Succubae part 43

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Masaki sat on the chair as far from Jun as he could. It had been the same since they had found out about the bound that was between his lover and Nino. He couldn’t blame either of them but he had to admit that it hurt, more so when he felt Jun tense or heard him growl when he felt something through the bond. It had been the worse that it had ever been on the aeroplane with the other couple. He had no idea what they were talking about but it had been something that had caused a lot of emotion in Nino and thus through the bond into Jun. It was a difficult situation from them all and he knew that Nino found it just as difficult for him as it was for them but he couldn’t help but feel jealousy to the boy…Man that he had taught in the school who had moved into Jun’s heart so completely.

“They are making love…” Jun mumbled gently breaking through his thoughts as surely as a hammer would. He looked up at the lover that he had wanted to help so much and still loved more than anything and gasped out loudly;

“Jun!”

“…This is harder than I ever thought that it would be…” Jun growled dropping down to his knees in front of him his hands resting on his knees “I don’t love him Masaki, I don’t…I promise that to you…Please believe me….”

“I do…” Masaki whispered slowly his heart fluttering against his ribs as his hands resting in the nest of hair that was resting on his legs “But this…Bond between you…It hurts me…Every time I see you reacting to him makes my heart ache and I can’t help it…I hate…Hating him…More so when I know that he doesn’t love you and it’s nobody fault about the bond but…”

“Masaki…We will fix this I promise…” Jun promised looking up at him with his beautiful eyes his lips twisted into the crooked smile “I swore to you when I first convinced you that all of this was real that I would never be with anyone but you…And I meant it…I love you and you only…I always have, Masaki…”

“I know…” Masaki smiled remembering the sight when he had walked into the flower shop and first seen his master and lover. It had been like a scene from a manga or anime with the most beautiful man in existence being surrounded by flowers of all shapes and sizes with beautiful colours all around him. He thought that he had died and gone to heaven seeing him there. He had been having difficulty in his marriage and with his lungs but seeing Jun had somehow made all of his suffering worth it. Before he had despised himself, knowing that he was gay and hating it. He could remember clearly his disdain at finding only men attractive when he wanted to be normal and have a family. “And I’ve always loved you in return…This hasn’t changed it…I’m just sulking, master…”

“Never ever call me that…” Jun told him his fingers squeezing his legs “I told you…I love you, I will never be your master…”

“…You are…The master of my heart…” Masaki giggled moving forward and hugging him tightly knowing that he was being corny but he didn’t care. “Come…You said they were having sex…We should as well…I haven’t been taking care of you…”

TBC
A/N: I hope that this was okay ^_^