Nino's secret 27

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Four days later had Nino staring at her reflection in the mirror wishing that she could run and hide. She’d plucked up the courage to go shopping with her mum and sister and the pair had managed to convince her to buy a new dress. It was a two piece creation with a straight cut black dress that went down to just above the knee with a soft grey see-through silk tunic style over-dress with sleeves. With black tights and the calf boots she, at the time, had thought she looked good. But now she was convinced that she looked just like a boy in a dress. Her wig was in place and her sister had once again expertly applied make-up but she was convinced more than ever that people were going to know that it was Ninomiya Kazunari from Arashi. Tomorrow morning it was going to be in all of the papers that Nino was a cross dresser and that was going to be the end of her, and the rest of the band’s, career.

Sure they were only going to Aiba and Sakurai’s flat where they had, hopefully as they had promised they would, brought in food. They had all agreed that it was less dangerous that way as the more people recognised them together in public the more chances there was of people putting two and two together. Nino would have felt more comfortable in her jeans but Sakurai and Ohno wanted to see her as Kazuna and she didn’t want to disappoint even if it was awkward. She was also terrified that compared to Aya she was going to look like a fraud and Jun was going to realise what a real woman was meant to be like. She sighed biting on her lip and smoothing the silk tunic down over her breast a sick feeling climbing up her throat as her heartbeat quickened against her ribs. She really wished that should cancel but that would mean not seeing Jun. Due to their schedules she hadn’t seen him at all since the day they had agreed to the triple date and she wanted to see him more than anything. There was also the risk that if she cancelled Ohno would think it was his fault and since they had only really just been speaking normally again it wasn’t the best idea in the world to upset him again.

Nino pulled at her wig again pushing the nerves away in the same way that she had when filming with Clint Eastwood. If she could do that then she could do anything, she decided, more so a meal and drinks with her friends. She had just started her self-affirmation when the doorbell ring loudly cutting into her thoughts with a shrill sound. Topping up her lipstick in the way that her sister had showed her she hurried to the door the boot heel clicking on the wood floor. With a smile she pulled the door open enjoying the double take that Jun gave as his mouth fell open. His eyes roamed freely up and down her body before coming to rest on her face.

“Wow, Kazuna…You look amazing…” He whispered breathlessly before letting out a wolf whistle that caused her to blush just a little bit and tug at the dress again motioning for him to come in.

“You think so? It doesn’t look…”

“No…” Jun cut her off with a wave of the hand before wrapping his arms around her and pressing his lips to her temple.

“You didn’t even let me finish…” She grumbled a little weakly unable to stop herself from smiling and Jun gave a warm chuckle his hand moving up and down her back. Nino melted into the touch her own arms coming up to wrap around his neck and Jun smiled looking at her square in the face their noses rubbing together.

“Yeah, I know you look incredible…” He whispered before drawing her into a real kiss. His tongue probed deep his face tilting hers into all the best angles as his hands slid down cupping at her bottom while supporting her as her knees went weak. The kiss was heaven perfect, like somebody having a glass of water after being in the desert for a long time, and Nino hoped that Jun would suggest that he or she stay over. She’d gotten a few tips from Aiba, reluctantly at first, and she really wanted to return the favour to Jun. Well later right now she didn’t want him to break the kiss, she wanted it to last forever. Her tongue slowly slid inside Jun’s mouth and she was pleased when he let out a moan. Her tongue stroked his as she tasted his hot wet mouth probing as deeply as she could while making sure to keep her mouth moving and to breathe through her nose. They clung to each other for a long time and then slowly the pulled away the need for more substantial air getting the better of them. Jun pecked her lips a few times before smiling and continuing like nothing had happened “Well there is one thing that’s missing…”

“Oh? What?” Nino frowned quickly pulling out of his arms to look in the floor length mirror that was beside the door blushing at the state she was in. The hair of her wig was tangled and her lipstick was smudged in a way that made her look a little like the joker from the batman comics. But she couldn’t see what was missing and she was still frowning when Jun stepped up behind her with a thin box that she recognised as being from the jewellery shop that Jun went to.

“This…I brought it for you…” He said opening it up and pulling out a simple white gold chain with a teardrop blue stone hanging from it. “I was buying some rings and I thought it would suit you perfectly…”

“I don’t wear jewellery…” She breathed having to admit that the stone looked amazing against the dark colours of her dress. It wasn’t completely true either, she’d worn pendants and things before but they had been given to her by staff for photo shoots or she had took them from one of the others as a kind of joke. It was always funny to watch them trying to find them or to read the strange reports on gossip sites that had him paired up with actresses because they were wearing the same thing. Jun shrugged putting it around her neck and kissing her cheek as he mumbled

“If you did you can stop stealing mine…”

“You wear a lot of jewellery…I’m surprised you can even tell that some has gone…” she joked pulling away from him and fingering the chain that felt strangely heavy around her throat but in a good way. "Thanks J, it's beautiful...though you should have saved it for Christmas..."
"It's not your Christmas present...that's at home..." Jun shrugged causing Nino to internally groan. She had brought him a present, she wasn't that stingy or heartless, but it was only small one and she suspected that it cost less than the 'not present' that she was wearing. That meant that tomorrow she'd have to spend every spare moment, which wasn't much, looking for a present. "Hey don't panic...it's not a big deal..." Jun murmured cutting into her already panic filled mind.

"No it is, I may be tight, but it's our first Christmas as a couple I don't want you to think I don't care..." She mumbled her fingers not leaving the pendant and she was irritated when he just gave a laugh.

"Honestly, it's okay, just promise me we can have as much time as possible together on the day..."

“Of course we can, in fact I was counting on it…” She admitted with a blush quickly staining her cheeks completely unhindered under the make-up “…I didn’t just get the Santa costume…I got one for you too…Um…If you’ll wear it…Um…I…”

“I promise I will…” Jun said with an almost eager expression on his face and Nino blinked in surprise and then grinned wickedly her eyes flashing as she teased;

“You don’t know what it is yet…It could be a Tinkerbell outfit…”

“…I’d still wear it…” Jun mumbled thoughtfully “As long as there were no cameras in the room…”

“I’ll have to remember that for next time…” She purred before groaning when she caught a sight of the time. “We have to get going…”

“Don’t worry, it’s just dinner at Aiba’s how bad can it be?” Jun asked as Nino darted into her bedroom to grab the coat her sister had loaned her. Thick wool that would protected her from the chill. She scowled at him a little as she wrapped her scarf around her neck and muttered;

“Famous last words…”

TBC
A/N: I hope this is okay ^_^