New Beginnings part 54
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krystalkatzficzMasaki stood awkwardly in his bedroom staring at himself in the long mirror wondering at the black suit he was wearing. Logically he told himself that it was because of Shu’s funeral and that it was the respectful thing to wear but in his heart he knew that Shu wouldn’t have liked it. He liked him to be himself but he knew that there were going to be a lot of people there and as Sho had insisted he sit with him in the family area he was going to do his best. He was surprised that Jun had been invited and had been even more surprised that Jun had actually agreed but he supposed that he shouldn’t be, Jun had liked Shu and Shu had helped him moved from pimp to business man and it was only fair that he could come now to pay his respects. Masaki wondered if that meant Nino would be coming, it wouldn’t be a feel good happy time out for the younger man and Masaki wasn’t completely sure if he would be able to handle seeing Sho and Nino together.
“Masaki-chan…Are you ready?” Sho asked and Masaki reluctantly moved away from the mirror to look at him hating himself just a little when he couldn’t stop himself from thinking about how good looking he was in his fitted back three-piece suit with his hair tussled to one side over his left eye. “Masaki?”
“Yes…I’m ready…I’m just a little bit…I don’t want to do this…” He admitted with a weak little shrug “So much has happened and I know that he’s…Gone…But this feels as though it’s really it…That after today I won’t be able to keep thinking that he’s going to walk through the door…”
“…I know…” Sho whispered coming over and wrapping his arms around him once more not seeming to care if he messed up his suit and Masaki sagged against him glad of his warmth and the comforting smell of his scent which was a mix of spicy and sweet which just the trace elements of dusty old books. It wasn’t an unpleasant odour in fact it made him feel calm and in control even though everything seemed to be falling apart around him, it was very much like the man himself. Shu had always said you could tell a lot about a man from how he smelt and he had always claimed that no matter what fragrance he used, Masaki always smelt of summer and sunshine with a playful hint of freshly washed summer strawberries. To his surprise Sho sniffed at his hair and then relaxed against him letting out a soft sound that almost sounded like a moan. The obscene sound was enough for him to flush and go warm all over and he pulled himself out of the grip as Sho looked a little sheepish “I’m sorry…That was far from being appropriate…”
“…It’s okay…I was smelling Sho-chan too…” Masaki laughed awkwardly fidgeting with his fingers “Your grandpa…He always said…”
“You can tell a lot about a man from their smell…In your case it’s true…You always seem to smell of freshly cut grass after a summer rain…” Sho chuckled “You remind me of my childhood…”
“Sho-chan smells like a library…”
“I’m sorry…I guess I’m old and dusty…”
“Not at all…It reminds me of when I first met Jun-san…It was in a library…We were sheltering from the rain...” Masaki mumbled supposing that some people might find it strange that meeting his pimp was a good and happy memory but for him it was. Jun had helped him with something that he could never truly repay.
“And then he made you his whore…”
“I was already a whore...” Masaki flinched a troubled feeling coming to his heart as he wondered if Sho did look down on him because of his past “He just offered me protection…I think the car is here…I’m going to go check…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
“Masaki-chan…Are you ready?” Sho asked and Masaki reluctantly moved away from the mirror to look at him hating himself just a little when he couldn’t stop himself from thinking about how good looking he was in his fitted back three-piece suit with his hair tussled to one side over his left eye. “Masaki?”
“Yes…I’m ready…I’m just a little bit…I don’t want to do this…” He admitted with a weak little shrug “So much has happened and I know that he’s…Gone…But this feels as though it’s really it…That after today I won’t be able to keep thinking that he’s going to walk through the door…”
“…I know…” Sho whispered coming over and wrapping his arms around him once more not seeming to care if he messed up his suit and Masaki sagged against him glad of his warmth and the comforting smell of his scent which was a mix of spicy and sweet which just the trace elements of dusty old books. It wasn’t an unpleasant odour in fact it made him feel calm and in control even though everything seemed to be falling apart around him, it was very much like the man himself. Shu had always said you could tell a lot about a man from how he smelt and he had always claimed that no matter what fragrance he used, Masaki always smelt of summer and sunshine with a playful hint of freshly washed summer strawberries. To his surprise Sho sniffed at his hair and then relaxed against him letting out a soft sound that almost sounded like a moan. The obscene sound was enough for him to flush and go warm all over and he pulled himself out of the grip as Sho looked a little sheepish “I’m sorry…That was far from being appropriate…”
“…It’s okay…I was smelling Sho-chan too…” Masaki laughed awkwardly fidgeting with his fingers “Your grandpa…He always said…”
“You can tell a lot about a man from their smell…In your case it’s true…You always seem to smell of freshly cut grass after a summer rain…” Sho chuckled “You remind me of my childhood…”
“Sho-chan smells like a library…”
“I’m sorry…I guess I’m old and dusty…”
“Not at all…It reminds me of when I first met Jun-san…It was in a library…We were sheltering from the rain...” Masaki mumbled supposing that some people might find it strange that meeting his pimp was a good and happy memory but for him it was. Jun had helped him with something that he could never truly repay.
“And then he made you his whore…”
“I was already a whore...” Masaki flinched a troubled feeling coming to his heart as he wondered if Sho did look down on him because of his past “He just offered me protection…I think the car is here…I’m going to go check…”
TBC
A/N: I hope that this is okay ^_^
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Date: 2016-05-09 10:06 am (UTC)And he shouldn't feel bad because of his profession before >< I believe Sho didn't think less of him because of that
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Date: 2016-05-09 08:06 pm (UTC)why broke the spell saying this thing about being J's whore!! damn you Sho!!!!
And Masaki eing jealous if Nino and Sho are together in the same room????
thanks for your hard work and waiting for more!!!!! ^3^
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Date: 2016-05-10 05:30 pm (UTC)Masaki still thinks too low of himself.
Help him, Sho-chan!!!