the case but he knew better than to put anything passed his little brother. He could picture it all too easily, as much as he tried not to, Masaki sitting there on the bed in a hotel with an erection and confused look on his face.
“No!”
“Good, we’ll talk about it tomorrow when I get back…Bye-bye little brother…” Sho hung up the phone quickly pulling a face at Nino delighted when the teenager gave a laugh and held up his arms demanding to be hugged and petted. Eagerly Sho did as requested falling down into the arms and pressing his lips down onto Nino’s his thoughts about his brother’s weird request happily slipping from his mind as he was drawn into a deeply sensual kiss. Nino’s hands moved up and down his back his mouth moving perfectly against his as their tongues battled for a long time and then, needing to breathe, he pulled away gasping for air. He smiled down at his teenaged lover stroking the side of his face with a fingertip before nibbling at the mole again saying; “Come on…We should go bathe…I want to teach you the joys of having sex in water…”
“Yes…Please…”
*~*~*Present Day *~*~*
Nino sat in his bedroom with his knees drawn up to his chest. It was five days since Masaki had ‘outted’ him to his entire class and by extension the whole school. He hadn’t been back since, hell he hadn’t been out of his bedroom since, so he didn’t know exactly what was being said but he doubted that it would be anything good. He wasn’t the first gay guy that had gone to the school but the rumour was that the last ‘openly’ gay guy had killed himself. He wasn’t sure how true that was but he knew that being different to everyone else was not the best idea someone could do while they were in college and it would be even worse now that his best friend had turned on him for something that he couldn't even begin to control.
The school had told his parents, or their security at least, and Nino was never more thankful that his father was trying to get into bed with a British company so they were out of the country. He wasn't looking forward to that conversation when it happened. Why couldn't people just get over themselves? He thought flopping down onto the bed and staring up at the ceiling his chest aching so much it felt like a physical break, it wasn't like they were hurting anyone.
Sho had called about once an hour since it had happened but after that first time he'd ignored all the calls. Masaki would never forgive him and there was no way he could just continue on with the game as if nothing had happened. Masaki had been like the brother he'd never had and he'd always thought of him as too nice so couldn't believe that he could hate him so much for something that he'd had absolutely no control over. He wanted to cry but he refused to act so stupidly girlish. He wanted to play on a game and have it wipe away all of his bad memories but whenever he tried not even the familiar platform games that he always enjoyed could keep his interest for more than a couple of minutes and it always ended with his character falling down a hole or being burned alive by a fish, it didn’t help that he’d normally only ever played two players on these games and they didn’t seem to be half as fun without Masaki screaming in his ear or crying that he had made a mistake.
Nino jumped quickly blinking away the angry tears that had started to form in his eyes. He sat up and glared at the door hugging his pillow to his chest as if he was trying to protect himself. The maid and butler had been told not to disturb him but the maid had been trying to force him to eat more than a scrambled egg on toast.
“Go away…” He shouted throwing a pillow at the door and flopping back down again pulling at his hair growling with anger as the knocking started up again.
“Nino…” Masaki called through the door almost giving him heart failure. Breathing deep through his nose and sitting up slowly his eyes blowing wide as he gulped “…Let me in…I want to talk to you…”
“…No…What…” He stammered not knowing what to do or to say, he had to admit that Masaki was the last person that he expected to be knocking at his door, Masaki hammered on the wood again and then shouted;
“Please let me in…I want to talk to you…”
“What…So you can tell me how disgusting I am?” He asked and then he heard a sound like his friend was sliding down the door and resting against it with his knees drawn up to his chest.
“I…I reacted badly…I’m sorry…I…I shouldn’t have done that to you…Or to nii-chan but…I can’t understand why you’d want…” Masaki said stopping a little to catch his breath or change what he was about to say before continuing “Why you’d be with a guy…It’s gross to me…”
“I’m gross…” Nino repeated the word cutting through him like a knife and he swallowed the sharp lump that had gathered in his throat feeling sick.
“I…This is hard for me…Please Nino let me in…I feel like I’m doing a scene from Frozen or something…Please…”
*~*~* 9 Days Earlier *~*~*
He sat in the hotel bed wearing Sho’s t-shirt, which was two sizes too big around him, loving the way that it felt warm against his skin. He still couldn’t believe that this was happening, that Sho was still asking him to meet up and a part of him was still expecting every day to be the last time. He kept telling himself that he was going to have to be the one that ended it, if only to save his own sanity, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He was too selfish to let him go.
“Hey, you hungry?” Sho asked coming up behind him and wrapping his arms around his waist and kissing his neck and ear. “I could order room service…”
“…Um…Sure…But don’t you have to get back?” Nino asked hoping that the answer would be no. He’d already spent the last five hours with him but he still wanted more. Sho nibbled at his shoulder for a second or two his hand splaying out over his hips as he shook his head.
“Nope…I’m meant to be in Minato tonight I have a meeting tomorrow morning but I’ll take a train out early…” Sho answered biting at his ear before slowly moving back on the bed, causing the thick expensive mattress to rise up and down, and grabbing the laminated menu from the side “Okay…Pick whatever you want…And then we’ll watch a movie…”
“Like a real date?”
“…”
“I mean not a real date…I mean…You…Know…” Nino stammered flaying around when Sho didn’t answer but just gave him a slow smile.
“I was thinking that we should tell Masaki about us…” Sho said grabbing a hold of his wrist and tugging him up towards the body seemingly not concerned about “If he finds out accidently it will be a lot worse than if I tell him…"
"You can't Masaki will hate this...hate me...please Sho, this is just a game right...why..." Nino stammered fear, beyond anything he'd ever felt before, rising up inside of him. If this thing between them was serious, he could understand telling his friend but why risk losing him?
"Because we won't have to keep sneaking around with him interrupting us..." Sho pointed out and Nino had to admit that 9 times out of 10 Masaki was cutting in on their time together but he was deflated that Sho hadn't told him it was because he wanted it to be serious between them. "You worry too much; I promise that it'll be fine Kazunari..."
"…Yeah…We’ll see…”
“You could have a little faith…Have you decided what you want?” Sho asked motioning to the menu clearly changing the subject and Nino hummed with a shrug giving it a quick glance before answering;
“Burger…I want a burger and fries…”
“…Okay, I think that I’ll have that too…Anything else?” Nino shivered a little as his hand came up and stroke his thigh lightly his thumb and fingers moving up and down getting closer to his crotch and he had to wonder just how much stamina that Sho had.
“Banana milkshake…Masa always says the milkshakes taste amazing here…” He stopped short when he noticed that Sho’s hand had stopped moving and there was an overly amused smile on his face “What?”
“Nothing…” The older man denied leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his nose his free hand moving up to cup his cheeks whispering “You’re just really cute…We’ll order cream too so that I pour it all over your body and lap it up…”
“…You…You’re a complete pervert, Sho…” Nino blushed pushing him away weakly giggling just a little as Sho ran his tongue over his lip and gave him a playful wink picking up the white phone from side.
“Yup but you love it…” He said before changing quickly slipping into an almost professional mode as somebody on the other end spoke to him “Hello room service please…”
Nino smiled tuning out the conversation as he turned away hugging himself tightly breathing in the scent that was clinging to the t-shirt hoping against hope that Masaki would take it okay.
*~*~*~*~*Present*~*~*~*~*~
Nino's hand shook as he unlocked the door and slowly pulled it open ready to pull it back the moment he felt any kind if threat from his former best friend. Masaki was still sat in front of the door staring at the opposite wall looking as stricken and shaken as Nino was feeling and when he looked up he could see the shame that was in his eyes.
"Nino...please you've got to forgive me..." He pleaded turning so that he was sat on his knees his hands clenched tightly on his lap his head bowed "Nii-chan hates me..."
"I'm sure that he doesn't hate you..." Nino mumbled the hope in his heart crumbling as he realised that Masaki only wanted his forgiveness so that Sho would forgive him. He didn't even need the next sentence out of his friend’s mouth to confirm it he knew and he was heartbroken that that was all he cared about.
"He does he won't even stay in the same room as me! And he looks worse than you do!" Masaki whined grabbing a tight hold of his legs preventing him from moving backwards out of his grasp as tears started. "Please...you have to talk to him and tell him that I've apologised so he'll talk to me again...I can't lose my brother because of you..."
"You’re nothing but a selfish little prick! If that's all you've got to say what the hell are you doing here?" Sho growled appearing out from behind the wall and storming over to him his eyes blazing with a fire that Nino had never seen before. Masaki let out a funny little squeak and then ducked down trying his best to hide behind Nino who was just standing there noting how awful Sho looked. His eyes were red and somewhat swollen with black bags under each of them. His face was pale under a coating of stubble and Nino wondered if he was the reason that he was like that. “I’m sorry Kazu…I thought that he was coming here to actually apologise to you…”
“I am!” Masaki said poking his head from behind him and Nino swallowed almost flinching when Sho began to advance forward his fists clenching at either side of his legs. He wanted to stop him to say that it was all okay but the truth was it wasn’t okay and he honestly thought that Masaki deserved some form of punishment for what he had done.
“Yeah not because you hurt your friend but because you want me to forgive you, that isn’t apologising that’s being a dick and liking being a dick…” Sho growled grabbing his brother by the arm and pulling him out. Nino swayed at the nearness and the rush of heat that he could feel coming off of Sho’s body and the scent of his skin. It wasn’t as sweet as it normally was but it was intoxicating. Masaki was all but thrown to the exit AS Sho snarled “Get out until you’ve grown up and want to act like an adult…”
“Nii-chan…”
“Out!” Sho snapped again pushing him away and Nino sighed swaying when his once best friend ran for the hills with a little whimper leaving his mouth. “Sorry…Kazu…When he announced that he was going to apologise…I had hoped that he meant it…But I had my doubts so I followed him…”
“You…Look a mess…” Nino breathed stupidly looking at the stubble on his chin for a while before reaching out and stroking it with his chin. Sho smiled holding his hand tightly bringing it to his lips.
“I missed you…I missed you so fucking much…I don’t even have words to explain it…”
“Me too…I missed you too…” Nino breathed in response taking a few stumbling steps forward and pressing himself against him his eyes closing as soon as his head met the broad beautiful chest. His heart skipped and danced against his ribs as his arms moved around Sho’s waist. Sho let out a sigh holding him with just as much warmth as he did when they made love and something inside of him clicked as he realised that it wasn’t just a game for either of them. His tongue felt as though it was stuck to the roof of his mouth and he prised it off whispering almost urgently “I love you…”
“…You have no idea how long I wanted to hear that…” Sho whimpered pressing his lips to his neck and Nino almost chuckled as he felt the whispery hairs on his chin moving against his sensitive skin. “I love you too…I’m sorry that it’s so complicated…And Masaki…”
“You can’t apologise for Masaki…I thought…That this…This was just for fun…I…You…Said it was just a game…” Nino whispered crying slowly as he gripped Sho a little more tightly. Masaki’s words still cut him deep and hard but it had been the idea that he was nothing but a little bit of fun for Sho that had almost crippled him.
“I know what I said and I’m an idiot for ever saying that to you…Forgive me…Please?” Sho purred against his ear his stubble brushing against him again and Nino sighed again his eyes closing as he breathed in the warm scent. He had no idea how he was meant to respond to that. It was way too complicated but he didn’t think that he could cope without Sho again.
*~*~*~**Sho’s PoV*~*~*~*
The older man waited for the teen in his arms to answer not knowing if it would be a positive answer or not. He was positive that Nino had gotten thinner since they had broken up which seemed stupid as it had only been a few days. Then again he himself wasn’t faring any better. His father was getting worse and the doctors had told him that he probably wouldn’t survive the year, Masaki was acting like a spoilt brat when he could be bothered to spend time with him, which wasn’t very often, and his mother was a mess. It had been that way for the whole time that he and Nino had been having fun but with Nino there as a very pleasant distraction it hadn’t felt so bad, without him it had felt like his life had become something terrifying and lonely.
“You never brought the cream…” Nino whispered into his ear and for a second Sho was lost until he remembered that time in the hotel when he had said that he would but cream and lap it away from his body. It was something that he was surprised to hear at this exact moment but he couldn’t stop himself from chuckling even if it sounded a little wet to his own ears. “Would you buy it?”
“…So you forgive me?”
“…You don’t need forgiveness…” Nino replied squeezing him tightly and rubbing his face into his chest “…Things are going to be complicated…With Masaki and…School…I…I can understand if you…”
“Nino…I would take complicated with you over anything else without you…” Sho said meaning every word. It was impossible to know what was going to happen. Masaki was going to be difficult and his work was going to get a lot more difficult and his time with Nino would be cut short but if they wanted it then there had to be a way of making it happen. He needed to believe that. Nino sighed again and then unhooked his arms around him so that he could look at him in the eye. His face was pale and there was a collection of tears in his eyes but it was wiped away by Nino’s lips twisting into a smile as he dipped his head into a little nod before whispering;
“If you can handle complicated…I can…”
“Then…Let’s get on with it…” Sho chuckled his mouth darting forward and capturing Nino’s in a deeply intense kiss that held all of the love that he had been keeping inside for so long. Nino’s arms wrapped around him again holding him tightly as he held himself up his mouth matching Sho’s more eagerly than it ever had done before. Their tongues danced together as Sho led him into the bedroom and closed the door with his foot.
*~*~*~*~*~ Three Years later*~*~*~*~*~~
Nino moaned as Sho plunged his cock into him again and again rocking him over the bed. His skin was sticky with sweat and cream but it was singing with happiness. It prickled like fire over him and He couldn’t stop a whine from breaking out his lips and the sound just seemed to drive Sho on harder and deeper until he came with a loud gravely shout his cock exploding as he soaked his insides and Nino shouted at the feeling coming himself with a harsh shudder. His semen splashed against Sho’s stomach and they collapsed together in a tangle of limbs.
He couldn’t believe that it was their third year anniversary. He couldn’t believe that they had actually made it this far. Their lives were still complicated. Sho was the CEO of his father’s company and Nino was a university student but at least they were allowed to live together in their own apartment near the campus to make it easier for him and to give Sho time away from his brother. Masaki had slowly started to come around but things were never going to be the same between any of them and as sad as it seemed Nino barely missed the man that used to be his best friend. He had new friends in the shape of Jun and Satoshi another openly gay couple on his course and with their aide he had grown a lot more comfortable in his own skin making his life with Sho seem a lot less complicated and a lot happier.
“I love you…” He whispered against the sweaty shoulder and Sho squeezed him tight withdrawing his cock from within him and Nino sighed with happiness at the feeling of his hot come from sliding out of him.
“I love you my complicated brat…I love you…”
Nino chuckled at the term complicated. It was what they were a deeply complicated couple that were deeply in love with each other for now and for ever.
rating: PG
Length: One Shot
Genre: AU, smut, fluff, angst,
Pairings: Sakurai Sho/Ninomiya Kazunari
Disclaimer: I only own the plot,
A/N: So I decided to dust off and finish yet another story J This was originally five parts but now it’s just a one shot. I hope that you enjoy J
“You’re…Shagging my brother?” Aiba-Sakurai Masaki shouted storming into the classroom his eyes focused on his best friend Ninomiya Kazunari who was very tempted to faint when every single eye in the room turned to stare at him. He gulped a little a painful stinging collecting at the base of his neck as his heart started to thump painfully against his ribs.
“I…Ai…I…” He stammered a few times never had he seen his best friend looking so angry and he had no idea what he was going to do or say. He hadn’t meant to start sleeping with Aiba-Sakurai Sho, it had just happened, he was very glad that it had happened but it was still just a... Actually he wasn’t sure what it was, Sho hadn’t given him a definite answer they were just ‘Having fun’ a lot of fun and now the whole school was going to know that he was gay and shagging the former school president a man that was still looked on as an idol. His mouth snapped closed and he swallowed squeezing his eyes shut as he heard the whisperings start around the classroom. He stood up and pushed passed his friend before quickly running from the room ignoring the calls of his teacher needing to get out of there.
*~*~*Two Weeks Earlier *~*~*
Nino knocked on the door of the Aiba-Sakurai residence rocking backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet looking around and, as he always was, being impressed by the sheer size of the place. The Sakurai and Aiba’s families had been the two most impressive families in Japan since before the dawn of time and when they had finally gotten together through an arranged marriage thirty years ago they had been unstoppable since. Nino’s own family was considered impressive by most people standards but he knew that his own family’s wealth was nothing in comparison. He knocked again tempted to swear and call his friend all of the names that he could think of. It was Masaki’s idea for him to come around this early so they could do homework. Just as he was starting to curse under his breath he heard the door open and he sighed with relief.
“Thank god for that, seriously moron you could…Uh…I…” Nino stammered to a stop his mouth dry as he looked up at saw a face that was clearly not his friend staring down at him.
Nino gulped staring in surprise at the man that was in front of him. He recognised him easily as being Masaki’s older brother Sho, but he had completely changed. The Sho that he remembered was a cute nerdy guy that liked to play football. The one in front of him was a honed and toned god. He wasn’t overly muscular but the ones that he did have were perfect and caught the light of the sun. His face had improved to and he must have gotten contacts because there was no sign of the bulky but cute black glasses that he had needed to be able to see.
There was a light red towel wrapped around his shoulders and sweat had caused his hair to cling to his face. His chest was rising and falling quickly to and Nino guessed that he had been in the gym or…Something else. Something that he didn’t want to think about, at least not when he was in front of the man that he had idolised for longer than he would care to admit.
“Ninomiya-kun…Good morning…” Sho said slowly and Nino gulped swallowing down a lump and breathing through his nose determined to remain calm as he asked;
“Isn’t Masaki here?” Nervously looking around behind him hoping to see the brightly smiling face of his friend. Sho had always made him nervous and being this close to him without his t-shirt on was almost nightmare material, a good kind of nightmare but still a nightmare. Sho shrugged using the towel around his neck to wipe the sweat away from his face as he mumbled;
“I dunno…I was in the gym…”
“Um…Can I wait? We’re meant to be doing homework…” Nino helplessly held up the strap of his bag to prove his point as his eyes moved up and down the taut torso of the older man. Sho shrugged again as he gave a nod moving away from the door to allow him to step inside.
“Sure, I guess…Do you want a drink or something?”
“…Um…Please…” Nino nodded his mouth dry, he’d never known what to say to Sho the man was five years older than him and Masaki and, although he doted on his younger brother, they had never hung out. It didn’t help that Nino was almost convinced that he ‘liked him’ liked him. Sho led him through the living room and then into the kitchen stopping in front of the large double door fridge that a lot of people were envious of he opened on and pulled out a can of coke and a bottle a water turning to him with a small smile.
“There you go…” He said handing him the can of coke that was so cold condensation was already running down its shiny surface. Nino pulled with the ring pull a few times biting his lip and trying to think of something to say that wouldn’t make him sound like a completely brainless idiot. His mouth open and closed a few times and his eyes flickered up and over the body of the 22-year-old before he gulped his Adam’s apple bobbing frantically when Sho let out a loud laugh and Nino’s eyes narrowed a little as he asked;
“What?”
“Nothing…I was just thinking that you haven’t changed at all, Ninomiya-kun” He said and Nino rolled his eyes they had known each other for years but Sho never called him by a nickname it was always just ‘Ninomiya-kun’ even when Nino would have been a whole lot easier “…You’re…What 17 now? You still look like you did when you were 12…”
“I don’t! I don’t look that young!” Nino hissed his cheeks flushing brightly as he cleared his throat trying to remain cool and collected though he was really disappointed that Sho still just thought of him as a kid, his brother’s best friend and nothing more,
“Hey, that’s not a bad thing…” Sho almost seemed to purr as he pulled off the lid of his bottle of water and hummed lightly under his breath “Hmm...”
“Um…What…” Nino stammered and then flushed pulling the ring pull with a click and swallowing some of the cold coke hoping to wet his achingly dry mouth “…Ar--Are you home for the summer?”
“For good…” Sho answered leaning against the sleek black marble counter and folding his arms across his chest. Nino blinked in surprise at that remembering that Aiba had proudly told him that his brother was studying advanced business study or something like that. Like all the times Masaki talked about Sho though Nino’s brain had taken a happy holiday filled with images that he was sure Masaki would kill him for having about his big brother.
“But…I thought that…College…” He stammered out when he remembered that Sho was staring at him with a calculating look out on his face. Sho nodded taking a long gulp of water before saying;
“I’ll still be going…I’m transferring to the one here…I suppose you know that my father has been ill?”
“Yeah, Masaki said, I’m sorry…” Nino hung his head remembering his friend telling him a week ago that he his father had been rushed into hospital from a suspected heart attack. It had even made the news later that day.
“Thank-you…Well since dad has to take it easy for the next few weeks they thought that it would be a good idea for me to start taking on some of the responsibility…”
“Oh…I’m sorry…” Nino whistled thankful that his own older sister had more interest in his family business than he did. He would hate to be suddenly trapped in an office like that even though he was technically the heir because of a stupid law. Sakurai’s eyebrow rose and his head tilted a little.
“Why?”
“Um…I…I thought…You…You wanted to be a reporter…I…” Nino stammered flushing again and trying to drown himself with his coke as he realised that he had probably given away how much he paid attention to the older man. “I…”
“You’re right, I did…But everyone has to grow up right?” Sho shrugged putting his water down on the side and coming over to him. When he was only a step away he stopped a smirk on his lips as he reached out and stroked his cheek “I was wrong…You have grown up…”
“Wha…” Nino’s words were suddenly cut off by lips covering his as he was drawn into a deep kiss.
*~*~*~**~*~
Nino blinked up at the ceiling not knowing how he had ended up in Sho's bed naked from the waist up with the older boy laid out next to him. It had happened some point after the kiss in the kitchen. He hadn't fought back, not even when he realised that he was being dragged while still being kissed through the house and then Sho's study before finally arriving at the bed room his bag, coat and eventually t-shirt had been removed from the doorway to the bed, like he was leaving a trail of bed crumbs, and Sho's hands had moved over him blinding him to everything but the pleasure that was building up inside.
Once on the bed they'd humped and grinded against each other like a couple of beasts in heat and, embarrassingly, it hadn't taken long for him to come undone his seed soaking into the trousers that he was wearing. Sho had taken longer, humping against him with powerful hips before moaning through his release. He knew all that but now he was just laid here wondering why and how it had happened.
"Wow..." Sho whispered his husky voice cutting through the muggy silence that had settled around them, his hand moving over his side in slow movements that sent happy little shivers up through his body. Nino hummed his body still buzzing with pleasure as lips pressed against his chin. Teeth nibbled at him as the fingers moved up brushing and tweaking at his nipple. Sho gave a light chuckle against the mole on his chin and murmured "Only two days back and in bed with my younger brother’s friend..."
"Masaki!" Nino hissed pushing the arm away and sitting upright in the bed fear and worry circling around inside his stomach and chest "I... what oh fuck..."
"...I see you and Masaki are more than friends..." Sho hummed in the back of his throat sitting up causing the mattress to sway and roll around a little.
"What?” Nino gasped in surprise turning to look at him with his eyes wide and mouth slightly open like he was expecting him to be joking. He had only ever thought of Masaki as his best friend or even as a brother there was no way he would ever think of him the way that he thought about Sho. Sho though didn’t appear to be joking if anything he looked deadly serious looking at him with his deep dark eyes and quickly Nino shook his head “No it's not that..."
"So why be so worried? This has nothing to do with…”
“Because…Masa’ idolises you…More so than the school…He…Would hate me…” Nino mumbled almost annoyed when Sho just let out a laugh wrapping his arms around his stomach and pulling him back into his body his mouth on his shoulder.
“He wouldn’t hate you…This is just a bit of fun ne? We don’t have to tell him…” Sho whispered his hand sliding up against his cheek and drawing him into a kiss before he could answer while his other hand moved down and unfastened his jeans. Nino was barely aware of his trousers being removed and his underwear but he was very aware when Sho’s mouth pulled away from his traveling down his body and wrapping around his cock sucking him in deeply into his mouth. He moaned as loudly as he dared as Sho’s hands moved over him, touching and caressing as his head bobbed up and down sucking at his penis until he was hard and aching. “Are you ready for me?” The older man asked releasing his cock with a pop and pulling his jogging bottoms down to unveil his hard penis that already had pearls of translucent pre-cum slipping down the shaft. Nino nodded biting on his lips his Adam’s apple bobbing a little as he tried to swallow back fear, guilt and lust. “Roll over…”
Nino did as he was told rolling over onto his knees and burying his face into the warm blanket trying not to listen to the sounds that were going on behind him. He could hear the soft whoosh of a drawer being opened and then the crinkling sound of foil but he kept his eyes closed concentrating on keeping his own heart beat steady. He gave a silent gasp when he felt Sho coming up behind him and then another, audible, one when he felt something cold slither down over his entrance and balls.
“You look hot like this Ninomiya…” Sho breathed lining up and rubbing his cock up and down his crack slicking him up with the lubricant. Nino couldn’t think of anything to say and just chewed on his tongue focusing on the hot flesh that was rubbing up against him.
“Nii-chan!” Masaki called knocking loudly on the door and Nino froze positive that he was about to faint as Sho stopped moving against his arse but held him tightly around the hips as he shouted back in an amazingly calm voice considering what they were doing;
“What is it Masaki?”
“Did Nino call for me?! We were meant to be doing homework..." Masaki said and Nino felt guilt cutting through him even as he had to fight a moan of pleasure as Sho's hips rocked up and then down slowly, grinding his hard hot cock against his eager hole. Nino’s eyes closed as he clutched at the mattress so tightly that he almost broke his fingers his teeth digging into his bottom lip immensely thankful that Masaki hadn’t tried to force the door.
“…Uhn…I…Don’t know…I was busy…” Sakurai said his voice oddly choked as the head of his cock swirled around Nino’s hole.
“Okay…I’ll phone him then and see where he is!”
A few minutes later Masaki was running away and Nino was flipped over onto his back looking up at Sho his legs circling his hips as the elder gave a smirking smile and crushed their mouths together his cock sliding into him slowly. Nino moaned into his mouth his arms wrapping around his shoulders his nails digging into the soft flesh. This was not the way he had always pictured losing his virginity but it was almost made perfect by the fact that it was Sho. Sho eased out to the tip and then slowly pushed home again slowly and steadily building up a steady torturous rhythm that was aided by the rocking of the mattress.
There was pain, unbelievable amounts of it, and it was messy but the more Sho moved the less it hurt and the more pleasure he got. Sho’s hand circled his cock and Nino almost whined as he began pumping in a speed that matched the almost frantic thrust of Sho’s body and pleasure burst out from behind his eye lids like shimmering stars. Pre-cum collected on his head and Sho swiped it away with his thumb using it as a kind of lube slicking his hand making it easier to slide his hand up and down. They moved together lost in their own bubble of pleasure until he felt Sho stall and then groan thrusting deeper than ever filling the condom. His hand kept moving and soon Nino was coming in a low spurt soaking the hand and his own stomach all of his muscles straining for a moment.
“Ugn…” He moaned falling back into the bed, feeling a little like a deboned fish groaning as Sho pulled out and landed heavily on top of him. They looked at each other for a long time about to kiss again when there was a hammering on the door and the handle rattled frantically.
“Nii-chan! Are you sure Nino hasn’t been here?!” Masaki screamed through the door and slowly the two on the bed pulled apart their bodies buzzing “His mum said he left hours ago and he’s not answering his mobile!”
“I’m sure that he’ll be here soon” Sho chuckled pulling off the condom while Nino frantically gathered his clothes his body sluggish and wary and his hips aching a little. Nino pulled his clothes on and looked around frantically not knowing what to do. “Ninomiya-kun, stop worrying…” Sho told him tugging him down into a light kiss “You’ll have to climb out the window…There’s the fire escape ladder…I’ll distract Masa okay…”
“Okay…” Nino nodded trying to be calm but his heart was racing too much to do that and swallowed deeply. Sho smiled teasing his mouth open with his tongue and kissing him for what felt an age until Masaki started banging on the door again.
“Go…I’ll see you in a few minutes’ brat…”
*~*~*Present Day *~*~*
“Masaki…What happened at school today?” Sho asked his brother softly trying to keep a lid on the anger that he was feeling deep inside of him. He had known that Masaki would act badly if he found out about him and Nino, even when he had told Nino that he wouldn’t, but he hadn’t expected him to react this badly. Masaki was the sweet loveable one but the way that he was acting was like he was a completely different person. Sho was wishing that he had kept his mouth shut that morning, Nino had warned him not to, but he had felt that his brother would be more rational if he heard it from him instead of finding out about it accidently. Masaki had changed completely as soon as the words were out of his mouth and Sho wished that he could turn back time.
“Nothing…” Masaki muttered sullenly not looking up from the book or even turning around to look at him and Sho felt his fists clenching of their own free will as he looked at the back of the head. How could he think it was nothing? He had more than likely ruined Nino’s last year and it had by now reached the ears of his parents.
“Nothing? So you didn’t out your best friend…The guy that you’ve been friends with since you were both learning to walk…To the entire school?” he growled his voice so low and deadly that it shocked him as much as it did Masaki who finally set the book down and turned to face him his lips curled into an ugly sneer as he spat;
“…He deserves it…”
“Deserves it…” Sho repeated slowly half a second away from punching his baby brother something that he had never felt before “What does he deserve…?”
“He a fag…It’s gross…” Masaki shrugged and then rolled around in the bed so that he was sat up and facing him and Sho knew that his hands were so clenched together now it was hurting and he quickly took a step backwards so he was out of reach terrified of what he might do if he really did give into the urge of hitting him. He could hear Nino sobbing down the line as he tried to explain what had happened and he didn’t think he was going to be able to forgive his brother for a while if at all if he couldn’t find a way to fix this.
“I’m a fag…”
“No you’re not, nii-chan!” Masaki wailed bouncing up and down and hitting at his bed like a toddler having a tantrum. Before Sho had always found his brother’s childlike nature to be cute but at that moment it made him see red more so when he continued with more rubbish “You’re just confused…Nino seduced you…”
“…I am not confused…And Kazunari did not seduce me…” Sho shouted loudly causing Masaki to blink and flinch as if he had been slapped. Sho sighed breathing sharply through his nose trying to calm down he had never been angry towards Masaki and all of this was a new experience for him much like the next words that came out of his mouth “I like him…I’ve always liked him…”
“What? That’s gross…How can you be a fag? You’re cool!”
“I can’t be cool and a fag? I guess I’ve never been cool because I was born gay Masaki, I like guys…And I like Kazunari…In fact I think I’m in love with him and you’ve gone and ruined that…” Sho whispered before falling silent when he realised what he had just admitted he hadn’t even told Nino that. As far as the teenager was concerned it was just a bit of fun on his part but he’d had to say that, he didn’t want to scare Nino away by pushing him into something that he wasn’t ready for or even comfortable with. And now it was going to be too late to tell him that it wasn’t just a fuck or a game. “Fuck!”
*~*~*One and a half weeks earlier *~*~*
Sho smiled to himself as Nino came running into the café, he was wearing a baseball uniform and his cheeks were flushed indicating that he had come straight from practice and had probably not even stopped to shower. It was cute how eager he was to meet up and he wanted to stand and hug him tightly and kiss him senseless but given how the café was pretty full he didn’t think that would be the best idea and he stayed in his seat.
“Sorry I’m late…” The teenager gasped as he reached him and Sho shook his head motioning for him to sit down.
“You’re right on time…” He said singling for the waitress who have been hovering nearby for a while flashing him glances and little smiles. She was cute in the little uniform with the powder pink apron but she couldn’t hold a candle to Nino. Not in his mind anyway. He had no idea when he had first realised that he had a crush on his brother’s friend but he was sure it was about two years ago a few months before Nino’s 16th birthday the teen had been having one of his regular sleepovers with Masaki and they had bumped into each other in the bathroom. Nino had been wearing a pair of boxers that were tighter than his imagination had ever provided before and he could see the outline of his cock and he had wanted to fall to his knees and worship it. He hadn’t in fact he’d been amazed by his self-control that night and all of the days later right up until three days ago when they had been alone. Nino had been so cute that he hadn’t be able to resist taking what he had wanted for so long “Do you want a drink?”
“Milky Coffee…Please…” Nino answered sinking down into the chair opposite him and giving a nervous smile as his leg accidently brushed against his. Sho chuckled and caught the leg holding it between his own as he gave their orders to waitress who seemed to be deflated that he wasn’t showing her any attention. “Um…Why did you want to meet here?”
“I had a meeting…It was easier…” Sho half lied with a shrug, he’d had a meeting but it would have been just as easy for Nino to meet him in a hotel but he didn’t want that. They’d had sex a lot in the last three days, so much he was surprised that his cock was able to even twitch with want, and he’d enjoyed every single moment of it but he wanted more than that. “There’s a hotel we can go to…Was it hard getting away from Masaki?”
“…Not really…” Nino shrugged his face closing in on itself, as it always did when Masaki was mentioned, while he started poking around with the condiments in the centre of the table “He’s been seeing this new girl…”
“Oh…” Sho hummed his head tilting to one side “So you’re jealous?”
“No! It’s not like that…I told you I don’t fancy your brother…” Nino growled pulling his leg free as the waitress came back with their order on a little tray. Her face showed a little surprise at first but she quickly schooled it into a blank look while Nino’s cheeks flushed quickly and brightly making him look like a stop light.
“Thank-you…” Sho smiled at the waitress accepting his own black coffee. He waited until she’d left again and then continued speaking watching Nino pour half the sugar into his coffee “I didn’t mean it like that…I was just asking if you were jealous that he’s not hanging out with you as much…I mean you’ve been best friends since forever…”
“No…I mean it’s easier that he’s not paying attention, right?” Nino shrugged not looking up from the coffee that had to be more sugar than actual coffee “I mean we wouldn’t be able to play our game if he was actually paying attention…”
“No…I guess you’re right…” Sho agreed trying to ignore the stab he felt from hearing about their ‘game’. It couldn’t be helped though, Nino was young…He was too really even if he was starting to feel a lot older since taking over from his dad…And to be honest things were way too complicated for both of them for him to risk telling Nino that he wanted more from him. If they just kept it as a game, then it wouldn’t hurt either of them as much if something went wrong. That was the hope anyway. With a shrug he drank from his cup and motioned for Nino to do the same determined that they were going to enjoy it.
Sho growled loudly gripping at the small but surprisingly meaty buttocks as his snapped his hips forcing his cock in and out of the tight hole loving the feeling on Nino’s body opening up to him and then clenching around him hold him tight like a vice trying to milk him hungrily. His balls slapped against Nino body the small amounts of pain feeling pleasurable as his pace quickened. They had been fucking for long agonising minutes and he had felt Nino come close to spilling countless times but he held him back from the brink refusing to allow him to take the pleasure that he so desperately wanted to have. The teenager gasped loudly his words reduce to none descript syllables that Sho could barely understand and this thin back was glowing brightly with a sheen of sweat over thin but well developed muscles.
Sho brought his mouth down biting and sucking at the shoulder while he just held his dick inside giving light rolls and rocks of his hips causing Nino to let out mewls and moans of pleasure while humping at the bed desperately trying to get release. Sho pulled his mouth away from the pale shoulder and stared down in delight at the red ring that had formed there, just able to make out the indentation of his teeth before he pulled his cock out slowly loving the feel of Nino’s muscles squeezing him trying desperately to hold him in side.
“No…Please…Please…” Nino begged as the head finally popped out and Sho chuckled a hand on his hip brushing over the faint mole that he had found there. He hoped that he would be the only one that would ever know that that mark was there.
“I want to see your face…” He said turning him away, his tongue running over his lips as he stared down at the face of the teenager. He was flushed, sweaty and tearful, his mouth hanging open as his tongue swayed around a little. The flush crept down his face and neck down to his chest. Sho allowed his hand to follow the flush move over the slight raise of his stomach and then down to the solid angry looking cock that was dripping with pre-cum and resembling a volcano about to burst. One touch would be all that was needed to set it off and Sho was tempted, very tempted to allow it eager to watch the white cum spurt out of the slit but wanting to draw this out for as long as possible. He wanted to spoil it for Nino so that no man that ever came after him would be as good and he would always want him and only him. “You are so beautiful Kazunari…” he purred and then smirked as Nino’s face contorted his body shuddering “…I bet I could make you cum just by talking to you…”
“Nnn…Please…” Nino whimper writhing around humping up with his hips desperately tears in his eyes and Sho relented pushing his legs open and settling himself in between them. He rubbed his cock in between his legs rubbing the head over the opening for a few seconds as he gripped his buttocks holding them up and open before pushing inside filling him up. They both let out mutual moans as they settled together and then Sho started moving snapping his hips frantically while kissing and biting at his lips. His movements quickened even further as his hand slid down taking Nino’s hot shaft and pimping it slowly thumbing the end.
They came together moans emitting from their mouths and rocking around the room. His mind was filled with sparks and he couldn’t stop moving riding out his orgasm encased in the warmth of Nino’s body even though he knew that it would becoming increasingly more painful for the teenager. When he finally came down from his high he eased his cock out wincing as Nino gave a muffled cry of pain.
“Sorry, baby…” Sho whispered kissing him slowly his hands caressing his face while Nino shook his head panting heavily.
“I’m fine…Fine…Good…”
“I’m very glad to hear that…” Sho chuckled flopping down again and pressing his lips into the groove of his neck lapping at the sweat for a minute as he let the trembles was over him. His cock was softening as his phone ring shrilly cutting through the mug stuffy air of the room. With a grunt he pulled off the condom and tugged his phone out of his pocket “It’s Masaki…”
“Oh god…” Nino moaned his face going green and Sho smiled kissing his nose
“It’ll be okay…” He whispered pressing the green answer button “Masa…What’s up little brother?” he asked keeping Nino trapped underneath him as his fingers trailed over his skin knowing that that he would still be sensitive. Nino’s face had paled a little and Sho was determined that he would make him realise that there was nothing to be ashamed of.
“I need your advice about sex!” Masaki said in that loud whisper he always used when he was nervous and Sho could imagine his brother cupping the phone and trying to be secretive “Are you there?”
“Yes…I’m here there’s no need to shout…” Sho groaned pulling the phone a little away from his ear while brushing his fingers over the little nipples that were delightfully quick to swell and harden under his touch. Nino gasped a little before quickly biting on his bottom lip and Sho gave a small taking the bud between his lips and running his tongue over it three times before he reluctantly pulled away and with a sigh focused on the phone call “What do you want to know about sex?”
“Well…What do you do?” Masaki asked and Sho blenched a little sitting up and gripping the phone tighter against his palm keeping his eyes fixed on Nino his against his groin stopping him from moving. He’d booked the room for the whole night and he wasn’t going to let Nino run out of there just because he was starting to get jumpy.
“…Do? You have ‘the talk’ right? And sexual education classes…” He mumbled rolling his eyes at Nino who was as red a beetroot trying to squirm around in the bed but failing against Sho’s weight.
“I know but I want to make sure I’m doing it right!” Masaki wailed loudly and Sho sighed flopping back down onto Nino and kissing the mole on his chin wondering what the hell he was going to say to his brother. He knew nothing about pleasing girls though he was pretty confident when it came to the males of the species. He didn’t want to tell his baby brother that over the phone though and gave another kiss to Nino’s chin mumbling;
“I’m…Not the best person to ask…”
“But you must have been with loads of girls!”
“Not that many…” Sho admitted, in fact his experience with girls was limited to one time when he was about the same age as Nino was. He’d been drunk and confused and had found the whole thing gross and frankly mortifying. It had definitely been a grin and bear it moment and he actually felt sorry for the girl that he’d been with doubting very much that she had been any more satisfied with the experience than he’d been. It had confirmed what he’d always believed about himself though so it wasn’t all bad.
“Please Nii-chan! I promise that I won’t bug you ever again…” His brother almost screamed and Sho felt Nino wince a little and Sho rolled his eyes hissing at the ringing in his ears
“Don’t make promises that you have no intention of keeping…” Sho snapped a little pushing himself up and away from Nino wishing that he had just ignored the call when it first came through “Why the hell are you bugging me with this?”
“Because…Nino-chan is a virgin…And he’d hit me if I tried to talk to him about this…” Masaki mumbled and Sho cast a long look at Nino, who had surprisingly stayed on the bed, caked in sweat, spittle and cum doubting that anyone could call him a virgin.
“Well I’m tempted to hit you too…Look, I’m busy can’t it wait until tomorrow…Or are you sitting there with the girl condom already on?” He asked hoping that that wasn’t the case but he knew better than to put anything passed his little brother. He could picture it all too easily, as much as he tried not to, Masaki sitting there on the bed in a hotel with an erection and confused look on his face.
“No!”
“Good, we’ll talk about it tomorrow when I get back…Bye-bye little brother…” Sho hung up the phone quickly pulling a face at Nino delighted when the teenager gave a laugh and held up his arms demanding to be hugged and petted. Eagerly Sho did as requested falling down into the arms and pressing his lips down onto Nino’s his thoughts about his brother’s weird request happily slipping from his mind as he was drawn into a deeply sensual kiss. Nino’s hands moved up and down his back his mouth moving perfectly against his as their tongues battled for a long time and then, needing to breathe, he pulled away gasping for air. He smiled down at his teenaged lover stroking the side of his face with a fingertip before nibbling at the mole again saying; “Come on…We should go bathe…I want to teach you the joys of having sex in water…”
“Yes…Please…”
*~*~*Present Day *~*~*
Nino sat in his bedroom with his knees drawn up to his chest. It was five days since Masaki had ‘outted’ him to his entire class and by extension the whole school. He hadn’t been back since, hell he hadn’t been out of his bedroom since, so he didn’t know exactly what was being said but he doubted that it would be anything good. He wasn’t the first gay guy that had gone to the school but the rumour was that the last ‘openly’ gay guy had killed himself. He wasn’t sure how true that was but he knew that being different to everyone else was not the best idea someone could do while they were in college and it would be even worse now that his best friend had turned on him for something that he couldn't even begin to control.
The school had told his parents, or their security at least, and Nino was never more thankful that his father was trying to get into bed with a British company so they were out of the country. He wasn't looking forward to that conversation when it happened. Why couldn't people just get over themselves? He thought flopping down onto the bed and staring up at the ceiling his chest aching so much it felt like a physical break, it wasn't like they were hurting anyone.
Sho had called about once an hour since it had happened but after that first time he'd ignored all the calls. Masaki would never forgive him and there was no way he could just continue on with the game as if nothing had happened. Masaki had been like the brother he'd never had and he'd always thought of him as too nice so couldn't believe that he could hate him so much for something that he'd had absolutely no control over. He wanted to cry but he refused to act so stupidly girlish. He wanted to play on a game and have it wipe away all of his bad memories but whenever he tried not even the familiar platform games that he always enjoyed could keep his interest for more than a couple of minutes and it always ended with his character falling down a hole or being burned alive by a fish, it didn’t help that he’d normally only ever played two players on these games and they didn’t seem to be half as fun without Masaki screaming in his ear or crying that he had made a mistake.
Nino jumped quickly blinking away the angry tears that had started to form in his eyes. He sat up and glared at the door hugging his pillow to his chest as if he was trying to protect himself. The maid and butler had been told not to disturb him but the maid had been trying to force him to eat more than a scrambled egg on toast.
“Go away…” He shouted throwing a pillow at the door and flopping back down again pulling at his hair growling with anger as the knocking started up again.
“Nino…” Masaki called through the door almost giving him heart failure. Breathing deep through his nose and sitting up slowly his eyes blowing wide as he gulped “…Let me in…I want to talk to you…”
“…No…What…” He stammered not knowing what to do or to say, he had to admit that Masaki was the last person that he expected to be knocking at his door, Masaki hammered on the wood again and then shouted;
“Please let me in…I want to talk to you…”
“What…So you can tell me how disgusting I am?” He asked and then he heard a sound like his friend was sliding down the door and resting against it with his knees drawn up to his chest.
“I…I reacted badly…I’m sorry…I…I shouldn’t have done that to you…Or to nii-chan but…I can’t understand why you’d want…” Masaki said stopping a little to catch his breath or change what he was about to say before continuing “Why you’d be with a guy…It’s gross to me…”
“I’m gross…” Nino repeated the word cutting through him like a knife and he swallowed the sharp lump that had gathered in his throat feeling sick.
“I…This is hard for me…Please Nino let me in…I feel like I’m doing a scene from Frozen or something…Please…”
*~*~* 9 Days Earlier *~*~*
He sat in the hotel bed wearing Sho’s t-shirt, which was two sizes too big around him, loving the way that it felt warm against his skin. He still couldn’t believe that this was happening, that Sho was still asking him to meet up and a part of him was still expecting every day to be the last time. He kept telling himself that he was going to have to be the one that ended it, if only to save his own sanity, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He was too selfish to let him go.
“Hey, you hungry?” Sho asked coming up behind him and wrapping his arms around his waist and kissing his neck and ear. “I could order room service…”
“…Um…Sure…But don’t you have to get back?” Nino asked hoping that the answer would be no. He’d already spent the last five hours with him but he still wanted more. Sho nibbled at his shoulder for a second or two his hand splaying out over his hips as he shook his head.
“Nope…I’m meant to be in Minato tonight I have a meeting tomorrow morning but I’ll take a train out early…” Sho answered biting at his ear before slowly moving back on the bed, causing the thick expensive mattress to rise up and down, and grabbing the laminated menu from the side “Okay…Pick whatever you want…And then we’ll watch a movie…”
“Like a real date?”
“…”
“I mean not a real date…I mean…You…Know…” Nino stammered flaying around when Sho didn’t answer but just gave him a slow smile.
“I was thinking that we should tell Masaki about us…” Sho said grabbing a hold of his wrist and tugging him up towards the body seemingly not concerned about “If he finds out accidently it will be a lot worse than if I tell him…"
"You can't Masaki will hate this...hate me...please Sho, this is just a game right...why..." Nino stammered fear, beyond anything he'd ever felt before, rising up inside of him. If this thing between them was serious, he could understand telling his friend but why risk losing him?
"Because we won't have to keep sneaking around with him interrupting us..." Sho pointed out and Nino had to admit that 9 times out of 10 Masaki was cutting in on their time together but he was deflated that Sho hadn't told him it was because he wanted it to be serious between them. "You worry too much; I promise that it'll be fine Kazunari..."
"…Yeah…We’ll see…”
“You could have a little faith…Have you decided what you want?” Sho asked motioning to the menu clearly changing the subject and Nino hummed with a shrug giving it a quick glance before answering;
“Burger…I want a burger and fries…”
“…Okay, I think that I’ll have that too…Anything else?” Nino shivered a little as his hand came up and stroke his thigh lightly his thumb and fingers moving up and down getting closer to his crotch and he had to wonder just how much stamina that Sho had.
“Banana milkshake…Masa always says the milkshakes taste amazing here…” He stopped short when he noticed that Sho’s hand had stopped moving and there was an overly amused smile on his face “What?”
“Nothing…” The older man denied leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his nose his free hand moving up to cup his cheeks whispering “You’re just really cute…We’ll order cream too so that I pour it all over your body and lap it up…”
“…You…You’re a complete pervert, Sho…” Nino blushed pushing him away weakly giggling just a little as Sho ran his tongue over his lip and gave him a playful wink picking up the white phone from side.
“Yup but you love it…” He said before changing quickly slipping into an almost professional mode as somebody on the other end spoke to him “Hello room service please…”
Nino smiled tuning out the conversation as he turned away hugging himself tightly breathing in the scent that was clinging to the t-shirt hoping against hope that Masaki would take it okay.
*~*~*~*~*Present*~*~*~*~*~
Nino's hand shook as he unlocked the door and slowly pulled it open ready to pull it back the moment he felt any kind if threat from his former best friend. Masaki was still sat in front of the door staring at the opposite wall looking as stricken and shaken as Nino was feeling and when he looked up he could see the shame that was in his eyes.
"Nino...please you've got to forgive me..." He pleaded turning so that he was sat on his knees his hands clenched tightly on his lap his head bowed "Nii-chan hates me..."
"I'm sure that he doesn't hate you..." Nino mumbled the hope in his heart crumbling as he realised that Masaki only wanted his forgiveness so that Sho would forgive him. He didn't even need the next sentence out of his friend’s mouth to confirm it he knew and he was heartbroken that that was all he cared about.
"He does he won't even stay in the same room as me! And he looks worse than you do!" Masaki whined grabbing a tight hold of his legs preventing him from moving backwards out of his grasp as tears started. "Please...you have to talk to him and tell him that I've apologised so he'll talk to me again...I can't lose my brother because of you..."
"You’re nothing but a selfish little prick! If that's all you've got to say what the hell are you doing here?" Sho growled appearing out from behind the wall and storming over to him his eyes blazing with a fire that Nino had never seen before. Masaki let out a funny little squeak and then ducked down trying his best to hide behind Nino who was just standing there noting how awful Sho looked. His eyes were red and somewhat swollen with black bags under each of them. His face was pale under a coating of stubble and Nino wondered if he was the reason that he was like that. “I’m sorry Kazu…I thought that he was coming here to actually apologise to you…”
“I am!” Masaki said poking his head from behind him and Nino swallowed almost flinching when Sho began to advance forward his fists clenching at either side of his legs. He wanted to stop him to say that it was all okay but the truth was it wasn’t okay and he honestly thought that Masaki deserved some form of punishment for what he had done.
“Yeah not because you hurt your friend but because you want me to forgive you, that isn’t apologising that’s being a dick and liking being a dick…” Sho growled grabbing his brother by the arm and pulling him out. Nino swayed at the nearness and the rush of heat that he could feel coming off of Sho’s body and the scent of his skin. It wasn’t as sweet as it normally was but it was intoxicating. Masaki was all but thrown to the exit AS Sho snarled “Get out until you’ve grown up and want to act like an adult…”
“Nii-chan…”
“Out!” Sho snapped again pushing him away and Nino sighed swaying when his once best friend ran for the hills with a little whimper leaving his mouth. “Sorry…Kazu…When he announced that he was going to apologise…I had hoped that he meant it…But I had my doubts so I followed him…”
“You…Look a mess…” Nino breathed stupidly looking at the stubble on his chin for a while before reaching out and stroking it with his chin. Sho smiled holding his hand tightly bringing it to his lips.
“I missed you…I missed you so fucking much…I don’t even have words to explain it…”
“Me too…I missed you too…” Nino breathed in response taking a few stumbling steps forward and pressing himself against him his eyes closing as soon as his head met the broad beautiful chest. His heart skipped and danced against his ribs as his arms moved around Sho’s waist. Sho let out a sigh holding him with just as much warmth as he did when they made love and something inside of him clicked as he realised that it wasn’t just a game for either of them. His tongue felt as though it was stuck to the roof of his mouth and he prised it off whispering almost urgently “I love you…”
“…You have no idea how long I wanted to hear that…” Sho whimpered pressing his lips to his neck and Nino almost chuckled as he felt the whispery hairs on his chin moving against his sensitive skin. “I love you too…I’m sorry that it’s so complicated…And Masaki…”
“You can’t apologise for Masaki…I thought…That this…This was just for fun…I…You…Said it was just a game…” Nino whispered crying slowly as he gripped Sho a little more tightly. Masaki’s words still cut him deep and hard but it had been the idea that he was nothing but a little bit of fun for Sho that had almost crippled him.
“I know what I said and I’m an idiot for ever saying that to you…Forgive me…Please?” Sho purred against his ear his stubble brushing against him again and Nino sighed again his eyes closing as he breathed in the warm scent. He had no idea how he was meant to respond to that. It was way too complicated but he didn’t think that he could cope without Sho again.
*~*~*~**Sho’s PoV*~*~*~*
The older man waited for the teen in his arms to answer not knowing if it would be a positive answer or not. He was positive that Nino had gotten thinner since they had broken up which seemed stupid as it had only been a few days. Then again he himself wasn’t faring any better. His father was getting worse and the doctors had told him that he probably wouldn’t survive the year, Masaki was acting like a spoilt brat when he could be bothered to spend time with him, which wasn’t very often, and his mother was a mess. It had been that way for the whole time that he and Nino had been having fun but with Nino there as a very pleasant distraction it hadn’t felt so bad, without him it had felt like his life had become something terrifying and lonely.
“You never brought the cream…” Nino whispered into his ear and for a second Sho was lost until he remembered that time in the hotel when he had said that he would but cream and lap it away from his body. It was something that he was surprised to hear at this exact moment but he couldn’t stop himself from chuckling even if it sounded a little wet to his own ears. “Would you buy it?”
“…So you forgive me?”
“…You don’t need forgiveness…” Nino replied squeezing him tightly and rubbing his face into his chest “…Things are going to be complicated…With Masaki and…School…I…I can understand if you…”
“Nino…I would take complicated with you over anything else without you…” Sho said meaning every word. It was impossible to know what was going to happen. Masaki was going to be difficult and his work was going to get a lot more difficult and his time with Nino would be cut short but if they wanted it then there had to be a way of making it happen. He needed to believe that. Nino sighed again and then unhooked his arms around him so that he could look at him in the eye. His face was pale and there was a collection of tears in his eyes but it was wiped away by Nino’s lips twisting into a smile as he dipped his head into a little nod before whispering;
“If you can handle complicated…I can…”
“Then…Let’s get on with it…” Sho chuckled his mouth darting forward and capturing Nino’s in a deeply intense kiss that held all of the love that he had been keeping inside for so long. Nino’s arms wrapped around him again holding him tightly as he held himself up his mouth matching Sho’s more eagerly than it ever had done before. Their tongues danced together as Sho led him into the bedroom and closed the door with his foot.
*~*~*~*~*~ Three Years later*~*~*~*~*~~
Nino moaned as Sho plunged his cock into him again and again rocking him over the bed. His skin was sticky with sweat and cream but it was singing with happiness. It prickled like fire over him and He couldn’t stop a whine from breaking out his lips and the sound just seemed to drive Sho on harder and deeper until he came with a loud gravely shout his cock exploding as he soaked his insides and Nino shouted at the feeling coming himself with a harsh shudder. His semen splashed against Sho’s stomach and they collapsed together in a tangle of limbs.
He couldn’t believe that it was their third year anniversary. He couldn’t believe that they had actually made it this far. Their lives were still complicated. Sho was the CEO of his father’s company and Nino was a university student but at least they were allowed to live together in their own apartment near the campus to make it easier for him and to give Sho time away from his brother. Masaki had slowly started to come around but things were never going to be the same between any of them and as sad as it seemed Nino barely missed the man that used to be his best friend. He had new friends in the shape of Jun and Satoshi another openly gay couple on his course and with their aide he had grown a lot more comfortable in his own skin making his life with Sho seem a lot less complicated and a lot happier.
“I love you…” He whispered against the sweaty shoulder and Sho squeezed him tight withdrawing his cock from within him and Nino sighed with happiness at the feeling of his hot come from sliding out of him.
“I love you my complicated brat…I love you…”
Nino chuckled at the term complicated. It was what they were a deeply complicated couple that were deeply in love with each other for now and for ever.
The End
A/N: And another one’s done XD I hope that this ending was okay ^_^
A/N: And another one’s done XD I hope that this ending was okay ^_^
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Date: 2016-07-04 10:29 am (UTC)thank you for finishing this fic!!
Much loves<3
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Date: 2016-07-04 12:10 pm (UTC)OMG! U finished complicated! YAYYYY!
Wahhh i really love sakumiya as much as i love matsumiya and ohmiya...
I hope u write more of this pairing in the future...
Thank u so much for this wonderful story!
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Date: 2018-01-13 02:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-02-21 02:46 pm (UTC)