Messed Up: Of Course I Love You part 2
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krystalkatzficzJun stared into the face of his former step son as Nino worked over his answer. He had expected this kind of outburst, this kind of need for confirmation of their relationship, in fact he was surprised that it had taken Nino this long. He was surprised himself how much he had been willing to give up and change to be with the teenager that was in front of him, just as surprised as he had been to admit that he liked him in the first place. He’d always known that he was bi but he had always had more leanings towards women but he hadn’t been expecting the hammer of emotions that Nino would give him. He was everything and more that it had ever wanted in his partner. He did regret hurting his wife but he hadn’t been able to fight his desire and love for Nino.
“Um…I’ll tell you later…” Nino tried but Jun refused to have that he’d had to tell after all and he pouted a little his eyes narrowing as he grabbed a hold of his hand. With a quick look around to make sure that nobody was there he tugged Nino over to his side of the car and had him sitting on his knee his back pressing up against the steering wheel so hard that it almost knocked the horn. It wasn’t actually a very comfortable position until Jun reset his chair moving it back to give them more room and then he was able to wrap his arms around him while Nino’s his hands rested on his shoulders thumbs running lightly over his neck.
“Nope you made me tell you so now you tell me…” He grinned and then sat back, happily watching the various colours play around in Nino’s cheeks before he growled and almost spat out;
“Fine…It was on your wedding day…The smile on your face…I…I actually hated mum for getting that smile…”
“My smile? Hmm…” Jun said with surprise honestly not expecting that as his answer and he gave a grin surprised when Nino flushed even deeper his hand coming to stroke his lips as he gave a nod.
“Yup you’re goofy looking smile that stretched your lips over your big teeth…”
“You really are a brat…” Jun muttered kissing the fingers before sighing and reluctantly releasing him “We really should leave before I fuck you here…”
“Maybe later I’ll let you…” Nino teased rolling his hips against him rubbing their cocks together in a move that was very unfair in someone who had been moaning that they were having too much sex and not enough conversation. Jun grabbed his hips holding him tightly and preventing him from moving any more as he drew him into a deep kiss sucking the oxygen from his lungs and turning him into soft putty in his hands. He loved having that power over the teenager but it was terrifying that Nino had the same power over him. He broke the kiss and then smiled again running his fingers over the seam of his mouth.
“Hmm…My sexy little brat when we get back I’m going to take you up on that…I promise” Jun promised his cock twitching at the thought of taking his Nino out here in the open where anyone might see them. It was perverse but there was a thrill that ran down his back at the thought that they might be caught. “But for now let’s get going…”
“Where are we?” Nino asked looking around as he scrambled awkwardly out of the car and out onto the crunchy gravel that served as a parking lot. Jun followed him looking more graceful than the teenager had and he shook his head locking the car door and then reaching out with his hand.
“Just come with me…”
“What…We can’t…” Nino said shaking his head and stepping away from the hand but Jun wasn’t going to take no for an answer and he reached out and grabbed his lover’s hand linking their fingers tightly and pulling in the direction he wanted them to go.
“Yes we can…We’re not doing anything wrong…Come on…” He said leading his lover down a small path that ran alongside a very beautiful river. Birds swam on top of its calm, almost glass like, surface and the setting sun gave it a warm and beautiful glow. There were other couples walking the path but, although they looked strangely at their joined hands, nobody said anything and Jun felt Nino relax and fall into proper step at his side.
“Wow…This is…Not what I was expecting but…I like it…” Nino said and Jun had to wonder what kind of things the boy had been expecting. Seizing his chance he slipped his arm around his lover’s shoulders and pulling him closer to his body loving the extra height he had on him so he could easily kiss his head before asking;
“Not what you were expecting? So what were you expecting?”
“I dunno more glass and steel in the heart of the city…Less warm and romantic…” Nino answered and Jun could see why he would think that. Yes he did give the impression of a sleek city business man but he could admit to being a little bit of a romantic when he was with the right person and Nino was definitely the right person. He hadn’t brought Nino's mum here, maybe that was what should have told him what he thought was love wasn't real. He regretted hurting her and he hoped that she would find happiness with Sakurai. She deserved it.
"Well you've learnt something about me already then..." Jun told him with a chuckle once more kissing the top of the head really delighting in having the advantage even if they did get one or two funny looks and he could feel Nino blushing against him.
They carried on walking down the lane until he could see the restaurant in the distance. It looked more like a boat house from here and that was what he had been before it was converted into what Jun believe to be the best damn seafood restaurant in the city. His stomach grumbled happily as he thought about it.
"What the hell? Do you have a lion in there or something?" Nino joked patting his stomach while it was Jun's turn to blush a bright fire red only managing to save some dignity by pushing his laughing lover away and snapping;
"You'll understand when you've tasted..."
"Jun? And Kazu..." A voice Jun had not wanted to hear while on a date with his lover said and slowly Jun looked up and sure enough found himself staring into the pale confused face if his ex-wife along with the watchful one of the man he knew as Sakurai Sho.
"Um mum...what um...I..." Nino spluttered looking as mortified as Jun felt and the older man could only hope they hadn't been seen looking more than friendly. "Um..."
"It's okay Kazu you don't have to look so worried, I don't mind..." She said and for one wild moment Jun thought she knew "you and Jun became good friends, ne"
"Um...yeah..." Nino nodded helplessly looking over at him and Jun knew that he had to be the one that pulled himself together.
"We did...Are you coming in? Or..." He asked leaving his question unfinished as he looked at the restaurant behind them hoping that they were leaving. But of course fate didn't want to be kind and it was Sho that answered slowly;
"We were just going in...Yourselves?"
"The same, I lost a bet to Nino and owe him a meal..." He mumbled knowing that it was an incredibly lame lie but needing to make this look less like it was. He didn't care who else knew about him and Nino but he couldn't tell his ex-wife, not yet. Things hadn't ended well between them and even if they had said they would try and be friends there was no way that she could or would accept his relationship with Nino. It was something that had plagued him for a long time but he hadn't managed to find a way to bring it up and right here right now wasn't the time.
“Um…”
“I see…I hope that you enjoy your meal” Mimi said turning a little too quickly and slipping her arm around Sho marching him up the last few steps and into the building leaving Nino and Jun to stare at each other knowing that they was going to be the most uncomfortable meal of their lives.
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
“Um…I’ll tell you later…” Nino tried but Jun refused to have that he’d had to tell after all and he pouted a little his eyes narrowing as he grabbed a hold of his hand. With a quick look around to make sure that nobody was there he tugged Nino over to his side of the car and had him sitting on his knee his back pressing up against the steering wheel so hard that it almost knocked the horn. It wasn’t actually a very comfortable position until Jun reset his chair moving it back to give them more room and then he was able to wrap his arms around him while Nino’s his hands rested on his shoulders thumbs running lightly over his neck.
“Nope you made me tell you so now you tell me…” He grinned and then sat back, happily watching the various colours play around in Nino’s cheeks before he growled and almost spat out;
“Fine…It was on your wedding day…The smile on your face…I…I actually hated mum for getting that smile…”
“My smile? Hmm…” Jun said with surprise honestly not expecting that as his answer and he gave a grin surprised when Nino flushed even deeper his hand coming to stroke his lips as he gave a nod.
“Yup you’re goofy looking smile that stretched your lips over your big teeth…”
“You really are a brat…” Jun muttered kissing the fingers before sighing and reluctantly releasing him “We really should leave before I fuck you here…”
“Maybe later I’ll let you…” Nino teased rolling his hips against him rubbing their cocks together in a move that was very unfair in someone who had been moaning that they were having too much sex and not enough conversation. Jun grabbed his hips holding him tightly and preventing him from moving any more as he drew him into a deep kiss sucking the oxygen from his lungs and turning him into soft putty in his hands. He loved having that power over the teenager but it was terrifying that Nino had the same power over him. He broke the kiss and then smiled again running his fingers over the seam of his mouth.
“Hmm…My sexy little brat when we get back I’m going to take you up on that…I promise” Jun promised his cock twitching at the thought of taking his Nino out here in the open where anyone might see them. It was perverse but there was a thrill that ran down his back at the thought that they might be caught. “But for now let’s get going…”
“Where are we?” Nino asked looking around as he scrambled awkwardly out of the car and out onto the crunchy gravel that served as a parking lot. Jun followed him looking more graceful than the teenager had and he shook his head locking the car door and then reaching out with his hand.
“Just come with me…”
“What…We can’t…” Nino said shaking his head and stepping away from the hand but Jun wasn’t going to take no for an answer and he reached out and grabbed his lover’s hand linking their fingers tightly and pulling in the direction he wanted them to go.
“Yes we can…We’re not doing anything wrong…Come on…” He said leading his lover down a small path that ran alongside a very beautiful river. Birds swam on top of its calm, almost glass like, surface and the setting sun gave it a warm and beautiful glow. There were other couples walking the path but, although they looked strangely at their joined hands, nobody said anything and Jun felt Nino relax and fall into proper step at his side.
“Wow…This is…Not what I was expecting but…I like it…” Nino said and Jun had to wonder what kind of things the boy had been expecting. Seizing his chance he slipped his arm around his lover’s shoulders and pulling him closer to his body loving the extra height he had on him so he could easily kiss his head before asking;
“Not what you were expecting? So what were you expecting?”
“I dunno more glass and steel in the heart of the city…Less warm and romantic…” Nino answered and Jun could see why he would think that. Yes he did give the impression of a sleek city business man but he could admit to being a little bit of a romantic when he was with the right person and Nino was definitely the right person. He hadn’t brought Nino's mum here, maybe that was what should have told him what he thought was love wasn't real. He regretted hurting her and he hoped that she would find happiness with Sakurai. She deserved it.
"Well you've learnt something about me already then..." Jun told him with a chuckle once more kissing the top of the head really delighting in having the advantage even if they did get one or two funny looks and he could feel Nino blushing against him.
They carried on walking down the lane until he could see the restaurant in the distance. It looked more like a boat house from here and that was what he had been before it was converted into what Jun believe to be the best damn seafood restaurant in the city. His stomach grumbled happily as he thought about it.
"What the hell? Do you have a lion in there or something?" Nino joked patting his stomach while it was Jun's turn to blush a bright fire red only managing to save some dignity by pushing his laughing lover away and snapping;
"You'll understand when you've tasted..."
"Jun? And Kazu..." A voice Jun had not wanted to hear while on a date with his lover said and slowly Jun looked up and sure enough found himself staring into the pale confused face if his ex-wife along with the watchful one of the man he knew as Sakurai Sho.
"Um mum...what um...I..." Nino spluttered looking as mortified as Jun felt and the older man could only hope they hadn't been seen looking more than friendly. "Um..."
"It's okay Kazu you don't have to look so worried, I don't mind..." She said and for one wild moment Jun thought she knew "you and Jun became good friends, ne"
"Um...yeah..." Nino nodded helplessly looking over at him and Jun knew that he had to be the one that pulled himself together.
"We did...Are you coming in? Or..." He asked leaving his question unfinished as he looked at the restaurant behind them hoping that they were leaving. But of course fate didn't want to be kind and it was Sho that answered slowly;
"We were just going in...Yourselves?"
"The same, I lost a bet to Nino and owe him a meal..." He mumbled knowing that it was an incredibly lame lie but needing to make this look less like it was. He didn't care who else knew about him and Nino but he couldn't tell his ex-wife, not yet. Things hadn't ended well between them and even if they had said they would try and be friends there was no way that she could or would accept his relationship with Nino. It was something that had plagued him for a long time but he hadn't managed to find a way to bring it up and right here right now wasn't the time.
“Um…”
“I see…I hope that you enjoy your meal” Mimi said turning a little too quickly and slipping her arm around Sho marching him up the last few steps and into the building leaving Nino and Jun to stare at each other knowing that they was going to be the most uncomfortable meal of their lives.
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
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