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“Nino? Are you okay?” Jun asked gently as he helped him into the large bed a little later. His head was filled with the fuzzy glow of perfection that had bathed the entire night. He gave a sleepy little not and then gripped his hand tightly when his owner was about to leave. “Nino?”
“Will you stay a little longer?” He whispered his heart pounding almost painfully against his rips wondering if he was being to bold. Jun smiled though, his eyes displaying all of his happiness at the simple thing of having his trust to request something like that. Jun nodded sitting himself down on the edge of his bed.

“Of course…But we should be going to sleep soon if you still want to go to the aquarium tomorrow…” The older man whispered and Nino nodded giving a small smile as he tried to gather all his courage and his strength into his little body. He wanted to thank Jun for everything that he had done for him and was continuing to do for him. In his mind there was only one way that he could repay the kindness but as Jun hadn’t even mentioned it, it was a terrifying thing for him to bring up. “Nino what’s wrong? You can tell me anything…”

“Do you want to sleep with me?” He asked knowing that his voice wasn’t even really above a whisper his cheeks burning a hot red as he kept his eyes on their linked hands noting that Jun’s hand had tightened around his own and he tried to make himself sound more confident as he continued “You can if you want…I wouldn’t mind…You can use me…”

“Nino…You are incredible to make me such an offer, but…I never want to use you…I know what I said before but I thought that that was what you needed from me…” Jun sighed and Nino almost recoiled away from him, feeling sick with embarrassment at the fool he had just made out of himself as he asked;

“You…Don’t want to have sex with me?”

“I could never just have sex with you…I want you to fall in love with me like I’m falling in love with you…I want you to call me Jun when I make love to you…” Jun told him linking his fingers with his and tugging him up so his was being hugged and Nino’s whole body started to shiver at the close contact images of his former master coming to his mind unbidden and unwanted. He tried to force it away but it was there and he knew that Jun could sense that as he lightly kissed him on the bulb of his nose and then let him go again tucking him back into the bed. “But even if that never happens I never want you to never be afraid of disappointing me or doing something wrong…Now go to sleep and I will wake you in the morning…”

“Okay…Good night…” Nino whispered confused by his own feelings. He had failed to please his owner and yet he was happy that Jun had allowed him not to go through with it. In the small and almost fearful part of his mind it allowed him to relax a little knowing that Jun was being as nice as ever.

TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^

Date: 2015-10-09 12:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jtaytt.livejournal.com
Poor Nino. I hope he can let go of his fear soon....

Date: 2015-10-10 05:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] br-arashi.livejournal.com
Does this J exist?
He's just perfect, gosh!

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