Pairings: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki
Genre: Angst, romance, not a dark story even with the warnings.
Warnings: Mentions of self-harm, thoughts of suicide, attempted suicide, anxiety and depression,
A/N: I spent my week in Wales writing the first three chapters of this story. It is the most personal story I’ve ever written based on my own experiences with Anxiety and Depression and coming to terms with it, but it isn’t a dark story though there are dark moments…
First chapter is Aiba’s POV but it does switch to Nino for the second and third
“You deserve this, so hurry up and get ready!” Aiba Masaki huffed to his roommate and best friend Ninomiya ‘Nino’ Kazunari. He didn’t mean to sound exasperated with his friend but Nino had been having the same conversation on a loop since he had agreed to meet up with his online squeeze. It wasn’t as though he didn’t understand where the fear was coming from having known Nino for ten years and lived with him for three he knew the ins and outs of the man’s brain like the back of his hand. He was proud that Nino had started speaking to the man through the online dating site but right now he wanted to scream and shout.
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