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The Phone Call part twenty-two
Jun froze as soon as he realised that they were kissing. He knew that he was the one that had started it and he didn’t regret it but now that he was doing it he wasn’t sure what to do. Well he did, he had done a fair bit of kissing in his time but his kissing partners were normally a whole lot more responsive. Nino had frozen completely still, his lips partially open while his hands had tightened on his legs, squeezing them tightly as he seemed to have forgotten to breathe. Jun decided that this was the most awkward kiss that he had ever given and he was almost tempted to pull away and apologise but he knew that if he did that Nino would think that it was just a mistake and Jun refused to let that happen. Taking a breath through his nose he placed a hand on Nino’s cheek and tilted his head back a little bit more as he came to rest almost on top of his…Nino’s legs. Gently he ran his tongue around the open mouth and then very slowly pressed inside. He felt Nino give a moan…And then a whimper…Against his mouth and the hands unclenched coming up to grip at his top. For a moment Jun was sure that he was going to try and pull him away but he didn’t the hands just rested there against him feeling sweaty and hot. Jun smiled the best he could and then closed his eyes allowing himself to enjoy the kiss. He tilted his head to one side and drew Nino in whatever direction he wanted. He couldn’t honestly say that Nino was completely responsive to his kiss but his lips did start to feel more complaint against his.
The kiss didn’t last for very long but he tried to put as much of his feelings into it as possible before he was pulling away and he was left to sit and stare at Nino who was pale faced and bewildered. The older man blinked rapidly for a few minutes and then cleared his throat with a small cough asking in a weak voice;
“You…What…What was that about…?”
“I kissed you…” Jun answered with a shrug cursing himself mentally for how bland that sounded but he knew that he was protecting himself from any rejection that he might experience. He might not have been in love with Nino for as long as his friend had been in love with him but…This last month he had been acting like a man in love or at least like he would if he was dating. He doubted that Nino knew though as he had not had much experience with true love.
“I know…I know that you kissed me…What I meant was why?” Nino growled angrily drawing his legs up and hugged them tightly. Jun’s eyes went to the slightly kiss swollen mouth watching the way that his bright pink tongue swiped over them. It wasn’t like he was trying to get rid of it but it was more like he was trying to savour it. Jun tried to give a comfortable looking smile as he answered in a very soft voice;
“Because…I wanted to…”
“I…I don’t want to be your experiment…”
“You’re not…Do you really think that I would do that?” Jun growled back feeling almost angry himself though somehow he was managing to hold it in. Nino stared at him for what felt like an age. His face was still angry but that only lasted for a few minutes before his expression cleared and he shook his head slowly before whispering;
“I…No…But…I don’t get why…Why would you kiss me?”
“Because I wanted to…” Jun said again slowly pronouncing each and every word slowly so that Nino could hear them clearly. He reached out and grabbed a tight hold on his hand that had been wrapped around his legs. Nino’s eyes slipped down to look at their joined hands his Adam’s apple bobbing frantically with the nerves that were building up inside of him. “…I know that you think that I’m as straight as a pencil…And…I have to admit that I don’t know if I would ever like another guy…But…I like…”
“Don’t say it…Please…Don’t…Not just to be nice…Don’t…” Nino pleaded and, to his horror, Jun realised that he was crying again. “I know that you know…But…Don’t…Don’t play with me…”
“Kazu…I would never play with you…” Jun promised gently squeezing tightly at the fingers that were in his. “Not like that…I like you…I like you…And if you would let me I would…I would like to date you…”
“Jun…”
“Please…Please…Let me date you…” Jun pressed on slipping over the sofa, his heart hammering against his chest so hard that he could hear it pounding in his ears. Even preforming in front of 75,000 fans could have him feeling this nervous, but like then he wrapped he carried on regardless and wrapped his arms around the smaller man pulling him onto his lap and kissing at his cheek. He had been right when he had thought that it would be smooth. There was a faint tickle of hairs there but there weren’t many but he had a strange taste of salty tears and he wished that he could wipe them away and have Nino believe him. “Please…Believe me…”
“Jun…I…I can’t…I…You…This…It…You can’t…” Nino stuttered making absolutely no sense. Jun gave a very light laugh and kept his arms around him tightly his mouth hovering over his ear as he whispered;
“I can…I want to date you…I never want to let you go…”
“You…You just feel sorry for me…” Nino sobbed a little bit his hands gripping at him so tightly that it was painful but he didn’t care and he shook his head squeezing him ever more tightly.
“I would never date you because I feel sorry for you, I love you…This…This is scary for me too…I’ve never been in love with a man before…” He told him, his heart jumping as he realised just how different it would be. The whole idea of sex was daunting as he wasn’t completely sure how it would all work even though he knew the basic mechanics of it all. Pushing that thought out of his mouth as he cleared his throat and gave a laugh saying weakly “And it’s not going well if you don’t believe me…”
“…I can’t…You…” Nino spluttered and Jun gave a sigh shifting himself out of his arms holding him them by the shoulders so they were looking each other in the face. His eyes moved over the thin face glad that although his eyes were puffy he had stopped crying and was just watching him apprehensively and Jun gave a smile wiping at his eyes with a thumb asking;
“Kazu…Do you like me?”
“…Y-Ye-s…” He answered slowly and Jun found it surprisingly satisfying that he sounded just as nervous as he was. Jun gave another smile and then very lightly kissed him lightly on the corner of his mouth and this time Nino responded a little and a kissing sound filled the room for a moment before Jun pulled away again squeezing at the hand that was in his.
“And…Would you like to date me?”
“Y-e-s…” Nino said again his voice was just as shaky and Jun swallowed down the nervous lump from the back of his throat. Convincing Nino was something that would change them from being bandmates and friends into lovers and it was going to make things different, but…It already was…He had been dating Nino for the last month…They just hadn’t said it aloud.
“Then…Give me a chance…Please...” Jun said again and this time Nino didn’t reply straight away but looked away from him biting hard on his bottom lip. The clock on the wall ticked slowly by and for a minute Jun was positive that Nino was going to refuse him again but instead he nodded a shudder running through him
“…Yes…I’ll give you a chance…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
The kiss didn’t last for very long but he tried to put as much of his feelings into it as possible before he was pulling away and he was left to sit and stare at Nino who was pale faced and bewildered. The older man blinked rapidly for a few minutes and then cleared his throat with a small cough asking in a weak voice;
“You…What…What was that about…?”
“I kissed you…” Jun answered with a shrug cursing himself mentally for how bland that sounded but he knew that he was protecting himself from any rejection that he might experience. He might not have been in love with Nino for as long as his friend had been in love with him but…This last month he had been acting like a man in love or at least like he would if he was dating. He doubted that Nino knew though as he had not had much experience with true love.
“I know…I know that you kissed me…What I meant was why?” Nino growled angrily drawing his legs up and hugged them tightly. Jun’s eyes went to the slightly kiss swollen mouth watching the way that his bright pink tongue swiped over them. It wasn’t like he was trying to get rid of it but it was more like he was trying to savour it. Jun tried to give a comfortable looking smile as he answered in a very soft voice;
“Because…I wanted to…”
“I…I don’t want to be your experiment…”
“You’re not…Do you really think that I would do that?” Jun growled back feeling almost angry himself though somehow he was managing to hold it in. Nino stared at him for what felt like an age. His face was still angry but that only lasted for a few minutes before his expression cleared and he shook his head slowly before whispering;
“I…No…But…I don’t get why…Why would you kiss me?”
“Because I wanted to…” Jun said again slowly pronouncing each and every word slowly so that Nino could hear them clearly. He reached out and grabbed a tight hold on his hand that had been wrapped around his legs. Nino’s eyes slipped down to look at their joined hands his Adam’s apple bobbing frantically with the nerves that were building up inside of him. “…I know that you think that I’m as straight as a pencil…And…I have to admit that I don’t know if I would ever like another guy…But…I like…”
“Don’t say it…Please…Don’t…Not just to be nice…Don’t…” Nino pleaded and, to his horror, Jun realised that he was crying again. “I know that you know…But…Don’t…Don’t play with me…”
“Kazu…I would never play with you…” Jun promised gently squeezing tightly at the fingers that were in his. “Not like that…I like you…I like you…And if you would let me I would…I would like to date you…”
“Jun…”
“Please…Please…Let me date you…” Jun pressed on slipping over the sofa, his heart hammering against his chest so hard that he could hear it pounding in his ears. Even preforming in front of 75,000 fans could have him feeling this nervous, but like then he wrapped he carried on regardless and wrapped his arms around the smaller man pulling him onto his lap and kissing at his cheek. He had been right when he had thought that it would be smooth. There was a faint tickle of hairs there but there weren’t many but he had a strange taste of salty tears and he wished that he could wipe them away and have Nino believe him. “Please…Believe me…”
“Jun…I…I can’t…I…You…This…It…You can’t…” Nino stuttered making absolutely no sense. Jun gave a very light laugh and kept his arms around him tightly his mouth hovering over his ear as he whispered;
“I can…I want to date you…I never want to let you go…”
“You…You just feel sorry for me…” Nino sobbed a little bit his hands gripping at him so tightly that it was painful but he didn’t care and he shook his head squeezing him ever more tightly.
“I would never date you because I feel sorry for you, I love you…This…This is scary for me too…I’ve never been in love with a man before…” He told him, his heart jumping as he realised just how different it would be. The whole idea of sex was daunting as he wasn’t completely sure how it would all work even though he knew the basic mechanics of it all. Pushing that thought out of his mouth as he cleared his throat and gave a laugh saying weakly “And it’s not going well if you don’t believe me…”
“…I can’t…You…” Nino spluttered and Jun gave a sigh shifting himself out of his arms holding him them by the shoulders so they were looking each other in the face. His eyes moved over the thin face glad that although his eyes were puffy he had stopped crying and was just watching him apprehensively and Jun gave a smile wiping at his eyes with a thumb asking;
“Kazu…Do you like me?”
“…Y-Ye-s…” He answered slowly and Jun found it surprisingly satisfying that he sounded just as nervous as he was. Jun gave another smile and then very lightly kissed him lightly on the corner of his mouth and this time Nino responded a little and a kissing sound filled the room for a moment before Jun pulled away again squeezing at the hand that was in his.
“And…Would you like to date me?”
“Y-e-s…” Nino said again his voice was just as shaky and Jun swallowed down the nervous lump from the back of his throat. Convincing Nino was something that would change them from being bandmates and friends into lovers and it was going to make things different, but…It already was…He had been dating Nino for the last month…They just hadn’t said it aloud.
“Then…Give me a chance…Please...” Jun said again and this time Nino didn’t reply straight away but looked away from him biting hard on his bottom lip. The clock on the wall ticked slowly by and for a minute Jun was positive that Nino was going to refuse him again but instead he nodded a shudder running through him
“…Yes…I’ll give you a chance…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^