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*~*~*Present Day *~*~*

Nino sat in his bedroom with his knees drawn up to his chest. It was five days since Masaki had ‘outted’ him to his entire class and by extension the whole school. He hadn’t been back since, hell he hadn’t been out of his bedroom since, so he didn’t know exactly what was being said but he doubted that it would be anything good. He wasn’t the first gay guy that had gone to the school but the rumour was that the last ‘openly’ gay guy had killed himself. He wasn’t sure how true that was but he knew that being different to everyone else was not the best idea someone could do while they were in high school and it would be even worse now that his best friend had turned on him for something that he couldn't even begin to control.

The school had told his parents, or their security at least, and Nino was never more thankful that his father was trying to get into bed with a British company so they were out of the country. He wasn't looking forward to that conversation when it happened. Why couldn't people just get over themselves? He thought flopping down onto the bed and staring up at the ceiling his chest aching so much it felt like a physical break, it wasn't like they were hurting anyone.

Sho had called about once an hour since it had happened but after that first time he'd ignored all the calls. Masaki would never forgive him and there was no way he could just continue on with the game as if nothing had happened. Masaki had been like the brother he'd never had and he'd always thought of him as too nice so couldn't believe that he could hate him so much for something that he'd had absolutely no control over. He wanted to cry but he refused to act so stupidly girlish. He wanted to play on a game and have it wipe away all of his bad memories but whenever he tried not even the familiar platform games that he always enjoyed could keep his interest for more than a couple of minutes and it always ended with his character falling down a hole or being burned alive by a fish, it didn’t help that he’d normally only ever played two player on these games and they didn’t seem to be half as fun without Masaki screaming in his ear or crying that he had made a mistake.

Nino jumped, quickly blinking away the angry tears that had started to form in his eyes. He sat up and glared at the door hugging his pillow to his chest as if he was trying to protect himself. The maid and butler had been told not to disturb him but the maid had been trying to force him to eat more than a scrambled egg on toast.

“Go away…” He shouted throwing a pillow at the door and flopping back down again pulling at his hair growling with anger as the knocking started up again.

“Nino…” Masaki called through the door almost giving him heart failure. Breathing deep through his nose and sitting up slowly his eyes blowing wide as he gulped “…Let me in…I want to talk to you…”

“…No…What…” He stammered not knowing what to do or to say, he had to admit that Masaki was the last person that he expected to be knocking at his door, Masaki hammered on the wood again and then shouted;

“Please let me in…I want to talk to you…”

“What…So you can tell me how disgusting I am?”  He asked and then he heard a sound like his friend was sliding down the door and resting against it with his knees drawn up to his chest.

“I…I reacted badly…I’m sorry…I…I shouldn’t have done that to you…Or to nii-chan but…I can’t understand why you’d want…” Masaki said stopping a little to catch his breath or change what he was about to say before continuing “Why you’d be with a guy…It’s gross to me…”

“I’m gross…” Nino repeated the word cutting through him like a knife and he swallowed the sharp lump that had gathered in his throat feeling sick.

“I…This is hard for me…Please Nino let me in…I feel like I’m doing a scene from Frozen or something…Please…”

Nino closed his eyes and clenched his fists together tightly unsure what to do wishing that he could go back and beg Sho not to say anything.


*~*~* 9 Days Earlier *~*~*

He sat in the hotel bed wearing Sho’s t-shirt, which was two sizes too big around him, loving the way that it felt warm against his skin. He still couldn’t believe that this was happening, that Sho was still asking him to meet up and a part of him was still expecting every day to be the last time. He kept telling himself that he was going to have to be the one that ended it, if only to save his own sanity, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He was too selfish to let him go.

“Hey, you hungry?” Sho asked coming up behind him and wrapping his arms around his waist and kissing his neck and ear. “I could order room service…”

“…Um…Sure…But don’t you have to get back?” Nino asked hoping that the answer would be no. He’d already spent the last five hours with him but he still wanted more. Sho nibbled at his shoulder for a second or two his hand splaying out over his hips as he shook his head.
“Nope…I’m meant to be in Minato tonight I have a meeting tomorrow morning but I’ll take a train out early…” Sho answered biting at his ear before slowly moving back on the bed, causing the thick expensive mattress to rise up and down, and grabbing the laminated menu from the side “Okay…Pick whatever you want…And then we’ll watch a movie…”

“Like a real date?”

“…"

“I mean not a real date…I mean…You…Know…” Nino stammered flaying around when Sho didn’t answer but just gave him a slow smile.
“I was thinking that we should tell Masaki about us…” Sho said grabbing a hold of his wrist and tugging him up towards the body seemingly not concerned about “If he finds out accidently it will be a lot worse than if I tell him…"

"You can't Masaki will hate this...hate me...please Sho, this is just a game right...why..." Nino stammered fear, beyond anything he'd ever felt before, rising up inside of him. If this thing between them was serious he could understand telling his friend but why risk losing him?
"Because we won't have to keep sneaking around with him interrupting us..." Sho pointed out and Nino had to admit that 9 times out of 10 Masaki was cutting in on their time together but he was deflated that Sho hadn't told him it was because he wanted it to be serious between them. "You worry too much, I promise that it'll be fine Kazunari..."

"…Yeah…We’ll see…”

“You could have a little faith…Have you decided what you want?” Sho asked motioning to the menu clearly changing the subject and Nino hummed with a shrug giving it a quick glance before answering;

“Burger…I want a burger and fries…”

“…Okay, I think that I’ll have that too…Anything else?” Nino shivered a little as his hand came up and stroke his thigh lightly his thumb and fingers moving up and down getting closer to his crotch and he had to wonder just how much stamina that Sho had.

“Banana milkshake…Masa always says the milkshakes taste amazing here…” He stopped short when he noticed that Sho’s hand had stopped moving and there was an overly amused smile on his face “What?”

“Nothing…” The older man denied leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his nose his free hand moving up to cup his cheeks whispering “You’re just really cute…We’ll order cream too so that I pour it all over your body and lap it up…”

“…You…You’re a complete pervert, Sho…” Nino blushed pushing him away weakly giggling just a little as Sho ran his tongue over his lip and gave him a playful wink picking up the white phone from side.

“Yup but you love it…” He said before changing quickly slipping into an almost professional mode as somebody on the other end spoke to him “Hello room service please…”

Nino smiled tuning out the conversation as he turned away hugging himself tightly breathing in the scent that was clinging to the t-shirt hoping against hope that Masaki would take it okay.

TBC
A/N: I hope that this was okay ^_^
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