Desire is my Saviour part five

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

Title: Desire is my saviour 

Author: krystalkatz
Rating: PG

Length: Chaptered
Genre: Au, Incubi, Angst

Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari

Disclaimer: I only own the plot

Nino blinked up at his master, his mouth open as he tried to take in everything that he had been told. He was surprised that the people he was meant to call mum and dad had been killed by the Master that he loved.

“You did all that for me, Master?” he whispered his hands shaking, he couldn’t understand all of what he had been told but he understood that he killed the Ninomiya’s because they were going to kill him and he had bound him to save him from…Someone that scared his master. Nino could tell that his master had been terrified when he had spoken about the man in the playroom, a shiver had ran over Nino when he had heard about Him though he didn’t understand why. While Jun had spoken of his life Nino had tried to remember but his mind was blank though he thought that he could see a little orange and bright blue car.

“Didn’t you hear me Nino?” Jun gasped looking like he couldn’t believe that Nino had said something like that.

“Yes, master saved me…” Nino answered cheerfully before flinching when Jun’s eyes narrowed and he tilted his face up with a finger and thumb on his chin.

“Nino…Please, don’t forgive me…Tell me to go away…Tell me you hate me…” The incubus growled in a threatening why but Nino could hear a begging note to his master’s voice and Nino gave a smile pressing a shy kiss to his lips his cheeks burning a bright red as he whispered

“I could never hate you…Because I love you, Master…”

“But I will never love you Nino…” Jun replied pushing him off his lap and Nino had to admit that it hurt to hear that but the blow was softened with his next words “Not in the way you want me too and I will just end up hurting you…And you’re the last person that would ever want to hurt…My little Nino…”

“Master...You won’t hurt me…” With confidence that only his innocence could bring and Jun smiled brushing his thumb over his lips and down his chin poking at the mole causing Nino to let out a soft giggle. Jun appeared to give in pulling him into a hug and breathing against his hair. Nino relaxed against him his fingers gripping at the shirt he was wearing his heart beating against his ribs. He could feel the grief coming from his master and Nino wanted to ease it in any way that he could

“I will Nino…” He whispered pushing him away by his shoulders and staring at him in the eye “That’s why I want you to leave…”

“…What…Why…Master…”  

“I want you to go and live with Masaki and Sho…” Jun said and Nino blinked feeling like he had been punched in the ribs, Aiba Masaki was the closest thing that his master had to a brother.  He was the son of a Yuki-Onna and a human wood cutter, his mother’s heritage had been passed through into the son and he and his human lover Sakurai Sho lived in a cabin in the mountains and Nino liked to visit them but he wanted to stay with his master.

“What? Master!” Nino whined pleadingly again as hot tears quickly sprang into his eyes “You said that you needed me…”

“I do need you…I need you more than anything. but I promised that I would never let anything bad near you again…So you are going…”

“But master…” Nino said as Jun wiped his eyes with his thumb. For about half a second it looked as though he was going to agree to let him stay but the incubus shook himself and his whole body tensed as his head shook.

“No… Nino, no more arguments pack your things and get ready...Masaki will be here soon…” Jun’s voice was rough and quickly Nino nodded tears flowing down his face as he went to their room. In the drawers his clothes were neatly folded next to his masters everything had its place just like his master had taught him and it didn’t take long for him to gather his things into a bag.

He spent longer in his games room wondering if he could take his games and wondering if he would ever be able to come back here to his master. On the wall was a collection of photos of him and Jun, taken every year on his birthday. In every photo Jun was unchanged, the same smile the way the scar stretched on his lower jaw and the way his eyes were fixed on Nino’s face. In the first picture Nino was four years old he was wearing a designer black suit that was an exact match to the suit Jun was wearing, happy smiles filled both their faces as they smeared each other with the blue icing from the birthday cake. He took a breath and pulled all of the photos from the wall and stuck them in a second bag before putting in the newest games that Jun had brought him and a few of his favourites before heading back down the stairs.

When he reached the lightly coloured hallway he knew that Aiba and Sakurai had arrived as he could hear voices in the sitting room that he had left. Taking a breath he moved to the doorway and pecked inside. Aiba looked just like always, with soft brown hair sparkling eyes and wide ready smile that made his face glow. His lover was standing in the corner of the room, his hair jet black his eyes dark. Nino had always thought that he looked too serious for Aiba but it was clear that they loved each other.

“I don’t mind him staying, Jun-kun! But…I think you should think about this…Ne, Sho-chan?” The bright man said happily his eyes shining as they looked at the man that was standing in the corner “Doing it this way…I think that…”

“I didn’t ask for your opinion, Masaki…” His master snapped roughly and Nino flinched at the tone watching as Aiba flinched back towards his lover whose hand wrapped around his shoulders. “You will take Nino away from here and look after him…”

“Yes, Jun” Aiba said quickly now giving a single nod and Nino felt sorry for the semi-demon who looked like he had been beaten instead of shouted out. Swallowing his sadness Nino pushed through the door and dropped his bag onto the floor in front of his master hanging his head in front of him.

“I’m ready to go master” He said in a soft, choked, voice his eyes stinging again when Jun put a hand on his shoulder

“Nino…”

“Master…Why did you save me? Why did you kill my parents and bind me to save me from Him?” Nino asked trying to sound confident and was angry that his voice broke with a sob. Jun pressed his lips to his forehead wrapping his arms around his neck

“Because I wanted to be a father…But that time is over…You’re growing up and I don’t want to be the one that sleeps with you…” Jun said and Nino was lost.

“Then don’t…Just don’t send me away…” Nino whispered not really understanding what his master was talking about. He and Jun had slept together for as long as he could remember and he couldn’t understand why Jun would say all this now. He thought that Jun was feeling guilty but he understood why Jun had done it, his parents sounded horrible and Jun had saved him.

“I told you that we weren’t going to talk about this anymore…” Jun growled brushing his fingers through his hair “You are going with Masaki and Sho…And then maybe I can get on with my life…”

“I’m in the way of your life?”

“You are now” Jun nodded briskly and Nino choked his stomach churning as he took a breath and nodded picking up his bags in his shaking hands.

“Okay, master…I’ll go with Aiba-san and Sakurai-san…” He told him going to stand beside the two men who looked just as stunned as the pet. His heart was aching as he looked at the incubus who was stood in next to their chair his eyes cold as they were fixed on his face. Aiba gave a strained sigh waving his hand and ripping a faint hole in the wall

“Go on through, Nino-chan” the semi-demon said and Sakurai put an arm around his shoulders and guided him through the portal taking the bags from his hands.

“Nino…I…” Jun started but Nino ignored him unable to look at him. He didn’t know if he would ever see him again and he didn’t want, what could be, his masters last image of him to be crying. As he stepped into the living room of the cabin in the mountain he was positive that he heard Aiba saying

“I think…You’ve just done the only thing possible that could hurt him…”

TBC

A/N: I hope you enjoy ^.^

Comments

[platinum28.livejournal.com]

I'm siding with Aiba on this one, Jun probably didn't make the best choice... It's hurting both of them a lot now. :/
Kinda curious if the devil is an OC, or if it's actually some one from Johnny's... XD

Thanks for the update! :D

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

>.< he was worried ne xD
I promise that it will be shown soon :D
Thanks for reading ^.^

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

Jun's decision is the best choice now.
But I hope that he can find other options and thus can take Nino with him again.

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

He has his reasons ne, but it was hard >.<
:D
Thanks for reading ^.^

[br-arashi.livejournal.com]

Oh, my God!
He has just delivered him to the dark side!!!
What was he thinking????
Silly, silly Jun!

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

>.< he does have his reasons I promise but he did make a mistake ne >.<
Thanks for reading ^.^

[saru-k.livejournal.com]

oh you! Jun... noh
omg!... poor Kazu... I don't know if J's decision is the best choice for now...
thank you for the update :D

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

>.< He does has his reasons even if Nino can't see it now >.<
Thanks for reading ^.^

[momokan69.livejournal.com]

It's heartbreaking.. >.< I agree at what Aiba said, though Jun must feel complicated too...
But to send Nino away from him, I'm somehow afraid that it would be a change for Him to get Nino >.<
Looking forward to what'll happen next, thanks for update!

[krystalkatz.livejournal.com]

>.< Jun does have reasons but he went around it the wrong way ne >.<
Aiba and Sakurai will look after him but he does need his master
Thanks for reading ^.^