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"Everyone keeps glaring at everyone else and the tension is so thick in this room that if we don’t handle it now somebody is going to blow up and we’re all going to be killed…” Nino said with an almost manic determination, something that he hadn’t been feeling for a long time. If he was honest this was the last thing that he wanted to talk about…Or maybe second to last…The last thing that he wanted to even think about was his past and what had happened here in the city. It was so stupid really considering that it was over a 100 years ago but it was still mortifying for him to remember. Shaking his head as the almost dangerous memories came to the forefront of his mind again he breathed deep focusing on Jun and Masaki before letting his gaze go to Sakurai who looked just as clueless as the rest of them.

“I’m sorry, Kazu, but I don’t even understand your bond much less know how to get rid of it…” His lover admitted squeezing his waist tightly his own dark eyes going to Jun who gave a shrug.  His long fingers scraped their way through his hair a few times before he let it drop to Masaki their fingers linking together like a tight weave that almost caused Nino’s lips to twitch in a smile but Jun started speaking and he decided to just keep his face neutral as he leaned further back into Sakurai who allowed him supporting him with his arm so he didn’t touch the fire.

“I…Don’t fully understand it either…It’s not a strong as the bond I have with Masaki…Nor does it give me the same feeling…With Masaki…His emotions and thoughts flow through me like they were my own, like they are meant to be there and without them I wouldn’t be able to breathe let alone function…” Jun told them and Nino had to nod with a smile his eyes going to Sakurai knowing that that description was the same for them too. Sakurai had told him once that it was a true soul mate bond, the meeting of two people that were so perfect for each other that it was like one soul had been split into two people. “You…You feel like...The opposite of a parasite…I can feel your emotions and even some of your stronger thoughts but they’re not meant to be in me and I know that…Half the time I want to fight them away but…”

“The other half?” Masaki asked the question that Nino was thinking his voice soft and calm though Nino knew that he must had been strained asking it. He gave the tall man a small almost apologetic smile and he was glad when he received a similar one in return letting him know that no matter what Masaki didn’t hate him for what had happened.

“I never want them to leave…They aren’t like Masaki but…There’s something amazing about them…Is it the same for you?”

“No…You barely register in me…I described it to Sho once…I can feel you there…You’re like the light from a distant star while Sho is like the sun all-consuming and powerful…But I admit…” Nino stopped speaking as a loud, harsh bell sounded out around the room causing all of the occupants to jump a little. The four men stared at each other for a minute or two and then slowly Sakurai rose to his feet going to the door.

TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
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