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[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

Due to Merlin needing a £500+ operation this year on an underdeveloped testicle and some other bills, I am having to get rid of my Microsoft subscription, a small bill but a bill non the less. I’ve been trying for some time to get back into work but unfortunately it, along with Emily’s death, has made me slip back with my depression and I have started to go back to the way that I was with self-harming and suicidal thoughts.

I will still be writing as much as I ever had it helps me, but honestly I’m lucky that I have help with paying household bills as I wouldn’t be able to cope.

The reason that I’m writing this is because I want to apologise as without Microsoft (The only writing programme I know how to use) my spellings and grammar will become awful again and secondly I may have to sell some if not all of my Arashi collection so I want to if anybody would want to buy my collection if I do have to sell. I have most of the recent limited edition cd’s and dvd’s (Thanks for the points system on CDjapan ne) and some somewhat rare goods.

This isn’t something that I wanted to write but given that with Merlin’s operation along with my other bills I’m in debt by neary £1000 I have to do something.

Krys 

Comments

[renchan27.livejournal.com]

Could you do a fundme? Maybe we could help you pay for that operation if you allow us :S it wouldn't be much but it's what we have to give ^^

[yumi-usagi.livejournal.com]

I'm really really sorry about what happen to you *biggest hug*
You mentioned Merlin's operation to me before but I just knew about the rest now :'(
I wish Merlin a successful operation!
I really wish I could help you. If you need my help in anything, let me know.
If you wish to sell your collection (I know it's the saddest thing to do as a fan), I can help with that too
Love!

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry to hear about Merlin and your condition *hug*.

Like above comment has said, probably you can do a fundraiser dedicated for animals? (I've heard of it but not sure how it works)

I probably won't be able to buy the goods because I haven't working yet (plus shipping to my country must be high *_*), my fund is limited as of now but maybe through fundraiser I can donate a bit ^^
Also you can post your goods list in je-sales, I'm sure there will be some people who want some of your goods :)


PS : regarding writing, take your time, really ^^

[helenmaldon.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear of your difficulties! You're really kind of take care of Merlin <333 I hope things get better! As someone suggested above, I would like to donate if I could. Best wishes!

[mangamistrezz.livejournal.com]

Oh god, I know all about depression and suicidal thoughts- as someone who has been fighting with depression since elementary school and still gets hit with the sudden suicidal urge at random intervals, I know exactly what your going through. If you ever need someone to talk with, I'd be glad to listen.

I wish I could buy your stuff (god knows how much Arashi stuff I want) but I am so poor dirt right now...I'm currently searching for new work and the money I have saved up, I lent to my parents on the construction of their new house.

I hope you and Merlin will be okay- I'll pray for you both~

[gambitsfox.livejournal.com]

Please don't worry. We love you and will help if we can but we need to know this won't bring you down. I can't afford to lose any friends! Can the vet let you pay in installments? That's a pretty big bill. I think that idea of that website to ask for donations would be a great idea and maybe include if you can reach your goal then the remaining balance could go to help other people that have the same trouble. Maybe some group there could answer that. If nothing else it will allow your friends to help. I just don't want you upset or worried over this. Hey....you and your family are pretty crafty.....why don't you do a bear with Arashi clothes or pillow case or something and put it up for bid on ebay? That would hit a bunch of Arashi fans all over the place. Or you could take orders for something. I just hate the idea of you selling your collection. I could see bears dressed in Ohmiya SK outfits making a big splash! I'd buy one! What do you think

[baboy-19.livejournal.com]

maybe some of us can help edit your fics or smthing..i'm sorry I can't help financially..you can prolly post your arashi goods on je-sales too..

I hope I can purchase some of your stuff! they're too cool!! Once I get a proper work I hope I can still help by then :) *hugss*

[arashi4dream1.livejournal.com]

Dear Krystal..this are thoughr moments for you and we are here to help you. I know that many of us love your stories and we will be happy to assist you as we can..why dont you start a gofund for Merlin surgery or to support your stories you can use patron.

These are of couple of ideas but I am willing to help as much as I can.

Your life is so precious and dont let those dark thoughts get you..you can reach me by FB or line if you need to talk.

Love you tons and please keep strong.

[nate-02.livejournal.com]

I'm okay with the founding thing others have proposed. Even if it's just 5€ by person, eventually it will help you. It's better than you selling your collection. it would break my heart to have to sell mine...and if you don't want to take the money out of people or something like that, tell yourself that it's been years of us reading your fictions everyday totally freely so it's not much when you think about it. And everybody needs help at a point in life. There is no shame.

if it is not for the dog's bill it could be for the microsoft licence. And it wouldn't be like you forcing anybody to help, but some wants to help you :)

Also like other have mentionned, I wouldn't buy anything from your collection because of the shipping price and the feeling of taking something you love from you XD but i would gladly help with a little donation.

Some of your stories really helped me to cope at some point in my life.

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry about your beloved pet. I respect you a lot for your effort to do anything you could for them. I'll prays for your situation to get better soon.

Difficulties will aways be followed by good things, so with that thought please stay strong, dear. You will always have us as your support :)

[saffia-me.livejournal.com]

Hi krys sorry for the late reply. I think that it is best for u to start a gofund as well~~~~ merchandise is expensive to buy but having a fund is easier for me as well~~~